Taegi

Yoongi woke up that morning because Taehyung was crying shuddering hard on the other side of the bed.

"Babe?" Yoongi groaned.

Tae gasped sitting up and turning to him wiping his eyes "I'm sorry...for everything," he said.

Yoongs nodded groaned feeling the puncture wound in his soft tummy. He didn't know what hurt worse the stab wound or his heart that still ached from their fight. He knew that he loved Taehyung, it was just that they now would probably have more fights because they need to relearn how to work without Taehyung pretending that everything is okay.

"I love you," he whimpered with glossy eyes leaning over Yoongi.

"I love you too, Tae bear," Yoongi replied and Taehyung cried dropping his head to Yoongi's shoulder and clutching his shirt tightly.

"Its okay," Yoongi said carefully patting his soft hair. "We're okay. Just be honest," he ran his fingers through his hair.

"Jungkook is supposed to be calling us later today to discuss where we go from here," he said leaning back and aggressively wiping his eyes.

"Okay...can you get me a drink of water?" he asked his tongue dry.

Taehyung nodded and went to get a cup with a straw coming back watching Yoongi struggling to sit up.

"Let me help," he said setting the cup on the nightstand moving pillows under him and making sure he was comfy before letting him drink from the straw that he held with his shaking fingers.

"Are you okay?" Yoongi asked him conceded. Tae scratched at his arm nodding "yeah just a little shook up. It was so scary," he softly spoke.

"Sit by me?" Yoongi asked. Taehyung nodded climbing beside him careful not to hurt him and turned on the TV clicking on Netflix.

He nose was softly pressed to Yoongi's shoulder making himself seem smaller than his boyfriend. Yoongs softly touched his thigh resting his hand lovingly massaging it with his thumb.

They sat like that for a few hours until they fell asleep to a show neither one of them they were paying attention to. They had other things on their minds. Very different things. Yoongi about their relationship and Valentine. Taehyung sadly and guiltily about drugs.

//

Sometime in the afternoon, Tae came into their room with the laptop and Skype on. They were sat on the edge of the table surrounded by people facing Jungkook. Hoseok was by his side and sitting in the corner was Joon (he wasn't an active member of the gang, sadly he was more of a spoil of war).

"Good now that everyone is here let's begin," Jungkook said catching everyone's attention.

Taehyung was careful not to touch Yoongi as he settled in beside him holding the device.

"Okay," Jungkook pointed to a board with Valintine written in clean letters on top, "so he is either an insider or has one because he knows where Yoongi and Taehyung are located and half of you in here don't even know that," Jungkook said talking to each department head and then some.

"He wants to destroy our empire, harm our brothers, and he doesn't care how it happens," Jungkook said.

"I need answers. Search everything that comes up suspicious. He obviously is getting intel from somewhere,"

"As for Yoongi and Taehyung, stay on lockdown. I'm having another base built," he said.

After discussing more plans they were dismissed. Nobody remained in the room except the close ring of friends. "When we build the new base I'm sending Namjoon and Jimin to stay with you," he said.

"Okay," Yoongi said. He knew that he was only protecting the weaker ones. He also knew it was going to be hard for everyone involved especially them who were still working out their problem. In the corner of the camera, Taehyung and Yoongi saw Namjoon dressed in pajamas crying and Hoseok holding him.

Jungkook kept looking at the camera "I trust you're okay though," 

"Always, Kook," Yoongi replied smiling.

"Good," The video call ended and silence remained. Taehyung balanced the computer on his knees biting his lip. He knew that Yoongi could tell.

"Where did you get them?" he asked calmly because he could tell by the way Taehyung was too relaxed as if his bones were seeping through his skin and just the look in his eyes that his body was having a euphoric reaction to the drugs.

"I had some saved," he replied biting the corner of his finger. That's all that seemed to be on is mind. He failed to mention that the medication wasn't strong enough anymore.

Yoongi softly took his bitten finger from his lips and brought it to his lap enjoying the warmth that still coursed through his veins. "I love you, Tae bear," 

Taehyung hated himself and cried letting silent tears slide down his face. Yoongi never ceased to stop caressing his hand and brought it up to his lips ghosting over his fingers. He was worried and would voice it later not wanting to argue now.

