Chapter- 26
"Now tell me George. What should we do? Shall we say to her that she is suffering from a psychological disorder and she needs treatment? If she agrees to that here is a famous psychologist to treat her for free." While keeping his face in my gaze, I said.
"I am not thinking that it is a best thing to go to her and say to her that she is suffering from some psychological disorder and she needs treatment." Hissing out heavily George said.
"But Viola is saying if she has been left like that she would be turned into a complete schizophrenic." I am feeling very much concern towards her.
"We have to think about it seriously then." George said. "Ola. Is there no way at all to treat her without her knowledge?"
"How it is possible? To give her the best treatment she must give her consent to the same. At the same time ........." Viola paused for a moment and then said. "If the madness in her is intensive she needs a psychiatrist. A psychologist is not enough for her then."
They both remained silent. It may be so to them then that they don't know what to talk. "We are going to observe them closely. If the situation becomes worse, if she imagines talking with her husband quite often, we do convince her that she is a psychological patient and that she needs treatment." I intervened and broke that silence.
"It is indeed a very best suggestion." After hearing me Viola nodded her head and said this.
"I also agree with this hundred percent." George said.
"You are feeling heavier. You are feeling your whole body heavier. You just cannot move your body from this or that way." I am on the bed in a sleeping position and Viola has started minutes back hypnotizing me.
"Just a moment." I opened my eyes and sat on the bed and now saying again. "I want to say an important thing here."
"You can say that in the morning also. With difficulty I put you under hypnosis to program you but you have come out of it like this." Viola irritatingly said.
"First listen to me. It is important. If I don't say this I shall forget about it."
"Then tell me without making any delay. I have decided strongly to hypnotize you and program you on this day." With firmness in her voice Viola said.
"I just cannot move my body even an inch while I have those experiences. I desperately want to move my body and through that creature away from me but all the time I just became immobile. I must say I was hundred percent awaken at that time and not asleep. But still why I could not move any of my body parts at that time?"
Viola closed her eyes for few seconds and opened them again. "I am thinking that it is sleep paralysis."
"Sleep paralysis? What that is? I never have heard about this sleep paralysis before." Now I am feeling interest to know about that sleep paralysis.
"If you don't know about it anytime before, know about it now from me." I am listening carefully what Viola is saying. "To understand the sleep paralysis you have to understand the sleep process first. When you do sleep that your mind and body both go into sleep at one time. When you have awaken, your body and mind also awaken at the same time. Sometimes it happens so that your mind first awaken but your body not. You desperately want to do something with your body but you cannot because your body is sleeping. "
"It is quite absurd. How it is so? How my mind is awake and my body is asleep? I just cannot understand." I am feeling irritation now.
"Yes. This is little bit difficult to understand. But it is true. Just remember about your dream state. When dreams happen, then your mind is awake but your body asleep. You are experiencing something in the dream only because your mind is awake then otherwise it is a deep sleep. In deep sleep there is no mind. But while dreaming, I must say your body asleep while your mind is awake and dreaming. Your body is in sleep paralysis and cannot move at all while your mind is dreaming several things. In fact this sleep paralysis is quite helpful to you."
"How this sleep paralysis is helpful to me?" I asked with increased interest.
"Just because your body is unmovable and in a paralytic state it is not moving according to your dream. If you are dreaming that you are running at some place your body has to get off from the bed and start running. But it is not happening like that. Because your body becomes immobile with sleep paralysis."
"Why does my body try to run while I am running in my dream?"
"Because the same mind gives suggestions and thinks in the waking state and dreaming state also. The body has to respond and honor the suggestions and directions of the mind while it is dreaming and while it is awaken also. Running in a dream means your mind's suggestion or thinking so in the dream. If we suppose there is no sleep paralysis, you do start running while you are running in your dream. Your body would do whatever you do in your dream if there is no sleep paralysis."
I am about to say something but then Viola started saying again. "I am not yet completed. Sometimes even your mind come out of sleep, your body cannot come out of its sleep. In such situations you momentarily feel sleep paralysis. You feel that you cannot move any of your body parts. You cannot even open your eyes and look straight. But remember one thing. There is no danger whatsoever with this sleep paralysis. Just in few minutes you do come out of it. There is no necessity to worry too much about it. If you try to come out of sleep paralysis it becomes even more. So the best way to treat sleep paralysis is remain calm."
