Later that night

Violet PoV

I yawn before entering the living room. "Okay little man's asleep, finally. I'm gonna—." I pause when seeing Jungkook passed out on the sofa, laptop still open on his lap. This normally happens when we have a difficult day with Jihyun, it's exhausting and I'm used to finding Jungkook asleep doing homework.

But it's not homework on his laptop this time.

"Romantic get aways..." I read out the website title. God how is he still so romantic?? It's unreal!

It doesn't matter if he's running late to a class, he still tries to find me before hand, gives me a kiss on the cheek and tells me to have a great day.

One time he had a cold, but still walked out in the rain to meet me at the bus stop near the house so I wouldn't have to walk back alone in the dark.

The flowers in my locker. The cute get aways. The constant reminders that I'm beautiful it's all just pure Jungkook.

And I'm realising now how little I give back to him that way.

When I lift his laptop it stirs him awake, a startled hum leaving his mouth as he sits up, eyes heavy with sleep. "V?"

"You fell asleep." I say before putting the laptop aside, myself now kneeling before him. "Been a long ass day. You should get an early night."

Jungkook sighs. "You saw what was on the screen didn't you?"

I respond with a scrunched up smile. "I did."

The male groans before leaning to fall back. "It was supposed to be a surprise."

"Everything so far has been so scheduled for us. Day care. School. Bed times. I wanted to give you something completely out of the blue and my dumb ass falls asleep with the laptop wide open."

I stay quiet for a moment before taking hold of his hand. "Come on let's go up. You have that Chem test and I want cuddles in bed."

We head upstairs together to start our nighttime routines, and as I'm brushing my teeth I can't help but glance at the boy through the mirror reflection. He looks so defeated, all because I saw what he was planning. Turning around I grab hold of the hand that was holding his tooth brush. "Like this." I say, and mimic my own movements, forcing him to brush his teeth. "Clearly you've forgotten how to clean those pearly whites Jeon and need some help. Up, down, up, down, up—."

With a laugh slipping out the male moves his head away from me, now a little happier as he brushes his teeth.

There's that smile :)

When we enter the bedroom, Jungkook changes into his usual, sweats and an oversized t-shirt. Where as I strip butt naked as usual :)

We get under the covers, and like always Jungkook pulls me close till my ass is pressed up against him. He's also gotten into this habit of cupping hold of my tits when we sleep but I've become used to it now. At first I was like. Dude. Your hands have wandered a little too high up. But now I sometimes put them there myself🤷‍♀️

"You okay Papi?" I ask. Call me crazy. But after a year of being together, I've developed these almost psychic skills. I can actually feel Jungkooks energy, and when he's sad it makes me uncomfortable, like I physically feel colder some how and restless.

"I'm fine." He says.

I hate it when he lies.

"...okay."

Next Morning

Jungkook PoV

I stir awake when feeling the empty space on the mattress.

What???

Violets never up before me!!

Holy fuck did I oversleep?!?

Snatching my phone I rub the sleep out of my eyes before attempting to read the time.

Wait. It's only 6:30?

With the little strength I have I pull myself out of bed. Opening the door I'm surprised to find a tray of breakfast waiting for me. And not just that, but there's a little envelope taped to the "worlds best daddy" mug Violet made with Jihyun at his first arts and craft lesson in daycare.

I open it, a smile curving on my lip as I read the handwritten note. God my girls got beautiful handwriting.

I've already dropped baba off at your moms. So relax, enjoy your breakfast which unfortunately consists of burnt toast because I'm a shit cook :)

And open the second envelope when done :)

After a few minutes of chewing the life out of burnt toast, I open the second envelope.

Good morning papi :) it's your bad ass bitch of a wife here. If you're reading this then I'm guessing you didn't choke on the toast :)))

Today we're gonna try something new.

I'll see you at school bby x

8:00am

APoV

"So what do you think she's got planned then?" Taehyung asks.

