"What's all this?" Minho's bed is covered with bags. I hold the towel close to my body. He's seen me before, but it's different now. I feel really fucking uncomfortable with his eyes on me.
"I was going to put it all in the car, but you should take a look first." He runs a hand through his hair. "I don't really know what you like."
"All this for me?" What the hell?
"And Baekhyun."
"This isn't necessary." I shake my head in disbelief. Everything I need is at home.
"I don't want you to go back to your house." His voice is hard and unmoving.
"I don't understand."

"Little tiger," he says and walks to me and places a hand on my chin. It takes everything in me not to pull away from him. "You need to learn to not ask questions. Alright?" Fuck that! Who doesn't ask questions? Although I don't open my mouth, he must read exactly what I'm thinking all over my face. I'm not at all that good about being subtle with my emotions.

"We're having a few ex-SEALs check out your house and set up some surveillance."
"What the fuck for?" I almost ripped the towel off my body, throwing my hand in the air. "I don't want strangers in my house. I don't want this." I scream and give him a vicious look. I was perfectly okay before him. Everything was just fucking peachy before him.
"First off, I told you to stop asking questions." He grips my chin and stares into my eyes with a menacing look. "Second, you should really watch that smart mouth of yours." The heated look in his eyes as he scolds me sends a throbbing need to my member. My anger instantly dissipates, replaced with desire. A very unhealthy amount of desire, considering the circumstances.

The way he controls me, commands me, makes me want to submit. My lips part and my eyes soften as he leans down to mould his lips to mine. He pulls back and gentles his hand, moving it to the back of my neck.
"I got you into this, babe. I'm gonna get you out. I'll make them pay and take care of you. Both of you." My heart stutters in my chest. I love that he thinks of my son. It's so easy to fall for this. For him. The thought snaps me out of the lust-filled haze.
His hand tightens on the nape of my neck, and he says, "Uh-uh." His eyes narrow. "Don't you dare shut me out again." My eyes widened slightly. "Yeah, I know that look, little tiger." A cocky smirk pulls his lips up. He rests his head on my forehead. "You can't hide from me, Hannie." His voice is low, but it's reassuring, not threatening.
It scares the fuck out of me.

"Can I see Baekhyun now?" I ask in a timid voice I don't recognise. I clear my throat and square my shoulders. He's my son. And I want to see him now. It feels like it's been days since I've seen him. It's a feeling I don't like. I look around the room again for clothes. "I need to get dressed."
"Of course, little tiger." His fingertips lightly play-along my jaw. "You wanna cover this up? Just so it doesn't scare the little guy?" I stare into his light blue eyes with a heavy heart. I wonder if that's on his mind because he's used to this kind of thing. People covering up their bruises. The thought makes me turn away from him. I swallow thickly with my back to him, facing the bed.

"Did you happen to grab any makeup?" I ask quietly. It feels wrong to ask for things from him. But there are so many bags on the bed. I see a few names I recognize - Nordstrom, Clinique, Gymboree, J. Crew. A Cartier bag catches my eye and I inhale a sharp breath. You've got to be fucking kidding me. What would I need jewellery for? Surely that's not for me. And it sure as fuck isn't for Baekhyun.
"Yeji did. I gave her the black Amex, so I'm sure she just went crazy with it," he answers casually, and I just try to take it all.

I pick up the Clinique bag and spot a few skincare items, but no makeup. I sift through the bags, and underneath a La Perla bag with perfumed tissue paper is a bag with Lancôme makeup. A shit ton of makeup. I pick it up along with the Clinique bag and take it to the bathroom.
"Take your time, little tiger." I give him a tight smile with my head down. I don't like this. I feel... Cheap. At the same time, my lack of gratitude eats away at me.
"I'll pay you back for everything," I manage to get out as I turn the handle to the suite.
"You can afford all that?" he asks, his voice laced with disbelief. I look at the bed and try to take it all in. Yeah, I guess if I sold my restaurant today. Maybe. I bite the inside of my cheek. "You're not paying me back, Hannie."
I let his words sink in. They dig at my pride. I don't need his help. Fuck. Yes I do. I have to accept that. But I wish I didn't.

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I'm covered from head to toe. A cream, boat neck cashmere jumper covers my wrists and the bruise on my arms. Dark burgundy yoga pants and a pair of comfy socks cover everything from my hips down. I don't think I've ever worn such luxurious clothing. It looks the same as some clothing I have, and it's definitely my style, but it feels like heaven.
I haven't met Yeji, but I like her. Or at least her taste in clothes. Although the scrap of material she calls underwear is not my taste. It's cute though. Lacy and delicate. Minho would shred it easily. My thighs clench, thinking of him ripping through it and taking me again. I bit my bottom lip and scolded myself. I know I'm trying to distract myself from everything that happened today, but that kind of behaviour wouldn't be wise.

