Existing is strange. i have two pasts. i have one future. i have a hard time decipering my own accent. its both somewhere in america and norwegian. Jeg vil finne ut hva aksenten min er. jeg vil.

i know limited norwegian, almost like i was born in america to norwegian parents. i have memories of both Inger and Octavia.

I look a lot like Inger did too. my hair is still ginger, though darker than before and with a white streak. I'm taller too. Only by an inch, but that's great. i did gain some of octavias feminine shape. inger was intersex and from how they looked you couldnt tell what was between thir legs. octavia, through her anorexia, was more curvy than inger. still small though. i like how i look actually. i like having shoulders more akin to the bodies. i also gained darker green eyes. and lost some freckles. honestly i think i look rather nice. and its fun being able to wear inger and octavias clothes, but still be me. 

my name is norwegian. i picked it because i just liked how it sounded honestly, and we have enough brits and americans in the group. i thought it would be cool to have a bit of diversity in the names, so i went with aase.

relationships... those are strange... i get on with the little that lives with me, and the other two littles. i also get on with Tamara, Koki, Noa and shard quite well. inger never spoke much with shard, but she and octavia were kinda close. but now me and shad can talk about our existance, as shard was also two diffrent idenities formed into one identity. i respect shard. they didnt have the help of a mentor or other headmates. shard was all aloe when they combined... its not quite the right word, but my english isnt best. i have shard, shard had no shard.

this probably makes no sence to anyone, but i dont even want to be out right now. i just switched to the body and woke up. apparently i was supposed to make an introduction about me, but i dont know me at this moment. so this is the best i can do for you.

oh! was supposed to share how inger felt about one of the children in one of the books on this sharing their name. inger didnt care. they were too messed up to care.

no i do not have anorexia anymore. i do have some issues with eating sometimes, but so does everyone. i am fine.

have a night that is good.

i think im ment to publish this and wait for alex to find it? if not, then i make mistake.