youngjae ran through the halls, excited, for once, to go to school. jaebum, the same boy he had a crush on for two years, had told him they needed to talk.

it didn't seem negative. he sounded shy, which was strange for jaebum.

"youngjae, hey," he said standing in front of the youngers locker, rubbing his neck. his stance was so awkward and it was cute.

"so what did you want to talk about?" youngjae asked, mimicking the awkward stance. he was beyond nervous to even be in the older boys presence.

"i think we should go on a date."

from that moment forward, youngjae felt like he was living a dream. the dates, the hangouts, everything.

youngjae fell more and more in love and that was such a bad thing. the entire relationship was based on ill intentions.

the night he found them out was one of the worst nights youngjae had to experience. all the love and emotion he harbored in his chest felt like it was ripped away.

jaebum had asked to meet him in the park and he sounded serious.

when he walked over he saw jaebum surrounded by his friends, their phones out as if they were recording something.

"youngjae," his voice wavered grabbing his hands and making eye contact. "you're, you're and idiot of you think i could ever like you."

that was the one sentence that sent youngjae spiralling in a feeling that he despised. he felt taken advantage of.

youngjae awoke, sweat falling from his forehead and pain spreading throughout his head.

he looked up and saw jaebum snoring with his chin rested atop his own head.

emotions rushed through youngjaes body and before he knew it, he was sprinting to the bathroom leaving a confused jaebum on the bed with a pounding head and the urge to pee.