She placed her lips softly transferring all the love and assurance, but his each and every emotion began to come out with each passing second... And he moved ahead taking her lower lip , while she took his upper one... she wanted him to vent out his anger, frustration, doubts & everything which he couldn't through words... His fingers kept changing positions on her waist but grip getting only tighter while her fingers reach at the back of his head while thumb caressed his ears... she was just responding him with love and wanting him to take out everything he was holding inside... He bit her lip quite hard making her wince and he immediately rubbed her back as if apologizing being guilty of hurting her and then sucked the lip even harder as if claiming them... that they belongs to him and he wouldn't let them and their owner go away...

It was slow but strong... composed but passionate... It wasn't haste but hard...

His phone rang and they parted but he was so into the zone that he wasn't leaving his hold, he didn't even realized it... holding her was always so natural and soothing for him... He finished the call and slipped the phone back into the pocket and looked at her again but she was looking down at his arm where she was holding his shirt... doesn't matter how much confident she gets... blushing was her constant with him... and the minute-back moment played in his mind...

He was overwhelmed with her move and realized how much she and her touch affects him... He was always such a conscious person... who always had a check on his surroundings... always composed and clear headed... but she literally makes him forget everything around... But still this thing scared him even more that how he was supposed to live without her... he needs her presence as breath... he needs to hold her as a heartbeat. His mind was a mess... She didn't share such a big thing... but she's sharing herself with him... how on earth he was supposed to be upset with her but he can't forget that matter too... the mere thought was killing him...

" Mujhe meeting me jaana hai... Drop kardeta hu ghar chal... " He said trying to avoid looking at her.

She wanted to ask him what's wrong but didn't felt the time and place right... She didn't knew why but she felt like doing it... she herself didn't knew what assurance he needed ??.. but she was still giving... she didn't knew why, but it felt like that telling him that she was with him ALWAYS... would solve anything, maybe because that's what works for her... 'him being with her' was her solution for everything...

He was about to loosen his grip when she tightened her's on his neck and arm  and made him bend down... he completely gave in to her and bent down and she kissed him on forehead letting her lips stay there longer than usual... caressing his jawline with her thumb and rubbing his arm... and it worked for atleast then...

They weren't completely fine... the confused & messed state of mind wasn't letting them to be... They reached and he stopped the car.

" Sidhaaarth !! " She called him not able to hold anymore.

" Mai office gayi isme itna gussa kyu ?? Mujhe bhi nahi pata tha... subah subah call aaya tha " She said in a disappointing tone.

He put his head down on the steering... He himself was feeling it so weird as he never in life had reacted this way... He wasn't able to explain getting this much affected to even himself... he never knew love controls you so badly... He kept silent for few minutes thinking this... and all this while he was just thinking what if she say that yes she had to go... that's her job... this certain hope that he was getting because of her actions and his own gut feeling will be vanished then...

He raised his head realizing she must be waiting... and looked at her... He was out of all other ways to listen from her that no, she wasn't going anywhere leaving him... not now... not ever.

" Are you going back ?? " he asked directly in an extremely tired voice.

" Huh ?? " she was confused at first and suddenly remembered his words few days back when he said something about going away...

" Tujhe kya lag raha hai Sidharth please tell me in exact words... "

" That you're going back... away.. from me... "

" Tera dimag kharab hai ?? " she shouted being genuinely annoyed.

He looked at her in shock but his insides suddenly beamed with joy getting the positive vibes from her tone.... Amazingly, he was enjoying being shouted... he wanted more of that... his insides were screaming that yes .. please .. do anything but just say that he was stupid thinking this....

She tried to speak further but pressed her lips controlling herself... and the frustration was clearly visible... which made him gulp...

" Ye soch soch ke dimag sada rakha tha tune ??? Mujhe laga usdin clear hogaya hoga... aur nahi hua to ek baar bolne me... puchne me konsi khaarish hoti hai tujhe ???...  Naaa... puch ke to assuming shukla ke assumptions ko jang ni lag jaega !!! " She shouted again taunting him.

" Subah se muh - dimag sab sada rakha hai... tu jaa meeting hai na... mujhe baat hi nahi karni hai... " She said moving out of the car.