"Not sure. Maybe takeout and Netflix?" Jungkook replies whilst reading through his Chemistry notes. He'd almost bumped into 3 people on the way to his locker, but he couldn't help it, his brain was in nerd mode.

This morning he appreciated Violets efforts, but he honestly didn't have high hopes for anything. The last romantic thing she did for him was draw a heart on the mirror whilst he was showering. And he loved it so much that he took a picture and made it his Lock Screen.

"Well I hope you enjoy those spring rolls." Taehyung smirks before patting the males back and leaving.

Jungkook proceeds to opening his locker. And he's surprised when finding a bouquet of flowers inside. He takes hold of them to find a note attached.

To my biggest crush in school <3

Good luck on your Chemistry test!!

Love from V x

Damn.

Maybe tonight wasn't just gonna be takeaway and Netflix after all.

Lunch

Violet PoV

"Okay so breakfast. Check. Flowers. Check—."

"Does food poisoning count as breaks fast though."

Pausing from writing, Violet turns to her best friend, slowly displaying a middle finger to which he makes a kissy face.

"Tae you don't realise how much pressure I'm under right now. When it comes to romance Jungkooks practically st valentine."

"And what are you?"

"More like a french hooker but in skinny jeans."

Chuckling Taehyung steals hold of the girls list. "Okay let's see what else you've planned."

Violet watches as her best friend scans through her list, his facial expressions questionable.

"What? What have I done wrong?? Is it too much??"

"No it's just..very not you."

Pulling a face the girl snatched the list back.

"Relax it's gonna be great I can practically see the smile on Kookies face."

"I just don't understand how all this stuff comes so easy to Jungkook." The girl sighs frustrated. "I was up for 4 hours last night coming up with all of this. The flowers I got him today don't even compare to the ones he gets me. And that breakfast was a complete fail."

"Yeahhh Kooks did send me a picture. Let's just say Gordon Ramsey would be slapping two slices of bread over your head right now."

"I can't help it. When it comes to romance, seducing is my only skill!"

"Yeah you really do give sex on legs vibes."

8:00pm

Jungkook PoV

All day I've been smiling like an idiot. The notes. The texts. The constant surprises. Violet even sent a mini box of chocolates to my class. I mean she'd eaten some but still, I've never known her to be so romantic.

I continue with my course work at the kitchen island whilst Violet showers. Todays been so lonely I'm actually sad it's had to end, but none the less, I now know my girl appreciates me, and that's enough to hold onto :)

The door bell rings.

"Violet can you get that, it'll be my mom with Jihyun."

No response.

"Violet??"

Nothing.

I put my pen down and leave the kitchen island. When I open the front door I'm shocked to see Violet standing there, a bouquet of roses in her hand. "Jeon Jungkook. Will you do me the honour of joining me on the roof in 10 minutes?"

"Erm. Okay." I chuckle as she hands me the flowers. "Can I ask why?"

"No you can not."

"Well is there a dress code?"

"Just wear whatever's comfortable." She shrugs before walking past me to head upstairs.

10 minutes later

When I reach the top of the stairs, I notice how the other bedroom doors are all shut except ours; a faint glow shining through the gap. I enter inside, my ears picking up on the music coming from outside. I climb out from the window and onto the roof where Violet waits, and it's then that I notice the blanket she's sitting on. It's the same one she covered me with the first time I ever fell asleep on her couch.

It's dark out, but the fairy lights she's brought out help me find my way to her.

We sit there quiet for a moment, and simply listen to the music playing from her phone. It's one of Violets favourite songs, I know this because I showed it her one morning at school and she wouldn't stop playing it for weeks.

(Song is Summer Fling by Nina Nesbitt)
For those wondering :)

"Thankyou for always reminding me it's okay to take breaks." I say which causes Violet to look at me. "I feel like I'd be lost in text books stressing till my hair fell out if it wasn't for you."

"Well you're only 20 kooks. Can't have you going bald just yet no can I?" She smirks whilst ruffling my hair.

