"You have to tell me what you are doing Dazzle. You may jump over the parapet wall also. Why the bloody hell you have come here in the middle of night?"

"First we go down and then I explain everything to you." Trying to relax myself while slowing my breathing I said.

"Alright come with me now." He is still holding my right hand and I don't want to be released from that at all. I am just following him all the way into his room. "Now tell me."

I am explaining to him about my hearing the woman's weeping and it's saying so and following it like that.

"You have heard woman's weeping, it's saying so and followed that? Is it is the first time happening like this?" deep frowns gathered on his forehead.

"It is not the first time." I am explaining to him about my hearing that weeping sound previously also. He is hearing everything so keenly that I tempt to tell about him my sexual experiences also. But how I can, he is my brother. "You have heard it now."

"What is happening in this house? Why did not I hear any of this till now? Are you people not considering me as a family member?" he is angry now.

"It is not like that. That Ola time and again is saying that I am suffering from some psychological disorder."

"Bloody hell with what that Ola is saying. I really doubt whether she has any psychology knowledge or not." He is still very much angry.

Despite my fear I am laughing now. "Just tell this to that Ola and see what she says."

"Not just this. I can say she is unfit for practicing as a psychologist. We have to sue her in a court of law and get her degree cancelled."

"How much I wish that Ola hear all this." laughing like that I said.

"I am hearing everything."

Hearing it like that we both turned back. There is Viola looking at both of us angrily.

"She heard it." Mocking fear in my face I said.

"Its alright. First tell me why you both have assembled here in the middle of the night?" she came straight and slumped herself in the chair there.

I am just observing while Williams is explaining what he has seen and heard from me to Viola. "If I have not stopped her then, I doubt that she may jump over the parapet wall onto the other side. I just cannot imagine what would have happened to her then."

"My god! Is it has happened like that?" with fear in her eyes Viola said.

"No, we just have concocted all this only to entertain you in the middle of the night." Williams is sarcastically saying. "Why did not you tell me any of this till now?"

"Have you any time to spare for the family matters? No one knows when you do go out and come back." Viola also is angry. "I many a time thought to tell you all about this."

"Alright, alright." He held up his hands. "So far what you have done to cure Dazzle?"

"What that means to cure Dazzle? You also have come to an opinion that I am suffering from a psychological disorder?" I am angrily yelling. "I am in all respects normal I must say."

"I am sorry to say Dazzle. But in my opinion also you are suffering from a psychological disorder. I also not heard any weeping sound either on this day or any day before. Why only you are hearing it like that?"

I am fuming now. I don't know what explanation to give to that then.

"I am programming her during hypnosis. Everyday we are doing that. It seems it is not giving much result." Viola is saying as if she did not hear me at all. "If the situation continues like this, we have to take her to a psychiatrist."

"Please don't make me mad. I am not mad. I am perfectly normal." I am yelling once again. "I am not suffering from any sort of psychological disorder."

"Oh, Dazzle. Try to understand." Viola came near to me and put her hand on my shoulder and squeezed it. "The first step to free ourselves from any psychological disorder is to acknowledge that we are suffering from it. Having experiences like that and hearing sounds in this way are not normal Dazzle. You don't know how much I am suffering to say that you are having a psychological disorder, but I must. I want you to become hundred percent normal. I want your welfare all the time."

I squeezed my eyes shut and am calming myself. I am seeing the reason in what Viola is saying.

"But Dazzle, I must tell you, you are not suffering from a serious psychological disorder. It is possible to cure you completely. You can hundred percent become normal and usual again."

"Then why could not you cure me yet? Why not your hypnotic programming is giving any result?" I am still feeling angry. I don't know on whom I am feeling anger. Am I agreeing that I am psychological patient? Did I agree in before itself? Suddenly why cannot I agree that I am suffering from psychological disorder?

"What Williams said may be true Dazzle. I am unfit for practicing as a psychologist. I am failed so far in my attempts to make you normal." There is sadness in the voice of Viola which I don't like at all. I know how much Viola is trying to help me.

"Or she may crossed the limit to be cured by a psychologist. I think she needs a psychiatrist now. Find some efficient one Ola. Without any delay we take her to there."

