Trapped On Either Side
Jooheon and Chan were thrown into the cell opposite of the one BamBam, Jisung and Felix were in, still out cold.
"Where's my fuckin mask?" Chan spat blood, a snarl on his face.
Jooheon shrugged.
"Lisa must've taken it with her" Jooheon spoke with an unreadable expression but anger was clear in his tone.
Chan cursed, kicking a loose part of the cement to the wall, a low growl escaping him.
"I can easily get us outta here" Chan huffed, going over to the bars of the cell and trying to pry them outwards.
"I know you could, but they injected us with a weakening serum. You, as well as the others, are weak as hell. You can't do shit" Jooheon scoffed.
Chan cursed loudly, falling to his knees with his head bowed and the top of history's against the bars.
"C-Channie?" A tired voice whispered.
Chan's head snapped up, and he gulped visibly. 'Uh oh' was all he could think as Felix crawled over to the bars of the cell of he was in.
"I-I'm dreaming aren't I?" Felix muttered sadly.
Chan was torn; was he to lie and say it was? Or tell the truth and possibly make it worse? In the end, he decided to tell the truth, even though Felix could possibly kill him in doing so.
"N-no baby, it isn't a dream" Chan stuttered, gripping the bars of his cell tightly.
"Of course it's a dream" Felix sniffled, "you're dead Channie" Felix looked up, tears welling up in his dull brown eyes.
Chan felt a harsh stab to his heart; he did this...he caused this sadness.
"I....I'm so sorry baby" Chan whimpered pitifully, "I'm sorry for doing this to us, I'm sorry for causing you so much pain"
"What are you talking about Channie?" It was obvious Felix's brain was taking some time to catch up to what Chan was trying to say.
"I was never dead Lix" Chan sighed, "I...I didn't want to be the leader anymore-no that's not it. I was a terrible leader. I had a feeling you'd lead them better than I did, but I didn't think of the consequences of pretending I was dead...I'm so sorry" Chan whispered, a lone tears falling slowly down his cheek.
"You did what you felt was right Chan, don't blame yourself" Jooheon spoke from behind him.
Felix's expression was blank, and Chan could practically see the cogs turning in his mind. Once Felix's brain caught up with what Chan was saying, Felix's expression went from blank to downright pissed off and Chan knew he royally fucked up. The other two were still out of it, and they probably would be for alot longer than Felix was.
"You pretended you were dead...because you thought you were a shitty leader?" Felix's voice shook with rage, "you could have just stepped down, you could have just said so. You fucking could have just stuck around. I needed you Chan, but you made me think you were dead" Felix's voice was leveled in volume, but Chan could hear the anger in his tone, "I fucking needed you! You left me Bang Chan! I thought you loved me!" Felix bashed his fists against his cell bars, causing Chan to flinch, "YOU ASSHOLE!" Felix had tears rapidly falling from his eyes, but they were angry tears.
"Lix, I'm-" "No, I don't want your fucking apologies" Felix growled, "I don't even want to talk to you right now, you low life piece of shit! YOU MADE ME THINK YOU WERE DEAD! DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA OF HOW I MIGHT HAVE FELT!? WHAT I WAS FEELING!? IT HURT!" Felix's voice was cracking, and the anger slowly disappeared, replaced by sadness, "It hurt so much. I was so lost without you, and all you can say is 'I'm sorry'? I missed you. I wanted to die, I wanted BamBam to kill me because I thought then I would be able to be with you, forever, but here you were, alive and well and I had no idea!" Felix was now sobbing, the sound breaking Chan's heart more than it already was.
"It hurt me too, trust me, it fucking killed me from the inside out knowing that I wasn't right there with you. I love you, so much okay? I never thought I'd say those words, but here I am, saying them to you, to my Mate" Chan let a few more tears slip, "we're trapped on either side, and I wish I could reach out, grab you and hold you close and kiss those tears away, but I can't. We've all been weakened" Chan sighed shakily, trying to hold the sob that threatened to escape.
"I...." Felix sniffled, no longer angry, "I want you to hold me. I missed you, your touch, your kisses, everything about you, so so much"
"I promise you Lix, once we get the fuck out of here, I'm never letting you go...ever"
Well then....this is getting eventful XD
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