God I can't get over how peaceful it is out here. Normally this neighbourhood looks so dull from the curb. But up here I can see over every rooftop until the view of city lights up ahead catches my site. So picturesque that I wish the sun would never come up.

"Kooks I'm sorry if I've neglected you recently." Violets voice catches me off guard. When I look at her I can see a hint of guilt in her expression. "But I promise you this won't be the last time you feel appreciated. I'm gonna try harder from now on. Because it's what you deserve."

I rest my hand on top of hers. She sniffles slightly forcing a smile on her lips as she tries to hold back tears.

I'm surprised when she reaches to her side, a book now present in her hands. I think it's a diary..?

"Since when did you keep a diary?" I ask.

"Since I was 15." She admits, her hands skipping over the first set of pages until in the middle. "It's literally my reminder of how life got better for me. And I've never shown this to anyone. Not even Taehyung."

I watch as she pauses on a particular page, herself now turning to face me completely. She seems nervous, which makes me realise she's about to read out her diary.

"Surprise surprise." She pauses to take a breath. "Taehyung has roped me into doing another favour. Baby sitting what can only be described as a cartoon lamb with glasses."

"He literally walks two steps behind me all the time, like he's afraid I'll accidentally elbow him in the face or something."

I press my lips shut at that part to avoid a smile. She wrote about the first day we hung out :)

"I'm annoyed. Free periods are usually my chill time. But for the past few days I've been stuck with the cartoon lamb. But to make things worse, the reason I'm helping him is because he has a crush on a girl I can't stand."

"She's fake, selfish and so full of herself which confuses me. Because this little cartoon lamb is the complete opposite of all that. Yes he irritates the shit out of me, but he's got this big heart you'd only see in Disney princesses. Like I said it's confusing."

She turns the page again but offers me a quick glance this time, flashing me a soft smile before looking back at the diary.

"Wow. I took the cartoon lambs first kiss today. And it was actually nice. I enjoyed it. He did too which surprises me. I'm nothing like Bomi and yet todays kiss made me feel like I was the crush. Maybe I'm just not used to being held so gently."

One by one she reads out each page, revealing more of her private thoughts which bring me back to some sweet but also sour memories of our past.

"It's day 12. And my cartoon lamb walked right past me as if I was invisible again. He's still angry with me, but my choice to ignore his texts was needed. I'm not the one who should get to date him. The whole reason we ever became friends in the first place was for him to end up with her, and as much as I wish it was me, Bomi is the girl he fell for first. I'm too broken for his innocence."

"I miss him though. More than I thought I would that's for sure. I keep asking Taehyung about him. If he's eaten lunch. If he's thought about me. Just anything to stop my mind from spiralling crazy."

"Jeon Jungkook was once a burden to me. And now he's my greatest joy. Because of him my heart beats fast for the right reasons. Because of him I feel butterflies rather than twisted knots of nerves. Because of him, I've experienced the excitement of having a crush again."

"Because of him. I feel a little less broken."

She turns a few more pages before stopping to exhale a breath. This must be so strange for her to relive our fallout. It's almost bittersweet.

"Last night I experienced something crazy."

"Jungkooks love."

"It was gentle and kind. A passion I didn't know could exist. In some ways it feels like I'm the one who lost my virginity." Her lips curve to smile. "For the first time ever I actually blushed during sex. That cartoon lamb just had to call me beautiful didn't he." She chuckles before dabbing away another tear from her cheek. "I'm no good with words, that's clearly going to be his strong point. So I'll simply have to make it my mission to show him how much he means to me, because otherwise I don't think he'll ever know how much I love him."

She closes the diary before scutching closer towards me, her sparkly eyes looking deep into mine before sniffling. "I'm sorry that I haven't given back what you constantly give to me. I promise I won't slack again."

"V." I chuckle before using my sleeve to dry her eyes. "You've literally just read me poetry on a rooftop with music playing in the background. It doesn't get anymore romantic than that."

She chuckles, and I actually feel my own eyes well up slightly but I can't help it.

Song Violet has made me feel so loved tonight.