Chapter-15
I am not interested in dressing myself in the best way. I pulled myself some dress hastily from it and slipped myself in that. Then I tossed myself onto the bed there. I am sensing my heart is beating faster still and I am trying to relax myself. I am still looking at the bathroom and remembering the feeling I have got in it.
What it is? I cannot understand. Is it is just my imagination or is there something doing that to me. Whatever it may be it is not limited to that bathroom only. Now I am remembering the experience I have got near the fridge. What is the guarantee I don't have it on the bed also? I must discuss this matter without any delay with Viola.
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I am narrating everything as clearly as possible to Viola and she is listening with keen interest in her face. There are frowns on her forehead while I am explaining how I have felt that touch everywhere on my body.
"I cannot find anything. I looked into the mirror while it was happening to me. There was only me and no one else in the mirror."
Viola breathed deeply and hissed out heavily.
"If it is the first time like this I would not have felt anything at all. But it is the third time. I just don't know what to say."
I am feeling fear seeing Viola remained silent like this.
"Is there something supernatural in my house, some devil like thing? Is it is Nathaniel or Chuck or someone else?" while my heart beat is becoming faster, I asked hear.
"If it is something like that we can feel happy. We need not feel worry. We can get rid of it somehow or other. But............" she got from the chair in which she sat and came near to me on the sofa and put her hand around my neck.
"What it is then?" I am feeling nervous. What Viola is going to say now?
"You are hearing sounds also. Even while you are completely awaken, you are hearing strange sounds occasionally, you said to me" Viola is looking into my eyes with a frown on her forehead.
"Now I am not hearing sounds...but very recently I heard them....yes, just in the way I said to you." I am feeling fear. Is something terribly wrong?
"Don't feel panic. I want your brain to be scanned completely." Viola removed her hand and hissed out heavily.
"Why it should be?" I am now feeling my anxiety at its motto.
"In some situations, when our mind damaged, it creates such type of hallucinations. First of all we have to be sure that there is no wrong with your brain physically."
"My god!" I am feeling fainted now.
"Oh, Dazzle. I said don't feel panic. Even it is by some brain damage it can be cured. In fact...." She squeezed my shoulder and saying. "There are other psychological reasons also to feel like this. But it is important that we have to be sure at first that there is no wrong physically with our brain."
I am not intended to say anything at all.
"Take a full leave on this day Dazzle. We are going to have a complete scan and all the tests that are necessary to your brain."
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"I am feeling very happy that there is no wrong with your brain Dazzle. It is not because of any damage of the cells etc. in your brain. In fact you have got healthiest brain in the world. That is what these reports and scanning are saying." Hugging me strongly and kissing on my right cheek Viola said.
I am also feeling so happy. All the time I felt fear that there is something physically wrong with my brain.
"Now you can be completely relaxed Dazzle. There is no necessity to feel fear at all."
I breathed deeply and hissed out heavily. "Then why I have felt like that? What it is the guarantee that it does not happen to me again?"
"I already said to you that there are other reasons also to have such type of feelings." I am listening carefully to Viola. "Our mind is very complicated thing Dazzle. We cannot say why it feels something odd, thinks something odd, sometimes. There may be reasons for your feeling like that. It can be found going deep into your subconscious. But the easiest and convenient thing to deal with it is just forget, just ignore."
I am feeling irritation now. Sometimes Viola irritates me with her unreasonable speeches. "How I can ignore and forget as it is happening that lifelike to me every now and then?"
"I can understand. But there is no other way. If you do feel fear the chances of its happening again and again becomes more."
"My god!" I hissed out helplessly.
"I can say one thing for sure, Dazzle." I am once again prepared to Viola's lecture. The expression on her face now is like that. "There is no danger to you by your experiences so far like that. If it happens again to you, then we shall think about it seriously and do something for it. Okay." I am feeling surprise that Viola concluded that fast. She put such a heavy expression only to say these few lines!
"Okay." I nodded my head. "But you said that you are maintaining a psychic link with me and sensing that I am in some grave danger. What you are going to say about that? Are not all these some part of that my danger?" I am looking into the face of Viola.
