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I can feel you

Slipping from my grasp

Jaehyun had been pacing the room back and forth, creating a light draft as his feet cross each-other, back and forth. He glances towards Taeyong once in awhile, and just wishes to see his eyes open.

The doctors came in with some alarming news on Taeyongs condition and Jaehyun had been pacing and worry mess every since. The doctors told him that Taeyongs blood pressure is getting low and his thoughts are out of control that they can't do a stable scanning of his brain. Jaehyun was in a state of panic as he was so desperate for just something good, good news, he's tired of the bad news.

"Taeyong, wake up baby." He suddenly says as he stops and stands at the end of the bed. He looks sternly at his boyfriend, who is sleeping peacefully with cords in his body and a breathing mask on. Eyes closed as his face sits in rest.

Jaehyun comes to the side and grabs hold of Taeyongs limp hand. He caresses it and sits down in the chair beside the bed. He stares down at Taeyongs beautiful hand. It was soft, just like Taeyongs skin, and his smile.

"I miss you." Jaehyun said softly to Taeyong as he looked up to him.

"I love you." He said.

No reply.

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"You can't change what already happened." Jaehyun said to the girl who was in the hospital hallway, clinging to him.

"Aw but Jae! We had something! Something important-" she started.

"Nothing was important with us Polina! You gave me drugs that made me forget even what was important! And that's Taeyong! Not you!" Jaehyun yelled and many nurses scurried from the fight happening.

"Where is he anyway? Isn't he dead?"

Jaehyun heard that and went off immediately, grabbing her shoulders and getting up in her face.

"HES NOT DEAD! HES NOT GONNA DIE!" He yelled and she looked taken back by the sudden outburst. Then she smiled evilly.

"Where is he? Can I see him?" She asked simply.

"No, I refuse to let you." Jaehyun said angered and let go of her in frustration.

Then she slipped past him and ran down to the room Taeyong was in.

"HEY!" Jaehyun yelled after her and chased her into Taeyongs room. When he walked in she had her arm out, ready to touch Taeyongs face, but Jaehyun was having none of it. He quickly went over and grabbed her arm, stopping her from her action.

"Get out." Jaehyun said sternly.

"Make me." She said seductively.

"Go! You don't belong here!" Jaehyun tried to keep his voice to a minimum.

"Don't be like that towards me. Plus, I don't know why you would trade me out with a bitch like that." She said.

"Security! Get this bitch outta my sight!" Jaehyun yelled at the top of his lungs and men with black suits instantly came in and grabbed her, taking her away.

"You can't do this to me! I'm your girlfriend! You loved me!"

"I never have and never will love you!" Jaehyun yelled and the door shut as he heard her screaming down the hall.

He panted as he stood there. Looking at the door, and then at Taeyong. He had a pained expression on his face? Jaehyun looked closer and he was right, Taeyongs eyebrows were furrowed just the slightest and his lips made the smallest pout.

"Taeyong? Can you hear me?" Jaehyun whispered as he leaned down.

No reply.

He cupped Taeyongs cheeks and kissed his forehead.

Yes Jaehyun. I heard everything. Taeyong thought.