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Chapter 29: Is This Love?

Sana was dancing and enjoying in the club with her friends. After sometime she became tired and stood at a corner.

Suddenly her eyes fell on Sid going somewhere with Rashmi. She became curious.

"Yeh Sid uss taraf kaha jaa raha hai Rashmi ke saath?" Sana asked in her mind.

"Hi Sana!" Suddenly Sana's thought broke by Asim's voice.

"Hi!" Sana said with a fake smile.

"Ek baar Asim se puchu Sid aur Rashmi ke baare mein?" Sana asked herself not being sure if she should ask or not.

"Kuch soch rahi hai?" Asim asked.

"Nahi actually maine abhi Sid aur Rashmi ko kahi jaate dekha. Tujhe paata hai woh dono kaha gaye hai?"

"Accha woh dono? Uss taraf toh private rooms hai. Actually mere Bhai ka ek dost yaaha kaam karta hai. Uss hi ne humare liye passes arrange kiye. Tab hi Sid ne mujh se uske aur Rashmi ke liye ek private room arrange karne ko kaha. Lagta hai aaj raat ka mauka Sid haath se jaane nahi dega." Asim said intentionally to hurt Sana. That's why he said the half truth. He took Sid's name instead of Rashmi.

On the other hand, Sana believed what Asim said. She was broken hearing this. Tears were coming out of her eyes. She tried to control them.

"Waise Sana, mujhe na tere liye bohut bura lagta hai." Asim said showing fake concern.

"Sid ne jo bhi kiya tere saath woh galat tha. Maine maana kiya tha usse bohut baar. Lekin woh Rashmi se itna pyaar karta hai ki usse sahi galat ka fark paata hi nahi chala. Aur main bhi kya karta? Best friend hai nah. Saath dena pada."

"It's ok Asim. Usse jo sahi laga usne kiya...."

Sana paused for a while and said, "Accha main abhi chalti hoon. Bye."

"Bye!" Asim said.

Sana left from there.

"Now get the dose of your own medicine Ms. Shehnaaz Gill!" Asim said in his mind and smirked.

Sana came out of the club.

She couldn't control her tears anymore and started crying. She thought that she had moved on but still the thought of Sid's closeness with Rashmi was affecting her. According to Asim, from this night Sid would not be hers anymore. He would be someone else's. She couldn't tolerate it. The thought was breaking her heart into pieces.

"Mujhe abhi bhi kyu itna bura lag raha hai? They are girlfriend boyfriend. Unke bich physical relation hona.....Yeh toh natural hai. Main kyu yeh accept nahi kar paa rahi ki Sid mujhse nahi Rashmi se pyaar karta hai? No, I have to accept the fact. Mujhe nahi sochna uske baare mein. Mujhe usse bhul na hi hoga." Sana said in her mind.

Suddenly someone put hand on Sana's shoulder. Sana turned and saw Ayush.

"Are you okay? Tu suddenly bahar chali aayi....."

Suddenly Ayush noticed tear in her eyes.

"Wait, are you crying?" He asked.

Sana wiped her tears and said, "Ayush mujhe ghar jaana hai. Ab mujhe yaaha ek minute bhi nahi rehna."

"Kyu? Achanak kya hua?"

"Raat bohut ho chuki hai. Mummy bhi wait kar rahi hogi."

"Thik hai hum ghar chalte hai. Main Shivangi ko bhi bula leta hoon."

Sana nodded.
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Sid went to a room with Rashmi. He was imagining that he was with Sana. It was the reaction of alcohol. He was seeing Sana in Rashmi.

After sometime Rashmi stopped and left Sid's hand. She went and locked the door. Sid was standing at a corner of the room.

It was a small room with sofas and red disco lights.

After locking the door, Rashmi came closer to Sid and wrapped her arms around his neck.

"After tonight you will be mine forever." Rashmi said.

"I also want to be yours." Sid said in a drunken voice thinking her Sana.

