Why do I keep going back to a place in not loved? My mom said that you wouldn't know whether they (people on the internet) truly cares about you. And I said that they do. And she responded by saying "of course they want you to think that" . So those words are forever scared into my head. Then I got sick of their shut and walked away even thought she was in the middle of talking. And when I was in the driveway of her house, my brother said "Madey catch!" And threw a peach pit at me. Which hurts like a fucking ( excuse me) rock. and then when I whimpered "ow" my mom laughed loudly and shouted to my brother (he was at the driveway, my mom was on the deck) "did you hear?" And she was cracking up. So I stormed off and now I'm sitting in my room, listening to music, and hoping to distract myself in wattpad or elsewhere . And for once I don't to the music