The doctor left Minho my pills. I took another codeine and a Valium, and I'm not in much pain at all now, other than my ribs being a bit sore as I make my way down the stairs. I have to wince through the pain, but other than that, there's nothing. I feel too relaxed. I wish I hadn't taken the Valium; it makes me tired.
A small smile plays on my lips as I hear Baekhyun laughing. We round the corner of the hall to a large living room. And there he is, with a monster truck in hand, standing on the back of the sofa, about to put it down a ramp of cushions. It warms my heart all the way down to my toes. My little man. Relief floods through me. Thank God.

At that moment, I felt so much gratitude for Minho. Emotions well up in my chest and I push them away. My hand reaches for Minho's and I squeeze. I don't know why. But that's all I can do. He gives my hand a squeeze back and looks at me with curiosity.
I know I'm in this shit because of him. I'm painfully aware of how fucking stupid I was. And even more so of how Jungkook is why I'm in this shit in the first place. But he didn't have to help me. He didn't have to make sure Baekhyun was safe. He didn't have to come rescue me. I can't fucking help the tears running down my face. It's just too much for me to handle. Too much for me to accept. I push back against the wall and try to calm myself. Baekhyun is just around the corner, after all; I don't want him to see me like this.

"You alright, little tiger?" Minho brushes my tears away with his thumb. He looks like he doesn't know what to do. And that makes me laugh and. I must look fucking crazy. Crying out of nowhere and then laughing at him. Maybe I am crazy at this point. Perhaps this was all I could take. Judging by the look on Minho's face, he may be thinking I've lost it, too.
"I'm okay. I could be better, but I'm okay," I finally answered. I wipe my tears and look down at my fingers to make sure I haven't fucked up the concealer. Nothing. They're clean. This is some good shit to be able to withstand tears.
I push myself off the wall and, to my surprise, Minho wraps his arm around my waist and pulls me into him. His embrace is warm and comforting. I shouldn't like it so much. He's practically a stranger and definitely a dangerous man. I lean into him, knowing all of that. I just need it.
As soon as I round the corner and Baekhyun catches a glimpse of me, I kneel down and open my arms for him.

"Mommy!" he yells out, dropping the truck and running to me. It hurts when he slams into my chest, but I don't care. It feels so good just to hold him. I kiss his forehead and just hold him until he starts to push away.
"Do you see trucks?" He runs back over to the pile of cushions and collects a truck to hold it up for me to see. "So big, mommy!" I can't speak; just looking at him has me too emotional to function, so I nod my head and make sure I'm smiling.

There's another little boy jumping on the cushionless sofa with an olive complexion with dark brown eyes and a faux Mohawk. He's grinning from ear to ear like he can hardly stand the anticipation of the drop.
"That's Gino," Minho huffs a small laugh at the little boy.
"Is he your nephew?" I ask.
"Basically." I think that's all I'm going to get, but then he continues. "Taemin's my cousin, but we grew up together. We're all clothes." I nodded as thought I understood, but I didn't. I don't know what that's like. "You'll meet him tonight. Yeji's gone already and Hyunjin only comes home for Saturday and Sunday dinners."

An older woman, maybe in her 50s, walks into the room from the kitchen. Her dark black hair with grey streaks is pulled into a chignon bun. Trailing her is the sweet smell of white wine and shrimp. I can only imagine she's cooking up shrimp scampi or something else that smells just as good. My mouth waters as lick my lips.

"Hi Hannie. I'm Sumi, Minho's Ma." She wipes her hands on a small kitchen towel and walks over to us on the other side of the room. I expect a handshake, but instead I'm greeted with a gentle hug. She looks at my face with a sad smile. "Would you like anything to drink?" It's not the question I anticipated. But then I remember Minho's warning about not asking questions.
I gently shake my head and reply, "I'm fine, thank you."
"You say that a lot, you know?" He looks down at me with a puzzled look on his face.
Sumi interrupts our moments. "Shrimp scampi for dinner. It's almost ready." I knew it! She says the last bit with a teasing tone. We have shrimp scampi at my bistro. It's one of my favourite dishes. The reminder of the restaurant makes my gut sink. Minho still has my phone.
"I need my phone." I'm blunt, and I hope he doesn't push me on this. I have a PA that theoretically could handle everything, but in reality he constantly relies on me.
"Who are you going to call?" At first, I'm pissed off at his question. And then I saw the threat in his eyes. The cops.
"Not calling anyone; I just want to check on my business." He reaches into his pocket and holds it out for me. As I reach for it, he pulls back.

