(Dipper's POV)

Crawling back to him?! Like I would ever. My blood started to boil. Not only has he appeared in my life again, he has tricked my family, embarrassed me in front of Mabel, and has be toying with me. For the past two weeks, I had to deal with his crap.

"You really think I would come crawling to you for sex? Just to be touched? You have manipulated my body into thinking its needs all that shit! I have went a very long time with out that crap and I don't need it now." I snarled.

My nails dug into his flesh. He let out a chuckle. "You are at war with yourself and its amusing. Saying and doing are two different things buddy." He followed my lead as his nails started to dig into my neck.

"Ever since you have been here, I have acted strange. You are just using me as your play toy cause you have nothing better to do than to suck your own dick!" Venom, poisonous venom dripped for every word that left my mouth.

"Is that so? I think we are seeing two different sides Pine tree."

"I am only seeing one." I growled.

He cocked an amused eyebrow as he felt a gulp from me. It was getting harder to breathe...just by the second, yet he wouldn't just let me blackout.

"If I didn't stop, you would have lost all control. I know what's in that dirty little mind of yours...but you want to block it out. Here, let me give you a taste of what I am talking about." He said, a huge grin forming on his face.

He snapped his fingers and the world seemed to be sucked into a hole. My body left the ground and Bill's hand left my throat.

I looked at Bill, who had his hands behind his back as he watched the world transform right in front of our eyes.

We ended up in the woods by the shack. It was dark and confusion hit me like a rock.

"Bill, what is happening?"

He chuckled and pushed me to walk. "You remember how I was gone for a good amount of time. Well, I had to know what was happening when I was out. So, I came here and started examining what was going on."

I looked in front of me, and a few feet away sat me on the ground struggling with Bill. I felt my heart drop as I realized what it was. He took me back to the night in the woods.

"You were watching this!" I screamed, my face becoming red.

He laughed. "Why of course. If I had the chance, I would relive this moment, but that's not the case right now. What we are looking at is the way you handled this situation." He said motioning for me to watch.

"Bill, I am not going to watch this." I said sternly as my stomach started to...float..

"Oh, so you don't want to explain yourself do you? Is it because you know I'm right about you using this as an excuse for you to be a sex maniac?" His smirk widen like the grinch on Christmas day.

I narrowed my eyes and looked back at us on the ground. This was the point I was trying to get him to dissapear before Mabel saw him.

I took a deep breath and let out a growl. "Fine."

"Now there's the spirit! Now all you have to do is explain every action you did."

I bit my lip as I watched, the whole thing play out. It was so much different watching it and actually being a part of it. The entire time I was struggling to concentrate. I was doing okay up until it came to the part with the phone.

I knew Bill was watching my struggled face as I trying to come up with a reason.

"From where I am standing. It looked like you were actually enjoying the vibrations of the cellular device. Just look at you." He said pulling me in and pointing.

My breathing quicken as I saw how I was acting. "The way you swing your head back, trying to hold in those pleasurable moans. Just loosing the strength in your body to keep going." Bill taunted.

I could see my past self just trying to hold it all together. Even at one point, I just sat there for a second to let it happen. I gathered my self up as I saw where I was trying to reach for the phone.

My eyes widen with hope as I took advanced of that. "I couldn't do anything because you were literally sitting on me and my phone. I tried to reach it when I saw the chance, but I wasn't fast enough. God, I don't understand why I have to explain that to you. Its happening right in front of you." I growled.

He looked at me nodding his head in understatement, but his smirk did not dissapear. "Well, you have gotten this far explaining yourself, but we still aren't finished. You have two more things to explain. If you can explain them to me and convince me it was all because you had to get me off of you, I will pack everything up and leave." He said standing up.

My eyes widen as I look towards him. "But, if you somehow can't explain it, then...." he smiled but then laughed.

"I will tell you afterwards. You wouldn't want to hear it...at least not yet." He said fixing his glove with a wink.

"Good luck."

I narrowed my brow. Everything I did was for a reason, what could he be talking about? I turned my attention back to the past selves, ready to get this done and over with.

Everything was so heated, I could barely even consitrate on what I needed to do. I remember a big part of that night. So this should be easy. Bill will leave and I won't have to deal with him.

I was drawn from my thoughts as I heard a loud voice from my past self. My head was leaned back with my eyes rolled into my head. My heart pounded hard. That came out of me?