" Matlab tu nahi jaa rahi " he asked again controlling his grin hardly... He found himself stupid but he wanted to hear that clearly.

" Maine munh tod dena hai tera... Jake meeting nipta aur Dimag sadane ki zarurat nahi hai apna... " She said and closed the door with a thud and moved away.

He knew she was angry... but his reason to be happy was bigger than anything... That assurance was bigger than anything even if it was indirect...

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Shehnaaz was in lift when Shreya called her and she went to Vardaan's home directly as she called her there...

" Hiiii " Shreya squealed and jumped to hug Shehnaaz.

" Subah hi mili thi tu " Varun said rolling his eyes at Shreya's excitement.

" Whatever !! Maine miss kiya to kiya... Chalo expert is here.. she'll guide now.. "
Shreya said.

" Use chain se saans lene do abi aayi hai... aaja bacche baith ja pehle paani pii... " Maa said considering her upset face as tired one.

She sat and looked around... all the decorating materials lying here & there... everything had to be done... Only filled balloons were there done perfectly...

And she looked up to see who was doing them... she couldn't recognize...

" Hiii !! "

" Hiii " Shehnaaz replied.

" Shehnaaz yeh Raghav... Subah bataya tha na maine !! " Maa said reminding her.

" Oh haa ... "

" Well who's this beautiful ?? " Raghav asked.

" Shehnaaz... Hamari friend " Shreya said.

Shehnaaz looked at her a bit surprisingly but she didn't mind this introduction...

" Acha shuru karte hai !! " Shehnaaz said and they all started

" Tu chal pehle kuch kha le... " Maa said coming close to her.

" Nahi maa bhook nahi hai sacchi... " She replied.

" Tujhe ye sab Sidharth ke through jaante hai ye nahi bol sakte the abhi... tujhe dikkat me nahi daalna... tu dukhi mat ho... " Maa said.

" Nahi maaa.... kaisi baat kar rahe ho... mujhe pata hai wo sab... mujhe usse farq nahi padta... aur galat bhi kya kha... ye sab dost nahi hai mere ??? Usse bhi badhkar hai balki.. Aap tension na lo... " Shehnaaz said assuring maa.

They started working while Sarita ji & Maa were in kitchen preparing dinner for all...

They finished with the decoration a lot earlier than they expected... so Shehnaaz went to the kitchen to help... Shreya & Ankush goes behind her too...  Ankush was looking a little low. Shreya noticed that and couldn't stop herself from asking.

" kya hogaya ??? " she asked gaining everyone's attention.

" Nothing !! " Ankush replied.

Maa and Sarita ji looked at him sternly and he had to give up ...

" Mai jati hu bahar dekhti hu kuch reh gaya hoga to... " Shehnaaz said feeling awkward as she didn't know if he was okay with her involvement...

" NOOOO... stay... you are family.. " Ankush said pulling chair for her besides him and the ladies sat there.

" Aap logo ko pata hai na Niti ka... birthday ke din matlab... Harr baar birthdays avoid karti hai... Usse puchu ki use kya karna hai wo karlenge par nahi... yaha hamare sath kuch der bhool jati hai parr firr poora din wahi sochti hai... "

Shehnaaz was confused as she couldn't conclude anything from Ankush's words.

" Bhai kuch aisa kare ki uska dimag occupied rahe... either party or something jisse she would feel light !! " Vardaan said standing on the door.

" You know ye sab Ham try kar chuke hai... Nothing worked... " Varun said coming from behind.

" Meko ni pata exactly kya baat hai.... par kuch alag kar sakte hai to make her feel light... " Shehnaaz suggested.

" kya ??? "  They all asked.

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Sidharth texted them that he'll be late and not to wait for dinner for him...

" Shehnaaz aaja bacche... tune sham ko bhi nahi khaya kuch... " Maa called her and everyone for dinner.

" Nahi Maa meko sachhi bhook nahi lag rahi... "

" Mujhe bhi nahi... mai sone jaa rahi hi thodi der... 12 bje se pehle aajaungi vapis... aap bhi chalo sath.." Shreya said.

