What is difference? Not being the same or acting like everyone else? If that's the case, I realize that yes, I am different. That difference makes a thousand voices circle in my head, asking me how others see me or if I will ever be able to rid myself of my obsessions or hyperfixations. Saying that one day, I will finally be able to communicate spontaneously with people in everyday conversations without fear of how they perceive me. Shouting that difference is good because it allows me to see a different perspective on life, even though it complicates my life many times. Loneliness in a crowded world, walking through life alone, all of this will end, I know.

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