Rashmi smiled and kissed Sid's cheeks. Sid didn't like it but didn't stop her as well.

After that Rashmi unbuttoned Sid's shirt and hugged him tightly while kissing his chest.

Suddenly Sid started feeling very much uncomfortable. The peace he always got in Sana's touch, was not getting it. This touch was making him restless. Though he was drunk, he could easily understood that it was not Sana's touch. He immediately pushed Rashmi away with all his force.

Then he looked at Rashmi carefully and recognised her. Rashmi was also looking at him being puzzled.

"Rashmi, tu? What are you doing here?" Sid asked angrily.

"What happened Sid? Why are you behaving like this Baby?" Rashmi asked while coming close.

"Paas mat aa." Sid said stopping Rashmi.

"Kyu? Abhi kuch der pehle hi toh tu mujhse keh raha tha tujhe chhor kar nahi jaane ke liye. Suddenly hua kya tujhe?"

Sid remembered he was thinking her as Sana. He said all those words to Sana not Rashmi. Next moment he regretted for letting Rashmi come so close to him.

"I should leave." Sid said and tried to leave the room.

Rashmi hold his hand and said, "No Sid. You can't do this to me. Aaj main tujhe apna bana ke rahungi."

"Rashmi leave me!" Sid shouted and freed his hand with a jerk. Then he left the room.

"Sid! Sid!" Rashmi screamed coming out of the room. But he didn't stop.

Rashmi became very much angry and banged on the door.

"Fuck you!" She uttered.

She was looking here and there being too much frustrated. Suddenly her eyes fell on a boy who was winking at her.

"Aaj toh main woh paa ke hi rahungi jo mujhe chahiye. Sid nahi toh koi aur hi sahi." Rashmi said in her mind.

On the other hand, Sid went to the washroom and splashed water on his face. Suddenly he started puking as he was too drunk.

After sometime, he became a bit stable and came out of the washroom. Then he left the night club.
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Sid was walking on the road. His head was totally blank. He couldn't understand what he was doing. When he thought that she was Sana, he was easily letting her come close to him, touch him. But when he understood that it was Rashmi, he immediately pushed her away. He felt that he was cheating on someone. But why he felt like this? He had no answer.

"Aisa kyu ho raha hai mere saath? Ek taraf Sana hai jise kisi aur ke saath dekhta hoon toh gussa aata hai. Mann karta hai uss ladke ka muh tod doon. Sana jab mere close aati hai toh kitna accha lagta hai. Mann karta hai usse humesha apne paas rakhu, apne se dur jaane hi na doon. Aur dusri taraf hai Rashmi, jo meri girlfriend hai. Jiske liye maine itna kuch kiya. Lekin woh jab bhi mere close aati hai, ajeeb si feeling hoti hai. I feel suffocated. Lagta hai main kisi ko cheat kar raha hoon. Sana ko main apne kareeb aane de sakta hoon, lekin Rashmi ko nahi. Par kyu?" Sid said in his mind.

Sid became very much confused. He kept walking on the road.

Suddenly he collided with a girl.

"I'm extremely sorry." Sid said to the girl.

The girl looked at Sid. There were tears in her eyes. She didn't say anything.

"Sonam! Sonam meri baat suno...."

A boy came running after her.

Sonam looked at the boy angrily and said, "Nahi Yash. Mujhe tumhari koi baat nahi sun ni. Aaj se aur abhi se main tumhare saath break up kar rahi hoon."

"Baby don't say like this. You know I love you very much."

"You don't even trust me and you are talking about love. Aise relationship ka kya fayda jis mein minimum trust tak na ho?" Sonam said. Her voice was showing how much hurt she was.

"Of course I trust you. Woh party mein tumhe kisi aur ke saath dance karte dekh mujhe gussa aa gaya tha. I can't see you with someone else." Yash said trying to convince Sonam.

"Main bas dance kar rahi thi. Tumhe kya laga main uske saath kuch galat karungi? Cheat karungi tumhe? Kaise react kiya tumne party mein? It was so insulting!"