" Acha theek hai ye leke jaa... Abhi aaram karle fir bhook lage tab kha lena... " Maa said handing her a bowl.

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Sidharth reached home quite late and was tired too... He assumed that everyone slept but Everyone was at Vardaan's house preparing for Niti's birthday which Sidharth forgot as his mind was occupied badly... He wanted to talk to Shehnaaz but he didn't knew where she was... She wasn't picking up the phone and he didn't found it right to get into her house when Misha's parents were there too... But he couldn't sit just like that... he had to do something... Just when he was about to enter his room, he saw Shehnaaz & Shreya coming into the house... Shehnaaz saw him but went to the kitchen directly and Sidharth's eyes followed her complete way... Shreya saw them and their faces almost made her laugh but she controlled... Her brother's 'bhigi billi' face wasn't helping her much...

" Bhai mai room me jaa rahi hu... thodi der sona hai... To. Bhaut. Time. Hai. Tab. Tak. aur baki aur koi Bhi. Ghar Me Nahi. Hai aur aayenge bhi nahi..Mai Room me hu apne...OKAY. !!! "
Shreya said clearly almost teasingly...

" Ha to kya karu ??? " Sidharth said maintaining his tough tone.

" Nahiii kuch mat karo... actually mai jati hu kitchen me bhabhi ko help karne... aap jaao... so jaao.. "

" Abeyyy jaa naa paka mat " Sidharth said hiding his blush and pushing her towards her room.

" Sun !! " he called Shreya back and she turned.

" Kabse hai tere sath ?? "  He asked in a low tone.

" Sham ko jab aayi tabhi se... maine upar bula liya tha decoration ke liye.. "

" Kuch khaya hai usne ?? " He asked in a low voice trying to look here & there to show that he asked casually.

" Nahi mere saamne to nahi khaya... Maa ne bulaya tha tab bhi mana kardia tha.. " She replied but smiling crazily getting in aww of her hulky cute brother.

She went to her room and Sidharth stood there for few minutes scratching his head as he was totally clueless how to coax her.

He moves into the kitchen and saw her arranging a plate for him. He got an amazingly weird fluttering vibe with this action... A feel that amongst billions of people he found the one who was for him... just him... made his insides explode... This one person belongs to solely and soul-ly to him... This person who he didn't had to share ever... She was his... in every freaking possible way.

She saw him coming and she totally understood his mind state with his body language... She kept the plate on table and started doing something again... He shrugged every thought and sat on the kitchen counter...

" Kya karri hai ?? " he asked like a kid buttering up.

" Kuch nahi Maa ne ye sab fridge me rakhne bola hai... wahi " she replied in a straight tone.

She finished her work within minutes... and started moving out of the kitchen when Sidharth lifted his leg blocking her way. She looked sideways at him and he made a puppy face... He lifted another one too and pulled her towards him locking his legs caging her firmly.

" Sid..haarthhh kya kar raha hai ?? " Shehnaaz spoke nervously looking at the kitchen door which came out as mere whisper.

He didn't answered and picked up the plate... she tried to come out of his grip constantly looking at the door but he locked his legs even tighter...

" Kyu kar rahi hai koshish ?? Maine tere nikalne ke liye nahi pakda hai.. " He said taking some curd on his pulao and mixing it...

She frowned and looked up at him.

He took a spoonfull of pulao and took it near her mouth...

" Mera pet bhara hai... " she said.

He looked at her sternly and she had to give up. And as she took the first bite he kissed her cheek... She looked down to hide her blush at this babying... And she suddenly felt the appetite to have more... However crazy he behaved, her heart was stucked on one thing, that it was all because he didn't wanted to let her go, that her presence means 'this' much to him. He wasn't giving any explanations but he came and made her eat... because that was his priority. This feeling, this position was new... someone scared to lose her was new... she literally feeling her rights and authorities was new... these were the things which matter to her... so whatever happened made her happy only... but she was getting greedy now... she was loving his pamperings, coaxings so she wanted more of it... more of all she got someone to show her suppressed tantrums....

" Baat bhi nahi karegi ?? " He asked sweetly putting the spoon again in her mouth.