"In fact, I am still feeling like that" after a small pause Viola is saying. "But so far your experiences are not insinuating that you are in grave danger. May be these are some part of that danger or not I cannot say now. But remember one thing" once again she breathed deeply. "Now I am here and I see that there would be no danger to you in whichever way and at whatever place. My main mission in staying here is that. Just be relaxed and happy forgetting all about that"
Now Viola is in my strong hug and her right cheek is subjected to my strong perfunctory kiss. "What a good friend I have got? To whom I have to be grateful like this?"
"To whom else, the almighty god himself."
I am now looking at my aunt who stood just beside us both with a smile on her lips.
"If you both are together, you forget time and everything. Come into the dining room." Now I am looking at the retreating figure of my aunt.
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The day passed happily and I am trying to sleep happily now. The reports are saying that there is no wrong with my brain physically and it is really making me so happy and joyous. Thoughts are invading me now also but they are happy ones and not making me feel suffer. I am now slipping into sleep and the clouds of thoughts are slackening slowly.
I am feeling something on my hip. What it is? I opened my eyes and looked straightly. There is nothing near to me. The touch on my hip is becoming more and more intensive and I am feeling it even more clearly now. I want to get off from the bed immediately but I am feeling as if my hands and legs are tied with a rope. I am not able to move any organ in my body now. Thick fear entered into my heart again.
Now that hand started moving slowly on my body. My god what is going to happen to me? I have got this experience until now in the bath room and near the fridge and now I am having it on the bed and how it is going to be? Why I cannot move any organ in my body? But there is no hastiness in the movement of that hand. It is moving just steadily on my body as it was in the bathroom. It is all quite irritating to me. Viola said that there is nothing wrong with my brain physically. Then why I am still feeling like this? Is there anything supernatural in this house? Is it is some devil, I cannot understand. I want to run away from this place and to Viola and ask her why it is happening like this. But my body is immobile! I am becoming mad.
Suddenly I am started feeling some heavy thing settled just beside me. What it is? It is moving slowly beside me and I can feel its shape also. Yes it is a human being. No doubt in that at all. By the roughness of its hand on my body I can understand that it is male. Why cannot I see it? Is it is a devil? Can devils make other people feel them? Touch them in this way? Do devils have desires in them? By settling of it so just beside me making me understand its intention.
I am now feeling chocked as it put its hand across my heart and made a strong kiss on my cheek. I do not feel it like something I known. I am not feeling the touch either Nathaniel's or Chucks. This feeling is appearing different. I let those both enjoyed me in the way they want and if this devil is one of them, sure I can know about that. But this touch is not reminding me either of them. Then who it is? I cannot understand. No male person touched my body except them both till now.
I am aghast as I am feeling now the heaviness of it on the top of me. My helplessness is making me feel lot of anger. How some bloody hell of creature can enjoy my body against my will? No one could enjoy my body against my wish and desire until this moment. I want to throw it out of my body but how I can do it as I am not able to move even my little finger.
My heart is burning with rage than shame as that creature is kissing on my face feverishly. I am feeling shocked as it took my inner lip into its mouth and is chewing it smoothly. Oh, my god! What should I do? Now my lip is free. Even in that rage also I am feeling relaxed when it left my lip.
"Just go away. Leave my body and just go away." I am screaming as highly as possibly but I cannot hear my voice even myself. I am imagining that I am yelling like that! My strong desire to yell making me imagine so. I am exhausted with rage and helplessness and now that creature is slowly moving down. My god, what is going to happen to me? I am feeling everything what that Nathaniel and Chuck did with my body. Even it is neither of them, it is also as much steady as they were, doing everything perfect. Now I am being raped by the ghost of an unknown person! I am feeling more rage than fear. I just don't like my body is enjoyed against my will like this. The ironical thing so far is, even I don't like what is happening on my body, pleasure waves are sweeping all over my body while that bloody creature is satisfying its urge with me as steadily as possible.
I am feeling dark curtains before my eyes but the heaviness is still like that on my body. Ever I am going to become free of this? I am losing thinking capacity and I sure know that it is a sign that I am slipping into sleep.
(..........to be continued)
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