So here is a jaldi waala update for you all. And now I'm gonna take a break as its Eid and also my college starts from Monday and I have to complete all the due Assignments and projects.

Get some tissues:"(

Shehryaar's POV:-

I double checked all the arrangements as I let out a deep sigh. I've been planning on this. I had made my decision.

These two months passed by quickly and I hope Zahra goes along my decision that would change our lives.I glanced at the watch and it was 6:00.

She might come here any minute now. I paced around as I waited for Zahra to arrive. I had informed her the location and time beforehand .

15 minutes passed by but there was no sign of her. I decided to call her and dialled her number. The call connected but she wasn't receiving it.

I tried again and yet she didn't answer it. Letting out a deep breath I ran a hand through my hair. "Maybe she's praying" I said to myself as I remembered.

After a few minutes I called her again and she didn't answer this time too. I glanced at the time and it was 6:40. Now it was worrying me.

My phone vibrated in my hand and I sighed in relief thinking it might be Zahra but to my disappointment it was Hussain. I answered his call while walking furiously around the place. "Hello"

"Hey,Shehry so all went good?" he asked and I shut my eyes letting out a deep breath. "Shehry all okay?" he asked worried. "Hussain Zahra isn't here yet" I said as I glanced around to see if she is here.

"What? You informed her about the location right?" he asked and I rolled my eyes. "Yes I did. She isn't here and she's not even receiving the call. I've tried many times"

"Maybe she took a bit time to get ready. Don't worry she'll be there. Do tell me once" he said and hung up. I decided to go to home and check. All the way home I constantly tried to call her but not once did she pick up the call.

This gave me a sense of discomfort. I reached home and rushed to the door. I rang the bell and waited for a few moments but no answer. I tried opening the door but it was locked.

I opened the door with the spare key and took quick steps to the kitchen to see whether she was there. The kitchen was empty. I looked in the hall and living room but she wasn't there as well.

I sprinted upstairs to our room but found no sight of her. I checked in the washroom as well but she wasn't there.

I looked around the room as my mind was completely filled with worry for Zahra. "She didn't come there neither she is at home.Where could she go?" I said to myself as i think about the possible places she could be.

My gaze rested on a paper under the photo frame with a envelope to it's side.I walked towards the table and pulled the paper.

Opening it I read it and my hands and body froze as I go through it.This can't be true. I read it again and again to make sure it wasn't a mistake. "Final consent letter?" i whispered. I look at it again and search for the petition papers.

But they were not to be found anywhere just like Zahra. "Maine to nahi kiye...fir kisne....kya ye Zahra ne....." My voice hollow as I tried to process everything. "Haan Zahra ne hi kiya".

My vision was slightly blurred as tears formed in my eyes when a familiar voice said. I looked up to see the owner of that voice and my gaze met with Sara as she stood in the door.

"Haan Shehryaar, Zahra ne hi kiya ye" she said as she took steps towards me and halted at a distance. "What are you doing here?" I asked her. "She went away Shehryaar. She broke her promises and left you" she said ignoring my question and I fisted my hands.

"She is my Zahra. She isn't like you to break promises and go away" I spat through gritted teeth gazing right through her eyes and saw her facial features clenching. "She went away Shehryaar. But I'm here. I accept that I walked away but I'm back here for you" she said as she took a step towards me and I stepped back.

"Get out of my house" I said lowly. "But Sheh-" she began but I cut her in between "I said GET OUT OF MY HOUSE AND MY LIFE" I said in a loud and firm tone."You'll regret this Shehryaar mark my words.You'll regret this" she said as she walked out

Kaise saans chalegi, kaise raat kategi

Kaise jee main sakunga tere bin

Sajna teri judai meinu raas na aayi

Laggdi duniya paraai tere bin

My eyes stung as I glanced at the papers again and I lost it. I fell down to my knees as a impatient tear slipped out of my eye.

'Let it out Shehryaar,the more you'll supress the more it'll suffocate you.Let all of it go'

'Life has its own way Shehryaar.You just need to give it another chance'

'Relationships last long not because they are destined to be but because two souls make a choice to keep it,fight for it and work for it together'

'Acha to aap sirf paani pee lena'

All of our memories came flashing in my mind

Kismat ne meri, aisa kyun kiya

Jo kabhi na bhare

Woh jhakham kyun diya

Hai naseeb mera, ya hai koi sazaa

Deke saari khushi

Phir ye gham kyu diya aa..

'Shehryaar mujhe darr lag raha hai'

'Don't get too high on yourself,I know you ordered it from outside'

'Mera vaada hai aapse mai aapka har dard mitaa dungi Shehryaar'

'You dont..but I do'

'Mohabbat ek insaan ka dusre insaan ka wo be-los taaluq hai jo haalat ke tabie nai hota.'

Her words....all clear and fresh in my mind.You can't leave me alone like this.You had promised me you'll stay by me.To fill my life with happiness that was lost. To mend my wounds..

Kyun milaaye tu do dilon ko.

Jab karna hai juda.

How we used to fight and argue sometimes on silly things. How she always hoped for the best for me.Why Zahra? Kyun

Har yaad teri, de rahi hai sadaa

Ab paas ho tu, bas yahi hai duaa

Kya kasoor mera, woh mujhe na mila

Jo mera tha kabhi, woh raha na mera

You can't do this to me.You can't do this to me when I've fallen for you finally!

Dil yeh maange duaayein

Sunle meri sadayein

Kaise jee main sakunga tere bin

Sajna teri judaai meinu raas na aai

Laggdi duniya paraai tere bin

You can't leave me Zahra..You can't. I need you please waapas aajao.Tum mujhe adhoora chod ke nai jaa sakti" I whimpered as tears rolled down my eyes.

Hai tera rishta ye rooh se kya

Ke tere bin main hu bas jala

Jata tujhe toh khud se hu mila

Toh khud se hi chhut mein raha

"Nahi jaa sakti tum mujhe adhoora chod kar jab mai tumse pyaar karne laga hu. I love you Zahra! I love you!" I yelled out loud when a fell right on my lip.

In this moment I realized that I love Zahra and how I can't live without her

Par kya tum bhi mujhe chod chali gayi Zahra...

I cried a lot:'(

Don't hate me for this but I had to do it. Only 2-3 chapters left and then ends Dil e naadan.

Do tell me if I justified the feels enough or not.

SEE YOU SOON

~SHABISTAAH