Not only that, but Mabel was long gone. Yet she was still calling the phone. My body was going back and forth slightly as Bill was grinding me.

I was about to explain when I saw something I have been denying since that day. I actually wrapped my hands around his neck and pulled him into a very heated kiss.

I felt my jaw drop. Bill chuckled. "Its all clear what I am seeing, is there anything I should know Pine Tree?"

I opened my mouth to shudder out something only to be interrupted but another one of my noises.

This was the part Bill slipped his hand into my pants. That was when I had enough and put my knee up.

Bill grabbed my shoulder and pulled me close to him. "I want to watch this and watched it good and hard bacause I want you to tell me I am wrong." His voice sent shivers down my body.

I was yelling at my past self in my mind to knee him. I was hoping I was right. It was a long and agonizing second, the exact second to end things off.

I then felt everything in me freeze as I saw my knee falter. I...did hesitate. I was panting so hard, it was unbearable to stop at that minute. It was more unbearable to watch me do that. I was letting him do what he wanted, even if it was just for a moment.

I eventually kneed him and then everything stopped. We ended up back where we were. Bill fixed his trench coat as if all of this was a joke.

"Well that was fun. Anyways, to get to the real matter, do you have a reason why you did that...Dipper?"

I stared at the ground, bearly being able to gulp down what had just happened. I wanted to say, it was all an act. That he was the one who did it.

But I was speechless.

Bill chuckled a low chuckle. "Was it because it felt good? You wanted it to stop, but it was to addictive? You wanted more?" He said with a low voice.

I couldn't think. My face was burning and my breathing was out of control. Not only that...but I...wanted it so bad. I will tell you right now that Bill expected another awnser.

"Bill..." I said.

He hummed as he crossed his arms. "I am right ain't I?" he mocked.

The thought of all the heat was tempting me. All of that good feelings running through my body. What was wrong with me?! I wanted it so bad. All of it! Everything! Two weeks of this bullshit, the torture, the embarrassment, yet I was obsessed! From the first time to the last! I have wanted it more than ever.

He...was addictive! His hot breath on my skin! His soft hand rubbing my body, knowing what to do with it! Oh I wanted more than thoughts and memories! The way he came on to me in the woods, oh I should have taken the advantage!

I want more. I need it. I need him to make me feel that way.

What was wrong with me I ask myself. The problem is, I am not being the kid I need to be.

I. Want. More.

I gripped my head and yelled suprising Bill as he jumped back. I looked at him with the snarl he was used to.

"What. Did. You. Do. To. Me." I asked in a low voice.

"What? Are you going to say I did it again? Come on Dipper, you saw with your own eyes! The heat in your body and in your eyes." He chuckled.

"You did this. I dont want to think about that." I snarled.

The thought wouldn't leave my head. I have lost my mind. Was the lust invading and suffocating my mental state? I didn't care.

"Think about what Pine Tree?" He asked cocking an eyebrow.

I looked at him and...I did want to feel like that again, but none of this was right. Why did I actually feel wanted when I am around him.

All he does is torment me constantly. I sighed as I calmed down.

"I...it doesn't matter. You win. Are you happy now?" I asked looking at him with a sad defeat.

He smiled and puffed out his chest. "Of course I am Pine Tree. You used it as an excuse. Now all I have to do is wait for you to come running to me when you want more of that pleasure. More of that feeling."

He came close and brought his mouth to my ear. "When you come to me, want me to make you feel that way." He chuckled and pulled back.

I squinted my eyes at the a thought. "Hold on Bill. You said that you don't remember your black outs, yet you go back into the past just to watch them?" I asked.

"Yeah, I just proved my point didn't I?"

"You said you went back multiple times. You would of only had to do it twice. Once to see what happened and then one more time to show me. Why would you go anymore than that?" I asked.

He stopped in his place for a second. He looked like he was trying to come up with a reason. My eyes widen at realization.

"Well to win this little game, I needed to make sure I was right." He said messing with his glove again.

"Not only that, but you have a weird obsession with me Bill...are you..trying to make me feel guilt on myself so you can hide the fact you actually want it more than I do." My eyes widens I said that out loud.

Oh I was mad. "You little bastard." I growled looking at him.

He let out an amused chuckle as he bowed.

"You caught me."