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Chapter 32: She Doesn't Love Me

1 week passed. In these days, Sana tried to talk to Sid many times but she never got a chance. She could understand that Sid was very much hurt but she thought that it was because of his break up with Rashmi. But she had no idea that Sid was getting affected by her closeness with Ayush. She didn't know how much Sid loved her, how much he was broken after knowing about her relationship with Ayush. She was completely in the dark.

On the other hand, Sid couldn't decide he should let Sana go or not. One moment he would think that he should let her go as he only wanted her happiness. But the next moment, when he would see Sana with Ayush, he would feel irritation. His heart would say loudly, 'Sana, is only mine. Nobody can't even stare at my girl'. But the problem was neither he could let Sana go easily nor he could make her his. The situation was very much complicated.

One day, all the students were taken to a school excursion. They were visiting many famous places in Mumbai. While roaming the city, they visited a famous church in Mumbai.

As soon as the students entered the church, they started looking everywhere. The church was very big and beautiful.

Every students were busy exploring the church. But there was only one student, whose eyes were on someone else. It was none other than Sid. He was staring at Sana all the time.

Soon the students started doing prayer one by one. Sana also went and lit up the candles and then started doing her prayer.

When she was doing the prayer, Sid was just staring at her and adoring her.

"The church is very beautiful!" Kushal said suddenly looking at the church.

"Yeah! Very beautiful!" Sid said looking at Sana and smiled.

Finishing her prayer, Sana joined her friends.

Suddenly she felt thirsty and took out her water bottle from her bag. She tried to drink but there was not a single drop of water.

"Lagta hai paani khatam ho gaya. Kya karu yaar? Bohut pyaas lagi hai." Sana said making a sad face.

Sid noticed it. He immediately took out his own bottle and went to Sana. On the other hand, Ayush also took out his bottle.

Both Sid and Ayush kept their bottles in front of Sana at the same time.

"Sana mere bottle se paani peeyegi. Tu apna bottle hata." Sid said angrily looking at Ayush.

"Tu kaun hota hai be yeh decide karne wala? Sana decide karegi usse kis ke bottle se paani peena hai." Ayush said making Sid more angry.

"Ayush ko bura lagega agar maine aaj Sid ki wajah se uske bottle se paani nahi peeya toh. After all usne mera itna saath jo diya hai. Kuch dino se mujhe Sid ke liye bura toh lag raha hai lekin iska matlab yeh toh nahi ki usne jo kuch bhi mere saath kiya main woh sab bhul jau." Sana said in her mind.

She took the bottle from Ayush's hand and drank water. Her action made Sid very much sad.

"Thanks." Sana said to Ayush.

Ayush smiled at Sana. Then he looked at Sid and said, "Sana ki care karne ke liye bohut log hai. Tu apni yeh jhuti care na apne paas rakh."

Then Ayush looked at Sana and said, "Chal Sana."

They both left from the church. After doing prayers, all the students started leaving.

"Jhuti care?" Sid uttered.

"Kya Sana bhi mere baare mein aisa hi sochti hai? Of course sochti hogi. Tab hi toh meri jagah uss Ayush ke bottle se paani peeya usne." Sid said in his mind. He started shedding tears.

"Chal Sid!" Kushal and Asim said suddenly.

Sid immediately hid his tears and said, "Tum dono jaao. Main abhi aata hoon."

Kushal and Asim left from there.

Sid knelt down in front of the statue of the Jesus Christ and folded his hands.

"Aap ko toh paata hai nah ki main Sana ko jhuti care nahi dikha raha tha? I really care for her, I really love her. Usse zara si bhi takleef mein nahi dekh sakta. Bohut zyada attached hoon main uss se. Phir kyu din ba din Sana mujhse dur hoti jaa rahi hai? Jin se bhi main attached hota hoon, woh sab mujhse dur chale jaate hai. Lekin maine kabhi aap se koi complaint nahi ki, kuch nahi maanga. Aaj pehli baar main aap se kuch maang ta hoon. Please mujhe meri Sana lauta di jiye, mujhe mera pyaar lauta di jiye. Maine bohut try kiya lekin Sana ke bina mera jeena impossible hai. Mujhe meri life mein Sana wapas chahiye. Please God, Please!" Sid said in his mind while crying.

Meanwhile...

Sana came out of the church with her friends. Suddenly she remembered something and hit her own head.

"Oh Shit! Main apna watter bottle toh Church pe hi bhul aayi." Sana said.

"Kya karti rehti hai Sana?" Shivangi said.

"Arrey ho jaati hai kabhi kabhi mistake." Ayush said.

"Tum log ruko. Main abhi apna watter bottle le ke aati hoon." Sana said and went inside the church.

