Chapter 28: It's Not Possible
Next Morning...
"Sana meri Blue jacket kaha rakhi hai paata hai? Mujhe nahi mil rahi." Sid said while wearing his shirt.
Since morning Sid was trying to talk to Sana. That's why he was finding excuses. But being angry, Sana was ignoring him which Sid knew. And he also realised that her anger was justified.
Sana entered the room and opened the closet. She took his blue jacket and threw it angrily on the bed making Sid scared.
Then she was leaving without saying anything. Sid ran after her and hugged her from behind.
"Sana I'm so sorry. Itna gussa mat dikha na please." He said cutely.
"Sid chhor. Mujhe bohut kaam hai. Breakfast bana na hai uske baad hospital bhi jaana hai." Sana said sternly.
Sid made Sana turn around and hold his own ears.
"Sorry!" He said making puppy eyes.
Sana took off her eyes.
Sid cupped her face and said, "Be lated Happy Birthday Meri Jaan. Paata nahi kaise yeh baat mere mind se skip ho gayi. But I promise aisa phir kabhi nahi hoga."
"Nahi chahiye tere jhute promises." Sana said removing his hands and left from there.
Sid again followed her saying, "Jhute promises nahi hai. Main sach keh raha hoon. Bas iss baar ke liye maaf kar de."
Sana sighed and said, "Lagta hai aur koi chara nahi hai. Chal kar diya maaf."
Sid smiled and hugged Sana. But she didn't reciprocate.
"I knew it. You will understand my situation. Ab zaldi baata tujhe birthday gift mein kya chahiye." Sid said breaking the hug.
"Tu." Sana said looking at him.
"Main... Matlab? Main toh tere paas hi hoon." Sid said making a confused face.
"Nahi hai." Sana said with moist eyes. "Mujhe apne birthday pe sirf tu hi chahiye, tera waqt chahiye. Aur kuch nahi. De sakta hai tu mujhe?"
Sid understood the meaning of her words.
"Sana tujhe paata hai na main aaj kaal kitna busy rehta hoon. I'm trying to set my carrier..."
Sid was explaining but soon he was cut off by Sana.
"I got my answer." She said giving a sarcastic smile and left from there.
Sid face-palmed himself.
"Baby I know main kuch dino se tujhe time nahi de paa raha hoon. Lekin main kuch nahi kar sakta. I have to reach my goals at any cost. Uske baad tujhe teri life ka sabse bada gift main dunga." Sid said in his mind and smiled.
Later that Day...
Sana's shift in the hospital was over by evening. She was returning home when she received a message from Agastya where he asked her to meet him at a place.
Sana couldn't understand why he suddenly asked her to meet him.
"Lekin Sir main toh ghar jaa rahi thi."
Sana messaged.
After sometime she got Agastya's reply.
"Please Roshni! I'm requesting you something for the last time. Main tumhe kuch baata na chahta hoon jo jaan na tumhare liye bohut zaroori hai. Please aa jaana. I'm waiting for you."
Now Sana became curious.
"Aisa kya baata na chahte hai Agastya Sir? Sayad mujhe jaana chahiye." She thought and told the cab driver to take her to that place.
After sometime Sana reached the place. It was an empty garden which was beautifully decorated by flowers and lights. Sana was loving the arrangements but at the same time she was curious to know for whom the arrangements were done.
"Sir! Kaha hai aap?" Sana asked looking here and there.
Suddenly Agastya came in front of her wearing a black suit. He was looking very handsome.
Sana widened her eyes seeing Agastya it it.
"Sir aap.... Iss look mein...."
Sana couldn't find words.
"Accha nahi dikh raha hoon kya?" Agastya asked looking at himself.
"Arrey nahi nahi. Bohut handsome lag rahe hai aap." Sana said giving him compliment to which Agastya blushed.
"Waise yeh arrangments aap hi ne kiya hai kya?" She asked further.
Agastya smiled and nodded in yes.
"Kis ke liye?" Sana asked in a teasing way. She understood that Agastya was planning to propose someone but she had no idea whom he was gonna propose.
"Maine woh hi baata ne ke liye tumhe yaaha pe bulaya tha."
Saying that Agastya took a deep breath.
