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DIANA'S POV

The ecstatic smile on my face instantly vanishes the moment I saw my brother's stupid grin from the couch. Franki's grip on my shirt from behind me tightens with tension as we exchange frustrated faces.

What the fuck is he doing here?

"Hello, girls! Where have you been? I have chocolates and drinks for you here!" He happily informs us, not having any idea of what his girlfriend and I have done tonight.

My mood instantly drops with extreme disappointment. I feel like all the blood from my face and between my thighs were drained down to my feet. If it would not cause a ruckus to kick my brother's stupid face right now, I would have done it already.

"Babe? Are you okay?" he asks as he rushes toward Franki. I slightly got alarmed when I notice her just standing there, unblinking and seemingly unable to move so I step forward to answer her boyfriend instead,

"It was my friend's birthday so I brought her with me at The Island. She feels fine already and I don't want to leave her alone here so..." I end my explanation with a dismissive shrug and turn to Franki with a smile while urging her with my eyes to act normal.

"It was fun, right Franki?"

Her face lits up when she finally escapes from her momentary trance. "Why of course! I really love the place and her friends were awesome! Such a fun day talaga!" she adds a short, awkward chuckle at the end.

I automatically look away when David takes her hands on his in a very sweet way and closes the gap between them to give her a kiss on her cheek. I feel like a huge truck has suddenly parked on top of my chest, and I'm not kidding. I suddenly find it hard to breathe.

"I'm just gonna go..." I trail off while walking away with heavy shoulders, not daring to look back to check on Franki's reaction. I mean, the person who really owns her is here already...

...and worse, he's my very own brother.

I shut my door closed, throw my body on the bed and rub my hands on my face in frustration.

Franki...ano ba! Nakakainis to ha. 

I so want to chat her right now but I'm afraid that Dave will get a glimpse of it and will have an idea about us. That's the last thing that I want to happen right now.

The images of her and the way she sexily grinds on my lap keep repeating in my head right now. I can still feel her taste on my mouth and the feeling of her wetness on my fingers...

She's so beautiful and hot and sexy and perfect and her smell...God, everything about her is so addicting.

I tried my best to fight this attraction since the beginning, but she has been keeping it harder for me...

Being attracted to Franki Russell is inevitable. I mean, just look at her, Dianer.

I fucking need a cold shower right now.

I can still smell her perfume and her natural sweet scent on my clothes as I wearily take them off one by one. I lift them up into my nose and breathe them in while closing my eyes.

They suddenly flew open when I realize what I was doing.

Ang lala mo na, Diana! (You're getting worse, Diana!)

I put a mental note to not put this into the laundry.

I finally step into the shower, toes flinching as they touch the cold white tiled floor. My mind is utterly in scraps. Whenever I close my eyes, it's the picture of her sexy aroused face that I can see.

Sighing, I turn the metallic dial to the colder side and sigh as it released thousands of chill drops, flattening my already damped from sweat hair before trickling down my back.

I still can't believe that everything that has happened in the club and in my car was real. As we were inside the elevator, I was still trying to convince myself that I just made out with a goddess, and what she did with me inside the cubicle has taken me by utter surprise.

All these intense emotions in my chest and down there are killing me and I swear, I'll throw a fucking fit tonight if I will not be able to touch her again.

I got even wetter with my current thoughts. I think the cold water is useless and will do nothing to put off the fire in me so I finally succumb to what my body wants.

My fingers slowly travel down to my body as Franki's moan echoed in my mind again. The way she calls my name with that crispy, low voice of hers and the way she breathes into my skin...

I extend an arm and lean my palm against the wall as I let my fingers work on me this time.

I was so close to finally tasting her, so close to having my dreams becoming a reality, but David unexpectedly came and fucking ruined it.

I part my legs wider and in just about eleven seconds, my body is now twitching and trembling into release.

Putangina this.

A bitter but satisfied smile appears on my lips as I pant under the shower.

Funny how the universe played me. I have never been attracted to a woman this intense before, and when destiny finally gave her to me, she is already owned by someone important to me.

Wow, how assuming of you to think that you're destined to be with her?

I mean, we really have a lot of things in common...

And so is David, right? Because he is your brother so you guys are sharing the same father and other common experiences.

Seriously, I want to kill someone's subconscious right now. I have to see Franki and talk to her later. We need to get things straight or...whatever.

I finally step out of the shower feeling a little better and lighter now and don into my black crop top shirt and denim short shorts.

I stare into the wall separating our rooms and imagine what she is doing right now.

