9ice_for_what is planning to have a similar kind of book called Daily Questions. If you have time, do try and give it a read when it comes out. I also want to participate when it comes out. Hope it will become successful!

So I had to split the other 3 chapters for today because I was too busy to upload all 6. So that means I have to grind 10 chapters for today. I'm sorry for the late upload. Next time, I'll upload properly for sure.

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Personality is a topic I have discussed a lot at school. Of course, personalities do change over time but there are some things that will always stick with you.

I want to know how many personality types do my readers have. I'm honestly curious if we're almost all alike and what kind of demographic I'm pulling in.

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1 ▪︎ What are some characteristics of your personality?

I'm awkward in real life. Like really awkward. I also don't do well with group chats, I don't think I'm quirky enough to make jokes or go along with jokes in grouo chats. I also have really bad social anxiety. I get stage fright very esaily so when we have school performances, I rather make props than be the one to perform. I am very optimistic and energetic with the people I'm comfortable with. I can blab all night with my sister and my best friends. So to sum it up:

I'm an extravert among introverts

2 ▪︎ Do you think you can change a major characteristic of your personality if you try?

Yes, I do believe so. I always wanted to change my shyness and that can easily be changed if I don't always think about how others think about me.

3 ▪︎ In what way has your personality changed? Why has it changed?

I was a bit more confident as a child bur then it died down because of how many friends I lost in my life and how people around me (especially my relatives) will always try to find ways to compliment and critique me.

When I was younger, they would always comment how I was tall and beautiful and how smart I was. Nowadays since I got a bit lazier, they would say "oh you got bigger (as in fatter)" or "did you decide on your career?" These kinds of things kinda ruined my self esteem and I have been trying to change it and be more confident again but it's really difficult.

3 ▪︎ What makes you happy?

Honestly, my ideal moment of happiness is sitting down in my imaginary house with my imaginary window seat reading a book in the middle of a rainy afternoon with the nature outside as my scenery.

Also reading your guys' comments makes me happy. Which by the way, I will try to get to responding them but I also have to start prioritsing my graphic shops.

4 ▪︎ What makes you angry? Do you have short temper?

I get angry very easily. Sometimes when my parents or my sister makes assumptions on my behavior I get angry. I am good at hiding my anger to people who I'm not close with. I get angry when people force me to go to events I don't want to go to, when people always misunderstand my intentions.

5 ▪︎ What is the question that people ask you the most often?

"Where will you go to college and what's your course?" and "What's occupational therapy? Are you going to work in a psych ward?"

Ugh, I hate these questions so much. Rehabilitation science is not just for mental patients. Therapy can be for everyone for all ages. You don't have to be sick to get therapy. A healthy, young individual can take therapy people okay? Also, since I'm going to college, that question is what I get asked the most. I always have to recite my answers like a prompter. The worst part is I haven't decided what college I want to go to yet and then these people out here are pressuring me!

6 ▪︎ How do people decribe you? What do you think people see you as?

They always say I'm shy straight to my face. They would be like "why are you so shy? I haven't heard you speak." Like, excuse me, I choose not to speak because I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY. Period.

On a good note, they always see me as the innocent, literature and art loving girl who rarely speaks so that's a bit okay.

7 ▪︎ Who knows you best?

My sister, because I tell her everything and she is always brutally honest to me and my best friend because she understands me and doesn't assume my personality.

8 ▪︎ What does a perfect day look like to you?

Honestly, just spending some quality me time making graphics or writing novels or writing in this book for a whole day is already perfect for me. I love Wattpad and the people I have met here. I wouldn't trade it for anything.

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1 ▪︎ Do you think you have an unusual personality? Why?

Yes, because I will be honest. I sometimes hide my true feelings in front of others. I try to be nice so that there won't be conflict but most of the times, I just want to ignore people. I'm also an extravert-introvert. Like, I pretend to be extraverted in social gatherings and in front of relatives but I'm genuinely introverted. (Ugh, I hate that the only personality trait that I have shared is being introverted. I feel embarassed)

2 ▪︎ Are you more introverted (focused on your inner world) or extraverted (focus on other people and the outer world)?

I think you already know my answer.

