JH

I'll take care of you

Till the end.

ˢʰᵒʳᵗ ᶜʰᵃᵖᵗᵉʳ

Taeyong passed out this morning.

Jaehyun went into a straight panicked mode.

They went to the hospital.

Jaehyun watched his love being taken away, and couldn't fight the tears that were coming.

"Please be okay Taeyong."

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Taeyong lied on the hospital bed, eyes closed, and Jaehyun couldn't stand it. He couldn't stand any of this. It all happened to fast. Jaehyun was holding his smaller hands in his, and watched him silently. Thinking. How did it come to this. Why did it come to this.

And the doctors information only made it worse. Jaehyun recalls every word.

"Taeyong has had this disorder for so long..t-that we can not help it. His thoughts are taking his very existence away, he's fighting, he really is, but he can only fight for so long. Nobody wins this fight...I'm sorry."

Jaehyun had been crying for awhile now, and his heart was clenched with pain and guilt. He hated this. He hated all of this.

"Wake up soon baby...I need you.." he said slowly on the verge of having another outburst of tears.

He remembers Taeyongs smile. His laugh. His lame jokes. Him. He wants to make more memories.

"I should've been there. I wasn't- I'm sorry- I'm so sorry-" Jaehyun started breaking down.

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Taeyong stayed over night in that hospital, and so did Jaehyun. Right beside him.

Never leaving his side.

Regretting.

And loving.

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