//

Hours later after they were in bed after Taehyung had gotten them both fed he had crawled up against him.

"no," Yoongi grunted closing his eyes and trying to ignore the aroused boy.

"Please?" Taehyung asked.

"I have a fucking knife wound Taehyung," he grumbled. That didn't stop Taehyung from groping Yoongi's flaccid cock cheekily grinning. "Taehyung, suh stop I'm still mad at you,"

"Stop complaining, let me help you," Taehyung grinning and Yoongi finally looked at him glaring "You're high," he accused.

"Jussst your weed," Taehyung promised giggling and laying still beside Yoongi still trying to get him hard.

"I still have a fucking knife wound," he complained, "I'm not in the mood because I'm still mad at you," 

"Relax," Taehyung whispered finally getting a reaction from Yoongi's dick that slowly started to feel harder, "we can fight tomorrow,"

Yoongi gulped trying to calm his hormones, but his body reacts without his permission. "I clearly can't fuck you and you can't fuck me," he said trying to make Taehyung stop, but it was pointless when Taehyung slid his pants off under the blankets along with his own.

"stupid," Taehyung said putting his ass in front of Yoongi's face and hovering over his erection.

"fine," he grumbled for a split second he was deciding if he wanted to eat him out or not. That was his favorite, but because he was still pissy and mad at Taehyung he took his dick in his mouth not really putting forth much effort. He was so high he was sure he wouldn't last long anyway.

As if on cue not five minutes later he cums in his mouth with a moan "Thanks," he said taking Yoongi's cock out of his mouth and rolling over to go to sleep.

The elder slightly pissed that he had gotten him aroused put a fist under the covers and started pumping himself and smiled smugly when Taehyung would have to do the sheets because he was still injured even though it wasn't that bad.

He moved his fist as a rapid pace breathing hard beside Taehyung who was soundly asleep. He came making his knees shake and part trying to get more pleasure. Yoongi strokes himself more until its too sensitive to continue wiping himself off on the sheets and trying to go back to sleep.

//

He woke up in a worse mood than when he went to bed. His side hurt and he was mad at Taehyung for breaking his heart then getting him hard and leaving him to deal with it.

"Lil' bitch," he mumbles under his breath. Taehyung appears in the door as if he was called holding a bowl of scrambled eggs.

"I made this for you," he sat on the edge of the large mattress putting the silver spoon to his lips.

Hesitantly he opens his mouth allowing for his boyfriend to feed him. "I'm still mad and we need to talk," he said chewing the crunchy egg. He picked a piece of shell from his mouth putting it in Taehyung's hand.

"Fucking nasty," he grimaced. "Like your cooking," Yoongi snapped back refusing to take a bite. Sadly Tae left tossing the eggs down the trash bin and brought back a yogurt.

While Yoongs ate, Tae let the guilt boil in his veins. He knew he was in the wrong. Taking the blame for himself, some fucking druggy.

"Baby," Tae brokenly said "I know I fuck up a lot, I know, but I love you and I'll try," he clutches his pillow close to his chest "I'm just some fucking drugged up mess that would rather get high and pretend that everything is alright,"

The elder stopped eating and set the dish down staring at his hands. "You're not a fucking drugged up mess, you're my Tae bear," he finally said making the younger sob holding himself. "I love you, a lot, and I want to keep loving you. The full you not hiding behind what you think I want to hear," Yoongi explained, "you have boundaries, I get that. Sometimes I can be a bit controlling I know. Just tell me and I'll stop," his tone raising with each sentence mad at himself.

"I love you too," Tae said crunched forward. Yoongi sighed pulling the younger against his side. "I'll show you where all my stashes are and you and throw them away. I'll get clean. Just don't leave me," he cried.

"Tae bear, I'll could never leave you," Yoongs carded his fingers through Taehyung's soft hair.

"I really like it when you call me Tae bear," he admitted.

"And I like calling you it, my little Tae bear," he gently kissed the tip of his nose.