"Kiss first." He turns his cheek to me. I roll my eyes, but stand on my tiptoes and plant a kiss on his cheek. For some reason, his playfulness makes me feel lighter. And then I look at the phone and see all the messages. Four missed calls and thirty-two unread messages. Fuck. I sigh heavily and start with the texts, but the bottom one catches my eyes.

          All taken care of. No worries. Just feel better!

I stare at the screen with confusion until Minho answers my unspoken question.
"I texted him and told him you'd be out of commission for a bit and gave him the number of our manager in case he needed help."
"Thank you." I can't imagine it's that easy, though. I read through the message, searching for anything indicating he still needs help. Nothing. He did everything without me today.
He holds out his hand for the phone back.
I purse my lips. "I don't like that."
He leans in close to answer, "After what you said upstairs, I'm nervous that you're going to do something stupid."
I shake my head and insist, "I won't. I don't know why I said it."
"I do," he says while taking my phone and putting it back in his pocket.
"What the hell does that mean?" I do. Like he knows me like that
"I told you to watch that tone, little tiger. I'm trying to go easy on you, but you can only push so much." The threat in his voice does all the wrong things to me. So I simply turn away from him and focus on the two little men playing with their toys, who are completely unaware of what's happened today.

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Dinner has been... telling. Baekhyun is happy and playing with Gino. The men, Taemin, Minho and Minho's father Dante, have been joking and carrying on playing with the kids. Even Sumi's been poking fun at her husband. It's almost like today never happened. Like they weren't at a shoutout. I'm not sure if it's perfectly healthy, but I like it. I appreciate it. I don't want to wallow. I want to move on as quickly as possible.

I lean back slightly in the chair and lick the last bit of white wine butter sauce from my finger. Sumi knows how to cook, that's for damn sure. I've been quiet all dinner, except for the dozen times I've commented on her food. Baekhyun likes it too, which makes me happy since he hardly ever actually eats anything. I swear he lives off fruit snacks and apple juice.

Minho puts his hand on my thigh and squeezes. A sense of family in belonging that I haven't felt in so long overwhelms me. I watch him as he smiles and makes her face at Gino. Is this what it would be like, if what was between us was more? Is that even an option? I never gave it a thought. Never considered it. A man like him doesn't settle down. But this feels so right.
No, what am I thinking? I could've died today because of him. A lump grows in my throat as I look at Baekhyun smiling and bumping shoulders with Gino. I could never let this happen. As soon as Minho gives me the chance to leave, I'm going to take it. I can't allow Baekhyun to grow up like this. Not with mobsters.

The lump grows thicker, threatening to choke me, so I reach for my glass and try to calm myself.
"You look a little shaken." A sweet, low whisper of concern comes from my left.
I give Minho's mother a tight smile and say, "I'm fine."
Minho looks at me from the corner of his eyes with a frown and runs his hand down my thigh.
"I know I shouldn't ask, but if you'd like to talk, I'm here for you." I half expect the room to go silent, but Minho and the guys continue to joke and talk in the background. It's almost like white noises. Sumi's light blue eyes are the same colour as Minho's, and they draw me in, offering me a place to confide.

"I don't know how you do it."
"Do what, dear?"
"This." I barely speak the word. I don't know how you can be married to the mob. I can't just come out and say that, but after a short moment she seems to understand.
"Some days, I don't either. But I love my family. We're all good people." I stare at her as she takes another bite of shrimp. Are they? I highly doubt it, but then again I know nothing about it. I changed the question.
"What do they do?" I ask her with a low voice. The men continue their conversation and a bellow of laughs surrounds me.
"What do you mean?" She tilts her head in confusion.
"I mean, like, what is it that they do?"

Her eyes widen and her eyebrows raise. "Well, now. I don't ask those kinds of questions, and neither should you. But, I do happen to know that the bistro pulls in a hefty amount of money," I stare at her, considering her words. She can't possibly believe that owning the bistro is all they do. Drugs and guns and murder. That's what the mob does."When you love someone, it's amazing what you'd do for them. She gives me a warm smile and says, "One day, I'll have to tell you how Dante and I met. I'm sure you haven't heard a story like ours before." Her blue eyes twinkle with happiness. "I love my family."I consider her words. There's no doubt she does. There's obvious warmth and love in the room. But I could never raise my son like this. I feel like an asshole for judging her. And a hypocrite for fucking Minho and feeling so much for him so quickly. But this could never be my reality. Baekhyun deserves a better chance at life. A good life. Not a life in the mob. This is temporary. I have to make sure this doesn't last.

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