"I know I overreacted." Yash hold Sonam's hands and said, "But trust me, it all happened because I love you. Bohut zyada possessive ho jaata hoon main jab tumhe kisi aur ke saath dekhta hoon. But that doesn't mean that I don't trust you."

"I don't believe it. I know tum mujh par bilkool trust nahi karte."

Sid was standing there and silently watching everything. He could relate to the situation.

"Kaise samjhau main tumhe?" Yash said and suddenly his eyes fell on Sid.

"Hey, you! Kya naam hai tumhara?" Yash asked Sid.

"Sidharth" Sid replied.

"Sidharth, tumhari koi girlfriend hai?"

Sid nodded.

"Tum hi baatao isse. Agar tumne kabhi apni girlfriend ko kisi aur ladke ke saath dekha, toh tumhe kaisa lagega?"

Sid remembered the moments when Sana was laughing with Ayush, when he was feeding Sana, when he was dancing with Sana, everything. His blood boiled suddenly.

"Mujhe bohut gussa aayega. Mann karega uss ladke ka muh hi tod doon. Uski haalat aisi kar doon taa ki woh dubara meri girlfriend ki taraf aankh utha kar bhi na dekh sake. Meri Sana sirf aur meri hai." Sid said while greeting his teeth.

"Toh iska matlab kya yeh hai ki tum Sana par yaa uske pyaar par trust nahi karte?" Yash asked again.

Suddenly Sid's expression changed. He remembered the incident when they were just about to kiss each other. He remembered everything which Sana had done for him. He remembered when Sana got hurt hearing the truth and confessed her love while crying. Sid's eyes became moist.

"Nahi. Mujhe uss par trust hai. Woh mujhse bohut zyada pyaar karti hai. Utna pyaar jitna kabhi kisi ne nahi kiya. She loves me a lot." Sid said.

Yash looked at Sonam and said, "Dekha tumne? Apne pyaar ko kisi aur ke saath dekh kar har koi possessive ho jaata hai. Lekin ek relationship mein jitna zyada possessiveness hoga utna hi pyaar aur trust bhi hoga."

Sonam didn't say anything.

"Ab toh maan jaao." Yash said.

"Thik hai. Lekin tumhe promise karna hoga ki tum aage se kabhi aise react nahi karoge" Sonam said.

"Promise nahi kar sakta but try karunga. Okay?"

Sonam smiled. Then she looked at Sid.

"Aur suno, tum kabhi Yash ki tarah yeh sab mat karna. Iss se tumhari girlfriend ko bura lagega, woh hurt ho jayegi, meri tarah. Samjhe?" Sonam said.

Sid smiled and nodded.

Yash and Sonam looked at each other and left from there.

"Lekin, Sana toh meri girlfriend nahi hai." Sid said in his mind.

Suddenly he became shocked. He once again remembered the whole conversation with Sonam and Yash.

"Toh kya yeh hi sach hai? I.....I love Sana!"

Sid's heart started beating fast. He couldn't believe himself.

"Mujhe paata tha ki Sana mujhse pyaar karti hai. Lekin kya ab main bhi uss se pyaar karne laga hoon?"

Sid was struggling to understand his own feelings.

"Sana ko Ayush ke saath dekhta hoon toh gussa aa jaata hai. Jab woh mere paas hoti hai toh sukoon sa feel hota aur jab woh mujhse dur jaati hai, mujhe ignore karti hai, tab seedha dil pe dard hota hai. Sana ki wajah se main Rashmi ko kabhi apne close aane nahi deta. Nashe mein Rashmi mein bhi mujhe Sana dikhti hai. Sana jab hasti ho main hasta hoon aur woh jab roti hai toh mujhe rona aata hai. Lekin kya isse hi pyaar kehte hai? Is this love?"

Suddenly a cold wind blowed making his whole body shivered.

He looked at the road. He started seeing Sana in every single girl on the road.

