i just got home from my moms house and i was cursing to myself so my brother started beating on me and when i screamed for my dad to help, there was no respons and i knew he couls here me, we dont have to big of a house. so my brother muffled my mouth so i would stop screaming and itried to escape alot, and after a while of trying to escape and being hit on i rant to my dads room and told him what happened and......guess how he fucking responds. he says "oh, i know....you two are just playing". my heart fucking shook at that. i was screaming and i was thrown against the floor, doors, and couch. and that seems like playing!?! all he did was lay in his damn bed!!!  the fight is over and i hope it doesnt start again. right where my burn mark is i have a scratch that hurts like hell, im still trying to catch my breath, and the energy has been drained from my legs. and alot of stuff hurts. no need to sympathize me, it was just a silly fight. nothing to bad. i repeat, dont sympathize......its not needed........

im cuddling my Paul coat to feel better it helps