I have moved schools about 5 times now and they all where for the same reason. Being bullied because of the clothes I wear and because I'm gay. I almost committed suicide one time because it got so bad. I lost all of my friends when I came out as gay. They all left me to find new friends that weren't gay or anything other that straight. That's when my suicidal thoughts started up. They told me to do things to myself and that nobody cared about me. They told me to kill myself one day and I almost did. I cut myself so many times and tryed to die of blood loss but, sombody found me and brought me to the hospital. Sense that day I still cut but I haven't tryed to commit suicide. I am at a new school now and I hope that it gets better. Now about my parents. My dad gets drunk every night and comes home and beats me up and my mum does nothing about it. She just leaves the room. Sometimes after he yells at me and hurts me I try to leave the house. Sometimes it works, sometimes I fail and get hurt even more. I have cuts and scrapes from the beer bottles that have been thrown at me and shattered. When my dad is done and leaves again to get even more drunk, my mum goes to her room and doesn't come out for a while and I.... well I harm myself. I blame myself for it and say "Why do I have to be so fucking stupid!"
I'm hope my new school will be better than the last school I went to...