The reasons for my absence
Hello lovely wattpadians
The ones of you who read "The Serpent's Teeth (A Tom Riddle love story) might already be aware of what your about to read next.
As some of you may, or may not have noticed I haven't been very active on here for a while...
My chapters have become shorter each time that I update, and my characters have become somewhat bland, or rather I just don't feel any conection towards them anymore.
The last few chapters that have been uploaded to "Tge Serpent's Teeth" had to undergo some heavy editing by a close friend of mine because I just kept killing everybody off(I stopped counting the amount of thimes that I made Tom kill everybody after a while).
Now every time that I even think of writing a new chapter my brain just goes like; "Oh, so you wanted to write a touching chapter with drama, love and hidden feelings? What a shame that the only thing that you can think about now is the protagonist of the story slowly torturing and killing everyone."
So, that's part of the reason why I haven't been on here...
Unfortunately my inclination to kill most of my characters is part of a bigger picture...
I was recently diagnosed with clinical depression, and am currently taking antidepressants(hence my forever growing urge to kill evryone in my stories) and no matter how happy I seem trough private messages in reality I'm just blankly staring at the screen and wondering what the heck I'm doing in this godforsaken world.
So I guess that my stories will probably be on hold for quite a while, exept for "His Mark" (seeing as @lady_nyx and myself have written some chapters in advance).
I kind of don't know what else to say...
Sorry- I'll try to write as soon as I feel better...
Much love
Jamz
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