3 ▪︎ Are you a determined person? Are you a stubborn person?

I'm determined when I have to be and when I am really invested into it. I can also be stubborn with my statements. I always want to prove to others that I am right which I should try to change.

4 ▪︎ Are you shy? In which occasions are you shy?

I think this is already obvious.

5 ▪︎ Is your personality suited to your job?

It honestly isn't. You have to be a bit more extraverted and talkative as an occupational therapist. However, most of the time, it's personal conversations and I am really good at conversing intimately.

6 ▪︎ What are some of the things you would do to amuse yourself during a car journey?

I usually sleep when I'm riding a car. Sometimes watching the scenery can make me get car sick so I choose to sleep. When I don't feel sleepy, I would belt into song or play "I spy" with my family.

7 ▪︎ If you could have dinner with anyone in the world, who would it be and why?

I honestly want to have dinner with Antionicha, thelightbender, HogwartsIsHome_, Velsper, _isabelle_b, Miss_Sarcastic27, lovable-lemon, galacticosmic,  Jells_, LadySnowdrop, QueenXirinOfArvada. I feel like if we all gathered and have dinner together, we would have a chaotic but fun time.

I do feel bad because I wish I can contribute to their conversations but I'm not as funny and creative as them. They're really cool people to be around with. I always laugh at their antics.

8 ▪︎ Do you think you like to be famous? What do you think you'd be famous for?

I honestly don't know. I do like to be famous (I do have a big ego). But I want to be known for something good like I contributed something good for the humanity or something related to my passions like graphic designing, drawing, writing and all that.

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1 ▪︎ What is the one thing that many people don't know about you?

I don't know. But if I have to guess, I think some people don't know how goofy and dirty minded I am. They always think I don't understand sexual jokes, or drink alcohol or they think I'm a spoiled rich kid. I love living simple and I like to think I'm innocent but I hate being called too pure to be an adult like...? I'm turning eighteen, not twelve.

2 ▪︎ Are you happy with your personality? Would you like to be different?

I'm in that stage of my life where I accept it, but I do wish I had a better personality. I wish I was more outgoing, naturally funny, more charismatic that people would laugh or smile with whatever I do. However, that's just only a dream. Sadly.

3 ▪︎ Do you consider yourself selfish? Why?

I am super selfish. I do share things and I always try to give people my time of day. But I hate to admit but I like attention. Maybe because I just lacked it so much in my life that even one person being so supportive to me will make me happy and I will always protect that person from seeing the bad and uglt side of me. (I really sound like a horrible person but I want to be honest with myself and to you guys).

4 ▪︎ What steps do you take to remain calm under pressure?

I usually just hold my breath or clench my fists. If it's a performance, I would whisper all of my lines or if it's an exam, I would recite what I remember all over again.

Then, I would laugh a lot to release the nerves. Luckily, people around me always try to make jokes so I find myself laughing a lot.

5 ▪︎ What was the happiest period of your life?

I can't really think of one. I'm not the type of person to think of these things. Every moment is precious and happy for me. However, I think the happiest is when we had my field trip to Negros Occidental (Philippines), with my classmates because it was honestly really fun and I also spilled my heart out in the bonfire and gave everyone a personal letter. My classmates became more understanding and friendly with me afterwards.

The letters below were their responses to me. The 2nd picture were just a select few of my faborite letters. This seriously made me so happy.

6 ▪︎ What was the saddest period of your life?

When most of my friends had to leave. So around 6th and 10th grade. I was sad becauss I know we wouldn't be able to be as close as we were before and that we wouldn't be able to contact each other as much as we would like to. In fact, it's been years since I have seen or talked to them.

7 ▪︎ If you could find out one thing about your future, what would you want to know?

If I died without regrets. I always regret most of my actions. If I knew I died without regrets, I feel like I would have more motivation to work towards that future.

8 ▪︎ What's the one thing you wish you had done at this point in your life? Why haven't you done it yet?

I wish I was more serious with my life. I haven't been working on excercising, or sleeping right, or eating regularly. I'm too worried about school and mt future college and I feel like I stressed mysslf out too much. I haven't had the time to take care myself because of this and I feel sorry for myself. I will work towards getting better again this summer (March - June in the Philippines).

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