She made a pout nodding in a 'no' looking away from him.

" Tune mujhko pucha kyu nahi ?? "

" Qki mai ye soch raha tha ki tu mujhe bata kyu nahi rahi hai !! "

" Mera transfer yaha wali branch me hogaya hai " She said faking annoyance.

She told the news but she didn't said that she herself requested for it two weeks back... She didn't had any explanations for doing this then... She was ready to leave & set her new world at a completely different place but why was the question that time... She knew the reason.. but was it sane to do something like that without even knowing his side ?? ... She herself didn't knew if that was an impulsive thing to do... but her mind was mostly drawn towards doing it and not thinking anything else at that time... The decision she took at that time was solely for herself... she didn't wanted to go away from him... but the way he reacted with the news of her going back told her clearly that she couldn't thank that impulse anymore and more than anything...

He heard it... finally !!! In clear words... that she was going to stay... here... with him... forever.

He put the plate aside and hugged her tightly for good five minutes trying to tighten his hold as if it was possible... He parted but she was standing making an angry pout. He wanted to peck it so badly but controlled...

" Acha Maafiii  !! Pleassseeeee !! " he said in a babyish tone.

" Tune mujhe ignore kiya... " she complained.

" Tu subah mujhe bina uthaye chali gyi... Room se bhi aur ghar se bhi " he complained back giving reasons.

" To ignore karega ???  " She questioned narrowing her eyes.

" Abhi hogya na baby please. !! Bata kya karu ?? "

" Mujhe attention de... "

" Deraha hu na meri jaan khud khana khila raha hu ... " he said and picked up the plate back.

" Hospital me kyun pareshan hua tha ??? She asked him remembering his state.

" Kisi vajah se restless hogaya tha... fir kabhi baat karenge us baare me... " he replied patting her cheeks.

They finished the food and he took her to his room...

" Mai ghar jaati hu aunty kya sochengi ?? "

" Paka mat abhi... koi kuch nahi soch raha hai... aur jo bhi sochengi sahi hi sochengi... "

He sent her to change into simple clothes and himself changed into the room.She came and couldn't find him into the room. She moves towards balcony and stood there froze for a moment looking around. She was standing there and suddenly felt something cold on her shoulder and she let out a loud gasp... And the gasp sound did something unexplainable to his insides... Something he never felt... atleast not with this intensity... that mere gasp made him lose his mind.She turned around and saw him standing there with an ice-cream tub.

" Ye sab kab kiya ?? " She asked him.

" Kya ?? Kuch bhi to nahi kiya ... cushions change karne bola tha pintu ko subah bas... Lights ki vajah se dikh raha hai alag... "

" Icecream khila ke rishwat de raha hai... Mai nahi maanti " She said making a pout...

She thought to herself that what was she doing ??? She wasn't angry that was so clear... even he knew... she wasn't even able to fake it... but still she was continuing it... She didn't knew what she was expecting him to do... Maybe she wasn't expecting anything... maybe she just wanted to show tantrums... she wanted his babying more...

He threw himself on the bed taking his own good space after placing his laptop and icecream on the table besides... He looked at Shehnaaz who was frowning at him as he didn't reacted to what she said and he pulled her shamelessly making her almost fall on him... She skipped a breath with the sudden action and as she realized their position and proximity her cheeks felt heating up and muscles quivering with the blush... He placed his arm around her waist just to pull and adjust her properly on him... He himself felt weird as his own actions didn't felt familiar to him... His actions felt as shocking to him as they felt to her... He wonder which organ is processing his actions because brain is definitely not... But still why should it matter ?? He was only feeling more and more with his actions and falling more and more with her responses to them.

She shoved herself into him not being able to control her blush... Poor baby was hiding herself - from him - and that too into him... She kept snuggling into his neck giving him the taste of his own medicine unknowingly... the storm which he used to create everytime in her was created by her in him now and in the same way...

He kept tightening his hold shoving himself into his own world of content...

" Abi gussa gayab ?? " he asked in a low deep voice.

She nodded in a no rubbing her nose against him but couldn't stop smiling which he clearly felt against his shoulder.