"I want to make it straight. Honestly after Maya's death, I never thought that I would be able to fall in love again. Mere dil ke darwaje sach mein band ho chuke the. Mere andar se feelings, emotions sab kuch chala gaya tha. Yaaha tak ki jeene ki iccha bhi nahi thi. Basically I turned into a robot. Lekin phir main kisi se mila jisne mujhe robot se insaan banaya. Jiski wajah se mera dil phir se dhadak na chalu hua. Mere dil ke saare band darwaje khul gaye aur......."
Agastya smiled and said, "Mujhe phir se pyaar ho gaya..... I fell in love."
Sana also smiled hearing that. She was happy that he finally got his true love. He got someone who would always keep him happy and never leave him alone.
"So finally Mr. Agastya Raichand ko pyaar ho hi gaya. Who's that lucky girl?" Sana asked smiling.
"You!" Agastya said looking at Sana.
As soon as she heard it, her smile faded away.
"I love you Roshni. I want to spend the rest of my life with you." He said further making Sana shocked.
She couldn't understand how to react. It was totally unexpected for her. She started moving backwards.
"It's not possible!" She uttered making Agastya confused.
"Matlab? What are you saying?" He asked.
"Nahi ho sakta.... Yeh jo aap chahte hai..... Hum aise..... Yeh kabhi nahi ho sakta.... Not possible!" She kept murmuring.
Agastya's heart broke hearing it.
Still he controlled his emotions and said, "Roshni it's ok if you need time. Mujhe koi zaldi nahi hai. Tum acche se soch ke jawab dena."
Sana looked at Agastya with teary eyes and said, "Nahi soch sakti. Sir I'm committed. Main pyaar karti hoon kisi aur se."
Agastya became totally numb. It was hard for him to believe that his love was in love with someone else.
"Kis se?" Agastya asked with moist eyes.
"Sidharth!" Sana uttered. "Aap mil chuke ho uss se. Maine kayi baar aap ko baata ne ki koshis bhi kiyi thi. Maine apni puri zindagi sirf uss hi se pyaar kiya hai."
"Matlab tumne kabhi pyaar nahi kiya mujhse?" Agastya asked with painful voice.
Sana nodded in no and said, "Sir I'm sorry agar maine anjaane mein kabhi aap ko koi galat hint diya ho toh. But Sir I always respected you. Aap mere idol the, phir mere friend bane. Bas ek dost hone ke naate maine aap ka saath diya taa ki aap apne pain ko overcome kar sake. Lekin iske alawa kisi aur nazar se maine aap ko nahi dekha hai aur naa hi kabhi dekh paaungi."
"Main samajh sakta hoon." Agastya said controlling his tears. "And you don't have to be sorry. Galti meri hai. Main hi tumhari dosti ko pyaar samajh baitha. Mujhe lagta tha main tumhare baare mein sab kuch jaanta hoon but I was wrong. Asal mein jab bhi humari baat hoti thi main tumse sirf apna dard share karta tha. Kabhi tumhare baare mein jaan ne ki koshis hi nahi kiyi maine. It's all my fault."
Sana felt very bad for Agastya. Seeing his pain her heart also broke. She never thought that one day she would become the reason of his pain.
"Sir main aap se pyaar toh kabhi nahi kar sakti. Lekin main humesha aap ki dost rahungi." Sana said.
Agastya gave a forceful smile and said, "Of course....Friends forever.....umm..... Roshni can you leave me alone for sometime? I need it right now."
Sana nodded in yes and left from there sadly.
Agastya watched her going. Tears flowed from his eyes.
He suddenly started destroying all the decorations with his hands and finally fell on the ground while crying.
At Night...
"Shivangi main kya karu kuch samajh mein nahi aa raha. Agastya Sir bohut acche insaan hai. Mere hi kehne par unhone phir se pyaar karne ki himmat kiyi. He doesn't deserve this heartbreak again." Sana said on phone while crying. She was actually very sad.
"Sana ab jo ho gaya so ho gaya. Tu kya hi kar sakti hai iss mein? Like you cannot force someone to love you, you cannot force someone not to love you as well. Tu bas zyada mat soch." Shivangi said consoling her.