"Alright. I think I have heard enough about this sleep paralysis."
"Thank you. Shall we start the program of hypnotizing?" there is slight irritation in the voice of Viola.
"Go on." I laid my back on the bed again and closed my eyes smoothly. I am feeling relaxed. Viola's hypnotizing me is not new to me. In before also on some occasions she hypnotized me. But now she is hypnotizing me to program me.
"Do I know what instructions you do give to me while I am under hypnosis?"
"To some extent. But it is not important to know what instructions I am giving to you. It is important that they work."
"I hope that they work." Breathing deeply I said.
"They sure do work." The irritation in her voice is becoming more.
"Then why late we do start now itself."
I heard the sound of Viola's hissing out heavily and I know she is angry that this much of time is wasted unnecessarily.
"You are feeling your eyes heavier. You are feeling sleepy. You are feeling terribly sleepy."
Now I am listening to the Viola's voice. It is so soothing and relaxing to me.
"You are feeling your head heavier. You are feeling sleepy. You are feeling terribly sleepy."
"Why do you say the same thing again and again?" I asked angrily.
"Shut up and just remain calm. Just leave your ears and listen what I am saying. You know how this hypnotism process would go. Still you are preferring to interrupt me like this! If you do it like this again, I stop hypnotizing you and go away." There is maximum irritation in her voice.
"No, please. There shall be no interruptions from now on." I am trying not to laugh. Viola's irritation is amusing to me.
"You are feeling your body heavier......Your body has become that much heavier that you cannot move any of your organs...." I am hearing Viola's smooth and soothing voice.
"You are feeling so much relaxed. There are no thoughts in you. You are so happy."
I am listening. Surprisingly I am not having any thoughts in me now.
"You are going into trance. Slowly and slowly you do go into trance. Your body and mind obey whatever I say. Your body and mind follow whatever instructions I give."
I am feeling sleepy but still I am listening whatever Viola is saying.
"You are slowly and slowly slipping into trance. You are completely under my control."
If it is first time to me to be hypnotized it would have taken time. But before also on many an occasion this Viola hypnotized me. Slowly and slowly I am losing my consciousness. I am still listening whatever Viola is saying to me but I cannot understand what she is saying.
***
"Nova, I want to come to your home." Looking straight into the eyes of Nova I said.
"Madam, you do come to my home! Is it is possible?" Nova's face became wide with happiness and surprise.
"Why should not I come? Who can stop me from coming to your home?" frowning my forehead I asked her.
"But you know very well the difference between you and me. If you come to my home....it may become a big news."
I remained in silence and am thinking seriously now. There is some truth in what Nova said also.
"I want to talk to your husband. Is it is not better that I do talk to your husband at your home?"
"You are right madam. It is the best thing to talk with my late husband at my home itself if you want to talk with him." Nova nodded her head. "But what do you want to talk with my husband?" there is surprise in the face of Nova.
"You said that your husband said to you that I am in danger. I want to know in what type of danger I am in. And some more particulars if possible." Balancing my hands in the table in between us I said while still looking into the face of Nova.
"I have asked those questions to him madam, but he could not answer them." There was despair in her voice.
"But I want to know what he says to me." My voice is firm.
"Alright then. When do you come to my home?" with the same obedience in her voice, Nova asked me again.
"I tell you the date just in few days Nova. Please prepare yourself to welcome me into your home." A smile surfaced onto my lips.
"Sure madam." Now there is a smile on the lips of Nova also.
***
I am once again listening the sound of weeping. This time even more loudly than before. It is reaching my ears from somewhere in the house itself. It is just like that someone is weeping in my home itself. It is the same voice I have heard before. The woman's weeping sound! Who needs to weep like this in the middle of the night?
I suddenly woke up and realized that I heard it in my dream. When I looked into the watch there on the wall it is middle of the night. When I tried to know the reason for my waking up like that I started hearing this weeping voice again. So it is not in my dream! It is not appearing like an ordinary weeping. That voice is making me completely uneasy. Last time I have tried to know the source of it but could not get any success in it.
It is indeed quite uneasy to me to go off from the bed in the middle of the night while I am feeling very sleepy. But that weeping is making me quite nervous. I just cannot remain peaceful on the bed while I am listening the weeping like that. If I don't know the reason for it I just cannot stay calm. Moreover that weeping sound is strongly pulling me towards it! It is attracting me like magnet attracts iron.
(..........to be continued)
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