She took her watter bottle and put it inside the bag. Suddenly her eyes fell on Sid who was praying. Though Sana was standing at a far distance, she easily understood that he was crying. She felt bad.

"Sid ro raha hai? Lekin kyu? Is he missing Rashmi? Ho sakta hai. Rashmi aur Sid ke break up ke baad ek second ke liye bhi maine kabhi usse khush nahi dekha. Sayad abhi bhi Sid Rashmi se utna hi pyaar karta hai." Sana said in her mind. Tears came out of her eyes as well.

She looked at the statue of the Jesus Christ and folded her hands.

"Sid ne mujhe bohut aanshu diye hai. Lekin phir bhi main usse rote hue nahi dekh sakti. Jab woh rota hai toh dard mujhe hota hai. Please God, aap Sid ke saare wishes pure kar dena. Woh jo chahta hai usse woh de dena." Sana said in her mind.

Then she came out of the church.
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Next Day In The School...

It was the tiffin period. Sana was passing by the school canteen. Suddenly she saw Rashmi talking with Devoleena. She was looking happy as if nothing happened.

"Iss Rashmi ko toh break-up se kuch fark hi nahi padh raha. Uss din insta pe kaise post daal rahi thi, aur aaj dekho. Drama queen! Aur udhar bechare Sid ka ro ro ke bura haal hai. Sayad Rashmi ne hi break-up kiya ho. Socha tha as a friend Sid ko sahara dungi, lekin uss se toh baat karna bhi muskil ho raha hai. Ab humara rishta pehle jaisa jo nahi raha. Iss se accha main Rashmi se ek baar baat kar loon. Usse kahungi Sid ke saath patch up karne ke liye. Lagta toh nahi woh sunegi lekin ek baar try toh kar sakti hoon, Sid ke liye. Uska udaas chehra mujhse dekha nahi jaata." Sana said in her mind.

Then she went to Rashmi and Devoleena. They both made a face after seeing her.

Sana ignored that and said, "Rashmi, mujhe tumse kuch baat karni hai."

"Baatao." Rashmi said.

"Please tum Sid ke saath sab kuch sort out kar lo."

Rashmi stood up and asked, "Sid ne tumhe bheja?"

Sana nodded in no.

"Main khud aayi hoon." Sana replied.

"Oh I see. Mere jale pad namak chhidak ne aayi ho."

"Aisa nahi hai Rashmi. Main isliye aayi hoon kyu ki mujhe Sid ki fikar hai. Break-up ke baad se woh humesha udaas rehta hai. He loves you. Tum bhi toh pyaar karti ho nah uss se? Phir jo bhi problem hai tum dono ke bich usse solve kyu nahi kar leti?"

Suddenly Devoleena laughed and said, "Badi aayi Ms. Mahaan. Khud break-up karwa ke ab aayi hai tum dono ka patch-up karwa ne."

"Exactly Devo. Iske mann mein toh laddu fut rahe honge. Hum dono ko alag jo kar diya." Rashmi said looking at Sana.

Sana gave a confused look.

"What are you saying Rashmi? Main kyu tum dono ka break-up karwaungi? I don't even know kis reason se tumhara break-up hua hai. Main toh bas sab kuch solve karna chahti hoon." Sana said.

"Oo really? Tumhe sach mein nahi paata kis reason se humara break-up hua hai? Jaan na chahti ho? Toh suno. Humare break-up ki wajah tum ho. Yeh sab kuch tumhari wajah se ho raha hai."

"Main?"

"Haan tum. Sid ki Ms. Solution ho nah tum? Har baar uske problems solve karne chali aati ho. Iss baar uski problem tum khud ho. Ab karo solve uske problem ko. Chal Devo." Rashmi said and left from there with Devoleena.

Sana started thinking.

"Sid aur Rashmi ka break-up meri wajah se hua hai? Lekin main toh Sid se baat tak nahi karti. Phir kaise......"

Sana remembered the incident when Sid saved her from spider and Rashmi misunderstood them.

"Uss din bhi bewajah Rashmi ne hum par shak kiya tha. Ho sakta hai Rashmi aur Sid ke bich phir se hi misunderstandings meri wajah se create hui ho. Lekin mera toh aisa koi intention nahi tha. Ulta main toh yeh chahti hoon ki woh dono ek ho jaaye. Nahi mujhe ek baar Sid se baat karni hogi. Jaan na hoga kahi woh bhi mujhe inn sab zinmedaar toh nahi samajhta?" Sana said in her mind.

Then she started looking for Sid. After sometime she found Sid in an empty classroom. He was sitting on a bench sadly.

Sana gathered a lot of courage and sat beside Sid. She was going to put her hand on his shoulder but then stopped herself.

"Sid!" Sana called his name in a soft voice.