And he tightened his grip more...

" Ab ?? " He asked again and she nodded in a no again.

He nuzzled against her neck's crook...

" Ab ?? " He asked again in deep low husky voice.

His lips moved against her skin & breath fell there. It was enough to blew her mind and a soft moan escaped her mouth which in turn made him lose himself. She came into her senses as soon as she heard her own voice and felt embarrassed listening to it. Before she could move she felt his teeth on her skin... He held her skin between his teeth and let it be there...

" hmmmm ??? " He asked again still holding and she got completely lost not listening to his question while her breath became heavy enough that she tried breathing through mouth.

He could clearly sense how her body was reacting making him do more... he bit the skin he was holding in a second and kept his lips softly sucking it there in another making her whimper and her body stiffened controlling the urge to wriggle.

" Ahhhh Sid..Sidharth " she spoke and they both came out of their lost world.

He shifted his face a little away but not loosening his hold a bit he tried to divert the attention...

"  Chal movie dekhte hai ! " He asked.

" Konsi ?? " she asked.

" Jo tu bole " he replied.

" Pakka ??? " she asked again in a doubtful tone.

" Ha bey bol " he said and she started giggling.

" Abey has kya rahi hai bol... "

" Soch le " she asked again giggling.

" Aisi konsi dekhni hai tujhe ??? " he asked widening his eyes.

She kept giggling not noticing his mischievous tone.

" Phir...Phir hera feri " she said laughing badly.

He looked at her bewildered...

" Seriously ??? " he asked.

" Haaaaaa... Khopdi tod saale ka " She answered and mimicked a dialogue from the movie laughing badly.

He shaked his head at her in disbelief.

" Cartoon hai poori !! " he said playing the movie.

He opened the icecream tub, kept it back on table, handed her the spoon and he held her back with both his hands. She laid on him like a baby facing the laptop and constantly giggling watching the movie with her one hand around his neck and other one digging into the icecream and feeding them both. And a little later he himself got so engrossed in the movie as if watching it for the first time... They  couldn't reach even half of the movie when the warmth of each other started working and they slept like that only...

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It was around 12 at midnight and Shreya got up with the alarm... She was moving out of the her house to Ankush's house and calling Shehnaaz to wake them up... As she opened the door,  she saw Raghav & Ankush standing there... Ankush was behind Raghav making a helpless face...

" Sidharth aagaya hai na ?? Mila bhi nahi abi tak. " Raghav said barging inside.

" Mai bulake laati hu na bhai... aap chalo.. " Shreya said.

" Arey koi na... aane de use... bula le .. Rukkk Mai bulata hu... aise to bolega milta nahi hai... aaj aaya hu to pata hi nahi hai kuch " Raghav said moving towards his room.

Shreya & Ankush goes behind him looking each other and giving 'what to do' look.

They were outside Sidharth's room and Raghav knocked softly... but the sound almost faded till the balcony and there was no response... He tried again and again but having each other's arms around increase their peace to another level and they both were into deep sleep...

This time Raghav knocked a little louder bit the door moved slightly.... They realized it was open. Shreya's breath almost hitched realizing that and she looked at Ankush pleading him to do something...

Raghav was slowly opening the door when Ankush interrupted..

" Raghav nahi rehne de ham call karte hai is time room me jana sahi nahi hai na.. " Ankush tried to convince.

" Haaa parr phone utha kaha raha hai ?? Niti aajaegi sab plan kharab hojaega... Aur theek hai na launda bachelor hi hai... jaa sakte hai... " Raghav said and moved inside before Ankush & Shreya could come up with something.

Raghav got inside slowly...

" Abey Room to khali hai... Bathroom ki bhi light band hai... " Raghav said in a confused tone.

Shreya saw the lighting in the balcony and guessed that they could be there... Ankush who was near the door balcony door, Shreya signalled Ankush to pull the curtains and played her Ringtone so that Sound of pulling the curtains didn't attract Raghav's attention...

" Alarm... Alarm lagaya tha na maine.. " Shreya said reasoning out..