"Kaise na sochu Shivangi? Kuch der mein Sid bhi aata hoga. Main kaise face karungi usse? He will hate me."
"Why will he hate you? Tune kuch galat nahi kiya hai. You didn't accept his proposal. You rejected him. Bas baat khatam."
"You are not understanding. Sid waise bhi Agastya Sir ko pasand nahi karte. Upar se jab usse yeh sab paata chalega toh woh mujhe hi blame karega. Usse lagega maine hi koi hint diya hai Agastya Sir ko iss hi liye unhe mujhse pyaar hua."
"Sana aisa kuch nahi hoga. Samjhi? Lekin agar tune usse nahi baataya toh problem ho sakti hai. Jab Sid ghar aa jaaye, usse sab kuch baata dena."
"Sab thik toh hoga na Shivangi?" Sana asked.
Shivangi smiled and said, "Zaroor hoga. School mein bhi toh tune aur Sid ne saath mein bohut kuch face kiya hai. Uske saamne yeh toh kuch bhi nahi hai. Just have faith."
Sana hummed.
"Main abhi rakhti hoon. Bye!"
"Yeah bye!"
Saying that Sana hanged up.
"Shivangi is right. I have to tell Sid." Sana said in her mind.
After sometime Sid returned home.
As soon as he returned, he started dancing with Sana. He was very much happy.
"Sana! Sana! Sana! Main tujhe baata nahi sakta aaj main kitna khush hoon." Sid said excitedly.
"Kyu? Kya hua?" Sana asked.
"Ek bohut hi badi company humare saath deal karna chahti hai. 2 mahine baad meri meeting hai Mr. Shukla ke saath. Agar yeh deal final ho gayi toh humein kabhi piche mud ke nahi dekhna padega. Humare saare sapne pure honge."
Sana smiled and said, "Yeh toh bohut acchi baat hai. Waise uss company ke CEO ka surname bhi Shukla hai kya?"
"Haan. Mujhe unka pura naam toh nahi paata. But that doesn't matter. What matter is....."
Sid pulled Sana closer by her waist and said, "Aaj mera mood kuch zyada hi accha hai and I want to love you...."
Saying that Sid was about to kiss her but Sana stopped him and said, "Kya kar raha hain? Bahar se aaya hai, pehle fresh toh ho le."
Sid left her making a face. Then he went to the washroom.
Sana went to her room and sat on the bed. She prepared herself for telling him everything.
After coming out of the washroom Sid hovered over Sana making her lie down.
"Sid mujhe tujhse kuch baat karni hai. Aaj....."
Sana couldn't complete as Sid kept his finger on her lips.
"Abhi kuch mat kehna please. Jo baat hai kaal kar lena. Now I just can't wait to make love to you."
Saying that Sid started kissing her lips passionately to which Sana responded equally. Soon they removed all their clothes.
Sid was about to make love when Sana said, "Protection?"
"Shit! Ghar aate waqt kharid na bhul gaya. Chhor na. Kuch nahi hoga. Tu pills le lena." Sid said to which Sana nodded.
They again kissed each other and started making love.
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Two months passed. After that day Sana never got a chance to tell Sid about Agastya's proposal as he would always remain busy. For that Sana always remained stressed thinking what would happen if Sid somehow came to know about it. Because of stress, she stopped taking care of her health and started forgetting things as well.
In hospital Sana and Agastya stopped talking to each other as everything was not the same between them. They only had work related conversations.
Since past few days, Sana started feeling weak. Her health was not good. She thought it was happening because of stress that was why she kept ignoring it.
One day Sana was walking in the hospital corridor suddenly she started feeling dizzy. Still she tried to walk with the support of the nearby wall. But she couldn't as she fainted soon.
After sometime...
Sana opened her eyes and realised that she was in the hospital bed.
She sat up holding her head. She was feeling weak. Suddenly a lady doctor entered there.
"What happened to me? Why am I here?" Sana asked her.
"You fainted in the corridor Ms. Gill. That's why the ward boys took you here. We have done a few tests of yours. Here are the reports."
Saying that the lady doctor handed Sana her reports.
Sana became shocked seeing the reports.
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What is in the reports?
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