Kissa Tera… Teri Dastaan…
Chehra Tera… Khud Kare Bayaan…
Kisise Pyaar Tujhe Ho Gaya…
Tu Maan Ja, Haan Maan Ja…

A huge smile came to Sid's face. He became sure of his feelings.

"I love Sana! I love my Ms. Solution!" He uttered loudly.

His eyes were filled with tears of joy. He was very much happy after realising his love for his Ms. Solution. He started walking while blushing heavily.

Kahin Na Laage Mann, Kya Hai Yeh Sunaapan Aaha… Aaha…
Mujhe Tum Bataado, Koi To Wajaah Do Aaha… Aaha…
Har Ghadi Ab Khayaalon Mein Keh Raha Hai Koi..
Har Ghadi Mere Khwabon Mein Aa Raha Hai Koi..
Is This Love….Mein Ne Na Jaana… Aaha-ha…
Is This Love..Tu Hi Bataana Aaha-ha…

Could this be love…
Can you tell me…
Could this be love…

Suddenly Sid's face became covered with a dupatta. He removed the dupatta from his face and saw Sana smiling at him.

Tu Ne Chuna Ishq Ka Raasta, Humsafar Is Safar Mein Dhoondta Hai Tu
Haan Baat Yeh Maan Bhi Le Zara, Toot Kar Ab Kisi Ko Chaahata Hai Tu

Suddenly Sana closed his eyes with her hands and became vanished.

Sid opened his eyes and couldn't find Sana. He smiled in his mind and hit his own head.

Raat Din Meri Neendon Mein Jag Raha Hai Koi,
Raat Din Meri Aankhon Mein Bas Raha Hai Koi

Suddenly it started raining heavily. Sid again remembered the rain incident.

Is This Love… Mein Ne Na Jaana… Aaha-ha…
Is This Love..Tu Hi Bataana Aaha-ha…

I Need You, You Need Me,
All We Need, Is This Feeling Of Love,
Inside Our Hearts…

Sid found a shed and went to a closed tea stall. He sat on a bench. Suddenly he saw Sana sitting beside him.

Tu Ne Tera Dil Kisi Ko Diya, Baath Yeh Sach Hai Agar Tu Maan Le Ise...
Dil Ka Sukoon Tu Ne Hi Kho Diya Ab Haqeekath Hai Yeh Tu Jaan Le Ise

Sid hold Sana's hand and came out of the tea stall. He started dancing with her in the rain.

Aaj Kal Mere Chaahon Mein Dhal Raha Hai Koi
Aaj Kal Mere Saanson Mein Chal Raha Hai Koi

Sid twirled Sana and then pulled her closer by her hand and waist. Then he bent her down. Again his thought broke and he found none in his arms. He stood up and blushed.

Is This Love….Mein Ne Na Jaana… Aaha-ha…
Is This Love..Tu Hi Bataana Aaha-ha…

Sid happily returned the Hostel. Now there was no confusion in his head. He knew what his heart wanted. His heart wanted his Sana, his Ms. Solution.

Kahin Na Ab Laage Mann, Kya Hai Yeh Sunaapan Aaha… Aaha…
Har Ghadi Ab Khayaalon Mein Keh Raha Hai Koi
Har Ghadi Mere Khwabon Mein Aa Raha Hai Koi

Sid took out his phone and opened a photo of Sana.

"Mujhe paata hai Baby maine tujhe bohut hurt kiya hai. Lekin ab aur nahi. Main ab jaan chuka hoon ki main tujhse kitna pyaar karta hoon. Aur yeh baat tujhe main kaal hi baataunga. Phir tu mujhse naraz nahi reh payegi. Kyu ki tu bhi mujhse bohut pyaar karti hai." Sid said and kissed the screen.

Is This Love….Mein Ne Na Jaana… Aaha-ha…
Is This Love..Tu Hi Bathaana Aaha-ha…
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Will Sid be able to tell Sana about his feelings?

How will Sana react?

Stay tuned...

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