Sid looked at her with moist eyes. He was about to melt as Sana took his name in a loving way after a long time. But suddenly he remembered the church incident. Anger overpowered him.

"Tu yaaha kyu aayi hai?" Sid asked in a stern voice.

"Bohut dino se main tujhe notice kar rahi thi. Tu pura din class mein aise udaas baitha rehta hai, mujhe accha nahi lagta. Main chahti hoon tu khush rahe, pehle ki tarah." Sana said.

Sid looked at her with disbelief.

"Tu mujhe khush rehne ko keh rahi hai? Do you have any idea kis phase se guzar raha hoon main abhi?" He said.

"I know Sid. Lekin takleef baatne se kam hoti hai. Hum abhi friends toh nahi rahe but you can share your sorrows with me. Baata na yeh sab kaise hua. Sab kuch toh sahi jaa raha tha phir suddenly kya hua? What's the reason?"

"Tujhe sach mein nahi paata?" Sid asked looking at her.

Sana nodded in no.

Sid stood up, grabbed Sana's hand and started moving. He pinned her to the wall and caged her between his arms. Sana was left stunned at his sudden action.

"You are the reason behind all this." He said. His eyes were showing rage and pain at the same time. He wanted to tell her how much she was affecting him. He wanted to show her how much she hurt him by getting close with Ayush, by ignoring him all the time.

On the other hand, Sana got hurt hearing this from Sid's mouth.

"Toh tujhe bhi lagta hai ki tere aur Rashmi ke break-up ki zinmedaar main hoon. Tu bhi yeh hi sochta hai?" Sana said in her mind.

"Why are you doing this to me Sana? Why?" Sid asked.

"Mujhe samajh nahi aa raha tu kya keh raha hai." Sana replied.

"Tujhe abhi bhi samajh nahi aa raha? Yaa samajh na nahi chahti?"

Sana didn't reply.

"Ek baat puchu tujhse?" Sid asked again.

"Do you still love me?"

Sana looked at Sid. The question was unexpected for her.

"Baata na Sana. Kya tu abhi bhi pyaar karti hai mujhse?"

"Haan karti hoon Sid. Main abhi bhi tujhse pyaar karti hoon, humesha karungi. Lekin agar maine tujhe yeh baataya toh tujhe lagega ki maine jaan bujh kar tera aur Rashmi ka break-up karwaya hai, jab ki aisa kuch nahi hai." Sana said in her mind.

"Sid, mujhe jaane de." Sana said while trying to free herself.

"Pehle mere sawal ka jawab de." Sid said.

"Leave me Sid!" Sana shouted and pushed him with all her force.

Then she freed herself and came out of the classroom. Sid also went after her.

He grabbed Sana's hand tightly and said, "Aaj tujhe mere sawal ka jawab dena hoga."

"Nahi dena mujhe koi jawab. Chhor mujhe." Sana said loudly.

But Sid didn't leave her hand.

Suddenly Ayush noticed them and came there to help Sana.

"Sana ko chhor Sid!" He said.

Sid looked at Ayush angrily.

"Tu kyu bich mein bol raha hai be? Apni aukat mein reh samjha? Sab jagah hero ban ne ki koshis mat kar."

Ayush ignored what he said and tried to seperate their hands.

"Main bolunga bich mein. Aur tera koi haq nahi banta jabardasti Sana ka haath pakad ne ka." Ayush said.

Sid couldn't control himself anymore. He left Sana's hand and grabbed Ayush's collar tightly. Both Sana and Ayush became shocked at his behaviour.

"Saale yeh tu decide karega? Sana par mera kitna haq hai yeh decide karne wala hota kaun hai tu? Har baar hum dono ke bich mein aa jaata hai. Aaj main tujhe chhorunga nahi." Sid said angrily.

He was about to punch Ayush but suddenly Sana came in between and Sid stopped himself.

"Kya hua? Ab maar. Bohut shauk hai nah tujhe maar pit ka?" Sana said.

Sid left Ayush's collar.

"Meri hi galti hai jo main tujhse baat karne aa gayi. Tu mera jawab sun na chahta hai nah? Toh sun. MERA JAWAB NAA HAI." Sana said loudly.

Sid got very much hurt hearing that.

The Sana hold Ayush's hand and left from there while wiping her tears.

One the other hand, tears started flowing from Sid's eyes. He was not ready to accept that Sana didn't love her.

Suddenly Kushal came there and said, "Sid, kya kar raha tha tu? Apne gusse par control rakhna sikh."

"Woh mujhse pyaar nahi karti." Sid said looking at Kushal.

Kushal felt bad for Sid.

"Aaj usne khud hi clear kar diya. She doesn't love me. No, she doesn't." Sid said while crying.
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