Does she feel the same? Does she want me to come there and finish what I have started? Or is she doing it with my brother right now? You know, for her own release. 

While me? I only have my fingers. Ang lala ha?

You're really out of your mind, Diana.

Feeling ko nga din. (I think so too.)

This is the reality now. Maybe it was just a spur of the moment for her. You know, stuff that bicurious girls do during parties...

A resentful smile plays on my lips as I tidy my bed up for sleep. I just really need to sleep this arousal out...

Wait, did David turn the lights off in the living room?

With my still wet hair, I went outside to check and I'm right. He left it open. While reaching for the switch, I jerk in surprise when he suddenly popped out from behind the kitchen counter.

"Brat,"

"Jesus, David! You fucking scared me. What are you doing there?"

"I'm just looking for my earring."

Dave has that typical tisoy (mestizo) bad boy vibes around him, and he wants to accentuate it with a black earring. He thinks he looks cooler and more attractive with it so... whatever. I so badly want to ask him what Franki is doing right now...

You can check it yourself in their bedroom?

"Did you find it?" I ask instead.

He proudly shows me his black earring before jumping over the counter. He then stares at me and I back out, slightly confused with his curious expression.

Wait, did he...?

"Is it really hot tonight? Franki also took a shower..." he narrows his eyes at me.

All parts of me suddenly flushed at what he just has said. I look away when my chest is flooded with guilt.

"It was a long day you know, and you know how sweaty you can get in clubs." I briefly explained defensively, trying my best not to stutter.

"So how was she, by the way? I'm worried about her. She didn't want to leave the bed because she was feeling sick..."

Really, Franki?

A part of me dances victoriously at that little info.

"Did she really enjoy? What did you do?" he asks further, and I so want the floor to absorb me right now.

"Nothing. I introduced her to my friends. She only had mojitos and nachos. She really liked the venue, took a lot of pictures."

"That sounds great. It has been more than a month and I actually am hoping that she'll stay here longer than she planned so I like it that you're showing her around, you know."

I really hope so too...

"I'm not really busy these days so..." I lift my eyes up to meet his. "...you can count on me on that,"

Fuck. Am I a bad sister?

"Anyway, I need to sleep. Please don't forget to switch the lights off when you leave," I remind him before walking away.

"Yes, Mom." he chuckles his answer out.

Before coming inside my room, I notice their door next to mine is slightly open. I am so tempted to come inside, grab Franki and kiss her again...

With cautious steps, I head straight to it and peer through the vertical opening while looking back to David from time to time.

I can hear the sound of the water running from the shower as I peek into the darkness with only the light from the bathroom illuminating the room.

"Hey, Brat,"

I almost jumped on my feet the moment I heard Dave's voice again. Can he just seriously disappear in the world right now?

"I-I just saw a cockroach entered your room, right there." I point into one corner of the door. One thing I'm bad at is making excuses, actually.

"A cockroach? Seriously?"

"We should kill it before Franki freaks out again," I fake a panic into my face.

My brother gives me a funny look before saying, "Go to sleep, Brat. I'll take care of it,"

"Whatever." I roll my eyes at him and finally entered my room.

Grunting, I plop myself back into the bed. I look at the time and realize that it's almost two in the morning. I really need to sleep this disappointment out.

Just when I am about to close my eyes, a notification from my Instagram's inbox suddenly pops in and I felt like my pancreas did a cartwheel when I saw Franki's name.

"hello po! still up po?"

I instantly curl up from the bed, flip my hair to one side, and excitedly compose my reply.

"Yes. Why?"

I find myself swallowing in excitement when she replied right away,

"cant sleep. hehe"

Fuck. I just can't with this girl! My heartbeat is seriously racing right now. I can't help but inwardly press my lips together and widely smile.

"Me too!"

In just a matter of three seconds, I have already tried about ten positions in bed because of the anticipation.

"can I come over at 3 am? 🙈💜"

Fuck! I am so living the lesbian dream right now!

I calm myself down first before replying,

"Okay. Wait kita. 😊"

I then rush into the bathroom again and gargle a bottle of Listerine for like two minutes. I also sprinkled myself with my perfume and comb my hair, making sure that I look fresh and attractive to her.

I so want to chat with her again and tell her that I can't wait already but maybe David will see it from her phone. I also don't want to appear crazy about her.

Well, aren't you?

I want to sleep the time out until 3 a.m. but who am I kidding? I can't certainly sleep now. I'm also afraid that if I'll close my eyes, I might finally fall into a deep slumber and will miss the chance to finally have this steamy night with my crush.

