that night, jaebum had walked home with a bottle of soju in his hands. he stumbled aimlessly towards anywhere his feet could take.

the direction he went seemed familiar, but his intoxicated mind was far off to realize where exactly he was going.

 the street signs were a blur and mindless words fell from his lips making him seem only as a drunkard and not a heartbroken boy who couldn't help but want to drink.

"youngjaeeeee~" he called out, banging on the apartment door the alcohol led him to. "pleeeeaaassse i looove you!" he pouted, still standing at the door, but only knocking.

"jaebum! get inside, what are you doing out there? its cold," youngjae whispered pulling the older inside.

jaebum pilled him into a hug, mumbling, "you smell nice. i missed you."