" Nahi.. honge...bh.. bhai... Matlab aaye hi nahi honge ghar... Chalo bahar jake dekhte hai... " Shreya said trying not to fumble.

Meanwhile Vardaan comes almost running...

" Haa... haaa sahi kehri hai wo... nahi aaya.. aaya hi nahi abi tak... aur Niti bhi nahi aa payegi... " Vardaan said.

Niti's name successfully diverted their attention...

" Kyu kya hua ?? " All asked together.

" Batata hu chalo... " Vardaan said taking Raghav out and signalled Ankush & Shreya and they huffed getting relaxed.

Shreya was confused... she knew she shouldn't but she wanted to see them... She moved the curtain a little and the sight made her feel wobbly inside... A sweet smile took over her face and she rested her palm on the gate squashing her cheek against the glass door loosening her body against it filling the sweet sight in her eyes... Ankush saw her and he too turned his face to see what she was watching... The scene brought a smile to him too... Those cuties laid on each other sleeping peacefully.... totally in their own world... the peace on their faces was enough to tell the content their heart was feeling... Ankush moved his hand up and held Shreya's entwining it against the glass door... Shreya looked at him and he bent to kiss her fingers in his hold.

" I couldn't have imagined Sidharth like this ever... kitne pyaare hai ye dono.. " Ankush said looking back at them.

" Haa kuch seekho... " Shreya said moving out.

" Seekh lia... Bed khaali hai baby Come " Ankush said grinning making Shreya look back and he pointed towards the bed making Shreya redden.

They came out of Sidharth's room and moved towards Ankush's house and they remembered Vardaan telling about Niti.

" Kya hua ?? " Ankush asked as they reached.

" Niti ghar nahi aa payegi emergency case hai hospital me kuch... " Vardaan said and everyone could notice Ankush's fallen face...

" Koi ni yaarr kal ka poora din hai naa.." Varun said hugging him.

They called Niti and wished her...

" Bhai please upset mat ho... kal off lia hai na... poora din sath rahungi.. " Niti said.

" Niti tu kis tym tak free hogi... " Shreya asked.

" 4 bje tak ho jaungi. "

" Okay " Shreya said and didn't said anything further.

" Theek hai.. sojao aaplog mai subah milti hu aapko... aurr sorry pleaseee " Niti spoke in a guilty tone.

" Na bachha kaam hai na koi na... " Maa said and they finished the call.

" Mai kya keh rahi thi.... " Shreya said gaining everyone's attention.

" 4 baje tk to wo free hojaegi na.... Bhabhi wala plan to kar sakte hai apan... " Shreya said looking at them asking for affirmation.

" Yesss.. actually haa... even better to start like this .. nhi ?? !! " Vardaan said in an excited tone to which they all agreed.

" Done !! Yahi sojate hai sab.. Aunty aap Maa ke sath sojao " Vardaan suggested.

" Haa hame to abhi bahaut baate karni hai... " Raghav said.

" Theek hai par ye na ho ki jaane ke time sojao tumlog... " Sarita ji said and moved towards her room with Maa .

" Sidharth ne khana kha lia ?? " Maa asked coming closer to Shreya.

" Sana ne serve kardia tha... " Shreya whispered smilingly to which Maa grinned too.

" Aurr Sana ne bhi to nahi khaya tha... upset bhi lag rahi thi wo... " Maa asked being concerned.

" Bhai ko pata tha unhone nahi khaya... aage hame tension lene ki zarurat hai ?? " Shreya said .

Shreya & Maa could feel each other's happiness looking at each other's smile... They were so happy that Sidharth got such a beautiful meaning to his life... Such a beautiful love was enough in itself that one would feel fluttery just looking at it and they got to feel it for someone so important in their lives...

Maa left with Sarita ji and boys went to Ankush's Room... Shreya felt left out. They were her brothers & her love only, she was extremely comfortable with them but she still didn't felt like going...
May be that's why she connected with Shehnaaz in such a small time... Ankush noticed that she was left alone but there was nothing he could have done... Shreya left and reached her house and realized that Shehnaaz & Sidharth doesn't know about the canceled plan. She texted them both so in case they woke up they won't feel guilty for anything...

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