I decide to listen to some songs while killing the next hour.

(A/N: You can listen to this song starting from this scene. Video attached above for reference.)

🎵I've been reading books of old
The legends and the myths
Achilles and his gold
Hercules and his gifts
Spiderman's control
And Batman with his fists
And clearly I don't see myself upon that list🎶

🎵But she said, where'd you wanna go?
How much you wanna risk?
I'm not looking for somebody
With some superhuman gifts
Some superhero
Some fairytale bliss
Just something I can turn to
Somebody I can kiss🎶

I didn't realize that I am smiling the whole time while looking at our Boracay pictures together in my gallery.

And suddenly, I can relate to all this love and sensual songs...

🎵I want something just like this...🎶

It was past 3 a.m and I have already stared at her every picture in her IG posts and highlighted stories for like the nth time already but she's still not here and I'm getting even more frustrated than the past minutes.

My impatient thumbs found their way on my phone and composed a message,

"Are you still there? I'm waiting for you."

I am about to press Send when she finally knocks on the door. I literally jumped out of the bed and rush to open the door.

This is it!

I excitedly turn the knob and open the door, but my wide smile is instantly replaced with utter dismay when I saw my fucking brother again.

Seriously, can he just move to another planet? Like the farthest planet or even another galaxy?

"Hey," he mumbles in a low voice while leaning an arm on the door side.

"David?"

His temples wrinkle as he stares at my face.

"Wow, you look like a snake has bitten you." he stupidly peers over my shoulder, "Did I interrupt something? You're watching porn again, aren't you?"

"Fuck you! What do you want?" I snap at him.

He sighs first and cautiously pushes me inside.

"Listen, I've been aching to ask you this, but I just waited for Franki to fall asleep."

Fall asleep??? Are you fucking kidding me?

"Oh, so she's asleep now?" I ask while folding my arms in front of my chest with a raised eyebrow.

"Yeah, she is. She's my little sleepyhead, you know..." he says with a boyish grin. He then backs away as if realizing something on my face, "Wait, you mad?"

My face softens out in a second when I realize that I am again being transparent.

"Nothing! I'm just...Anyway, what is it, David?"

"So my college friend Gino is throwing a house party in their mansion in the countryside, and I'm wondering if you still got some pills, you know. It would be a rave one so it would be a great night to have some fun if you know what I mean." He ends his sentence with a wink, and my current animosity with him intensified.

"How many times do I have to tell you to stop using it?" I bark at him.

"Jeez—you seriously sound like Mom right now. Chill!"

David suffered from a kidney problem about three years ago and we almost lost him. He initially had hyperthermia, a side effect of Ecstasy that caused his kidney problem. He was confined to the hospital for a month or so and almost fell into a coma.

David and I have always been partygoers despite having a different circle of friends. I was just addicted to this carefree, booze-fueled partying almost every night, and I had this friend who knows a dealer of those pills. I tried those pills once, to be honest, out of curiosity, and it was only one time while David got addicted. I mean, the pleasurable feeling of being high and be invincible like a superhero and the euphoric rush and affectionate behavior...

That friend of mine is now in the US with his family.

That's the issue of our mom with both of us, and I think Franki on David nowadays as well. We both have vices, but I am starting to tone it down nowadays, especially when I got several bookings for the commercials. I have to maintain a fresh and clean lifestyle not only for my image but also for my health.

"This is the last time, Sis. I swear." he raises a hand and pouts his lip at me.

"Aren't you afraid to get caught? Jesus, David."

"Don't worry about it. Gino has a lot of connections. You do know how powerful his family is, right?"

I heave a deep sigh and give him a keen look.

"Will you bring Franki?"

"No. We're all guys there...Sky will be there anyway,"

"Oh..." I cock my head to one side with a sudden interest in the topic.

"So it will be tomorrow evening?" I ask with a little enthusiasm this time. My insides tingle at the thought of being alone here with her tomorrow night.

He dismissively nods with impatience in his eyes. He is aching to have the pills but unlucky him I never tried it ever again. It would be a huge problem if he gets caught by the police.

"So...you got some there?" he leans closer to me.

"No. Go to sleep, David." I roll my eyes at him.

"Damn you!" he grits his teeth with bulging eyes. "Why didn't you just—"

I shut the door closed between us right in front of his face and immediately jumped on my phone to text Franki.

"You slept on me po. Kainis ka!"

*****To be continued*****

A/N:

Thanks for reading!

This chapter is basically just all my thoughts about Franki, lol! Boring. 

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