Like, how do I still play this game?

What is wrong with me?

Do I like feeling pain?

Because I think I do, or at least inflicting it if you guys could freaking see my draft stories.

Gah, I'm all torn up from this.

Anyways, from what I know, only me and NJ2001 play this game called Mystic Messenger in the "Beatles Community". And this game is AWESOME!

Until you actually understand it. Or, at least have gone into a slightly deeper route.

For a cheap summary, you've picked up this phone (or your phone's been hacked ¯\_(ツ)_/¯) and some guy tells you to go to this random apartment and you're like "Umm, are you for real? No!" Somehow, he gets ya to go anyways, and there you are, in the apartment. And then your phone goes haywire and you've gotten into this new app with people that are in the RFA. In the game, you literally choose which of the four guys (Zen, Yoosung, Jumin and 707) or one best gal forever (Jaehee) you want to see basically eleven days out with.

THEN THE DEEP STUFF STARTS!!

So, apparently, Rika's a liar (and depression causes you to create secret societies?!?), 707 knows EVERYTHING, but that's not even the half of it!!

707 doesn't really love you, it's Zen all along. If you're really into the game, you can just look back in the chat history and see that when you're in danger, yeah Seven gets to work, but only Zen REALLY goes all "That's my girl!" in the situation. On every route. Even in normal situations, he gets comfortable enough with you that even when you try to go on a different guy's route, you'll feel as if Zen's trying to sabotage it somehow. And even when you do get a different route, he's still kinda "I'll get you! I'll get you in the end!"

And that friggin' killed me, because I love him.

And he's "trapped" in the game.

AND 707 CREATED THE GAME! AND EVEYONE (EVEN 707) IS FAKE!! EXEPT FOR ZEN!

W̶e̶l̶l̶,̶ V̶ a̶n̶d̶ R̶i̶k̶a̶ a̶r̶e̶ r̶e̶a̶l̶ t̶o̶o̶,̶ b̶u̶t̶ w̶h̶o̶ r̶e̶a̶l̶l̶y̶ c̶a̶r̶e̶s̶ a̶b̶o̶u̶t̶ t̶h̶e̶m̶?̶

And apparently the hints all over MM too, with a few characters saying how you've "saved Zen from himself" aka insanity from being the only real person there! Or, Zen actually dreaming that everything is a lie and everyone's a robot. Nice mega hint there, Cheritz. 

He doesn't even shake it off though, because he'll still randomly mention it in different routes, which is freaky.

It doesn't scare me though, it just makes Zen more real for me and breaks my already broken heart. Look! I even made him one of my background pics!

It's like Cheritz like, "On Zen's birthday, how do we make it the worst thing ever? . . . Break everyone's hearts by allowing him to realize he's the only real thing in a game on your phone and he loves you, but doesn't know you, as constantly pointed out by Jaehee, programmed by 707, who apparently ALSO wants Zen to feel pain! Success!"

Moral of this depressing story?

Don't play the game unless you want your heart constantly broken by pretty boys/gal!

But it's actually amazing so don't listen to me.

Alright, just flipped out. Sorry. See y'all when I post my new story soon (bound to be depressing) or a new chapter (won't be as depressing). In the meanwhile, I'll be hugging my phone. 😂😢