"No, no. Please don't. I don't want to be treated by a psychiatrist. I don't want to be considered as mad by anyone."

"You are not going to be considered as mad by anyone Dazzle. You are going to be treated in a smooth and mild way for your disorder. You can be very easily cured." Viola said.

I don't know what to say. I am completely upset. It is all quite unnerving to me.

"No, Ola." Now I am hearing Williams. "Treat Dazzle in the way you are thinking best. Continue with it for another fifteen days or so. Even by then also we don't see any positive result then we shall consider what to do."

Viola breathed deeply and hissed out heavily. "Alright, we do it like that."

"Someone may better sleep with her in the night. Then it is possible to us to prevent these types of dangers."

"I want to sleep with her every night until she becomes completely normal. But she is not allowing me to do it like that." Throwing an accusing glance towards me Viola said. "Suddenly I don't know why I felt for her. I could not find her in her room. I found her in your room and the situation is like this."

"Its alright. With god's grace nothing untoward happened" he nodded his head. Now there is a firm expression in his face. "No, from now onwards you must sleep with her. Don't care what she says. It is important I am thinking."

***

"Oh, Dazzle, you are so good." After kissing on my left year Chuck said. Momentarily I felt the heat of his lips on my left year. It happened nearly one year before but the memories are still so strong in me. "Even however many times I have been enjoying you, I am having the same pleasure every time."

"Me too. It is just like that." I said while looking into his eyes. I know that there was burning desire in my eyes then.

"You know exactly how to arise a man." There was that burning desire in him also. Pleasure waves already started sweeping in me. But I knew Chuck's style. He never let it come to an end that fast.

"Dazzle, how it is every time to you?" looking into my eyes straight he asked me.

"Just wonderful!" I was saying the truth. "I think I said it." There was no exaggeration in it. Every time he did it to me in the best way upto then. In fact my attraction towards him was only because of that.

"You should tell me the truth." I said to him again. I can still remember the conversation I have had with him on that day. Because I enjoyed it that much then. Among all the days I have sex with him I remember two days most. The first day and the last day. On these two days I enjoyed it the most.

"Just ask it and you have it." Kissing straight on my lips he said. My breath suspended for few seconds when he pressed his rough lips on my mouth. He kept them pressed like that for few seconds before taking my inner lip into his mouth. He chewed so smoothly before leaving it.

"If you are going on kissing me like this, I just cannot ask what I do want to ask." Mocking anger I said.

"I am sorry. Fire away." Going away from me giving me the space to talk he said.

"You have lot of experience in this before, have not you." Looking straight into his eyes I have asked him.

"I am not going to say to you that I did it only to you. But I am not having much experience. I used to have only one girl friend in before. But she is no more a girl friend to me. She married some other guy." Once again dragging me near to him he said.

"Anyhow you learned everything from her." I have to talk with difficulty as he pressed my head strongly to his bosom.

"It is not so. But I experimented whatever I know on her. She enjoyed that a lot then."

"As I am enjoying it now." Surprising! I have not felt any even I had known that Chuck has had a girl friend before and has sexual experience with her.

"May be." He paused for a moment before saying. "But I must tell you the truth. I am having no female relations at present. You are the only woman in my life now. And I am not going to give place to any other woman in my heart. You are going to be the only one to occupy my heart. I am going to marry only you."

Surprising! I did not feel particularly any happiness on his saying so. Why I have not felt happy hearing that I could not understand. He was handsome, educated and intelligent! At the same time giving me wonderful sexual enjoyment! What made me apathetic like this towards him? Now also that is perplexing me a lot.

"Now my turn. I do ask my questions and you have to answer them."

"Just ask." Trying to guess what he was going to ask I said to him.

"Have you had any experiences before in this?" he asked me straight. I did not feel surprise on hearing that question.

"Why you are asking me this question?" knitting my brows together I asked him.

"Why you have asked those questions to me? Just curiosity. Nothing more."

"Yes, I have." With firmness in my voice I said. "And I enjoyed that a lot also."

"Really! Who is that guy and when did it happen?" looking keenly into my eyes he asked me.

"It started when I was just twelve years or so aged. In fact I have not become a woman by then." With casualness in my voice I said.

(..........to be continued)

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