Mia Pov

After a few days of staying here the demon hound had been caught and now we are bringing it home.

The dog tried to climb on me but I let out a growl and it backed down.

"Just because that witch asked for us to take you doesn't mean i'll be nice to you." I growled and the dog stayed in the corner.

Sebastian seemed pleased as he noticed the scared demon in the corner but I wasn't in the mood. I'm still struggling with trying to remember.

But no matter what jutsu I use, I still draw a blank. But during my battle memories flowed through my head.

The next few weeks were quite dull and nothing fun happened.

Today I decided to walk around the garden and I seen a few flowers that were dying and I went to heal them but they crumbled.

I sighed before continuing on my walk.

I looked up at the sky and seen clouds.

'It might just snow today.' I thought as I felt the icy wind push past me.

Ciel and Sebastian went to a festival and left me to watch over the others as well as the mansion.

But there was nothing to do.

'I might as well train.' I thought as I sat outside cross legged on the ground.

I sat straight and closed my eyes focusing on my energy.

I felt it swirl calmly around me and I began to feel something new. The area around me had an energy and it came towards me.

I felt it mix with my energy and as it did I felt everything. I felt objects that never had energy. I felt people's energy from miles away.

I then opened my eyes and I can see the energy all around me.

I then felt the energy begin to over power my energy and I quickly cut off ties with it and everything went back to normal.

'Sage chakra.' I thought as I remembered studying it when I was younger.

I then felt something was wrong with Ciel, it felt like a force was pulling me.

I then appeared in front of Ciel and seen a man threatening people with a stick of dynamite.

I then slowly walked over and the man noticed and threw one at my feet.

The ice exploded in front of me and I held my hand out and water shot up in front of me and protected me from the blast before falling back into the river.

The man was shocked before throwing more. Sebastian then came and wrapped his arm around my waist and pulled me with him as he skated away. The ice began to crack because of the man throwing the dynamite.

Next thing I knew I was thrown into the air and I seen Ciel falling and I grabbed him and held him close.

"Where the bloody hell were you!" Ciel shouted as we both fell.

"I was meditating." I answered as Sebastian caught us.

We returned back to the manor after wards and Elizabeth came running in.

I watched from the front door as she ran straight to Ciel.

I then walked out the front doors and out to the courtyard. I looked up at the moon.

It was white.

The moon I remember was red. The color of blood.

I heard screams and cries of pain. I felt warmth run down my face and arms.

I heard an echoey voice shout my name.

I snapped out of my trance when Elizabeth ran out of the manor with her maid behind her.

I watched as they climbed into the carriage and left.

I then felt sharp pain in my side and I held my side. I looked to see blood.

'From what?' I thought as I didn't sense anything nearby.

I then felt another sharp pain in my legs and I fell to the ground.

I then seen a blurry face. It was of the man I fought during our last outing.

I then seen a boy who had metal rods in his back and hands and a blurry girl who was on the ground unconscious.

I began to heal the wounds as the images faded away.

I breathed heavily and looked up at the moon.

'Was that a memory? No it can't be. I was physically hurt. But how? I didn't put a seal on anyone besides Ciel and Sebastian. Not even my own family had a seal.' I thought before a headache started.

I then teleported to my room and collapsed on my bed and fell asleep.

"Mia! Can you put the seal on my shoulder?" --- asked.

"You know I can't control where the seal goes ---! But I can try!" I said.

"---! Where are you! --- we have to go!" I shouted in panic.

"Please don't leave me!"

I shot awake, panting with sweat dripping down my face.

"That's it. I'm losing my mind!" I mumbled to myself as I began to get ready for the day.

I walked around in my bodyguard outfit which consisted of black leggings and a black skin tight shirt.

I gave up the maid outfit after the last mission and decided to wear my body guard attire.

I walked into Ciel's office and seen him looking at a piece of paper. I walked around his desk and looked to see a whole stack of girls who have gone missing.

I looked to the left of the pile and seen a letter from the queen.

"She wants you to search for them." I said scaring the boy.

"When did you get here?" He shouted.

"I've been here for five minutes. Now answer. She wants you to look for them?" I repeated.

"I liked it better when you were nicer." He mumbled.

"I did to. So i'll take that as a yes." I said and I walked over the the window.

"Before you leave. Sebastian informed me of something." Ciel said and I paused.

"Yes?" I said and began to open the window.

"He smelt blood when Elizabeth left last night. He said it was yours and when he looked through the window he seen wounds on you." Ciel said again.

"Your point?" I said when I felt something run through my veins.

I kneeled down as I began to feel the sensation burn.

I quickly got up and tried to jump out of the window but something wounded my leg and I ended up falling out.

"Mia!" Ciel shouted.

I free fall down and braced myself for impact but it never came. Instead I felt warm arms catch me.

"You need to be more careful when jumping out the window." Sebastian said setting me down on my feet but I fell to my knees.

Images flashed through my head and I seen a man with red hair standing in front of me with sand blocking something.

Then the image disappeared and I was fine. There was no sand around me. No man with red hair in front of me.

'Why all of a sudden?' I thought,' This never happened before so why now?'

Sebastian shook my shoulder and I slowly looked up at him before teleporting away into the forest.

I placed a barrier of water around me and stayed there. I didn't move. Just sat the staring at the ground.

Thoughts wouldn't stop flowing through my head.

I couldn't think straight. I began to hyperventilate. Energy built up inside of me and began to push itself out of my body.

Energy shot out from me and the area around me began to whither and die. Dust was all that was left behind.

Tears rolled down my face.

'Why! Why now! I was fine before! Where did this power come from!' I shouted in my head.

My breathing went faster and I blacked out.

"It's okay Gaara. If I die in this battle protecting the ones I love. It makes it worth it." a voice said.

"I don't want to lose you." another voice cried.

"You won't lose me. I'll always be with you." the voice said again.

"Don't leave me just yet okay?" the other voice pleaded.

"I don't plan on it." the voice answered.

I opened my eyes with tears running down my face.

'Who's Gaara? Who was the other voice?' I thought as I looked around and seen that I was still in the water barrier.

I looked around and more tears fell from my eyes.

Everything inside the barrier was dead.

The barrier fell and I stood up slowly before looking up at the night sky.

I teleported to the manor and appeared in the court yard. I slowly walked up to the door. Before I could knock the door opened.

"Mia?" Sebastian whispered.

I slowly lowered my arm as I stared at the ground.

"Where have you been? You have been missing for two weeks!" Sebastian asked and I continued to look down.

He placed his finger under my chin and raised my head to look at him.

"What happened? Are you okay?" he asked.

"I'm a monster." I whispered as tears rolled down my face.

"What do you mean?" Sebastian asked and I grabbed his arm and teleported to the clearing.

"Look! Look around you! I killed this area! I couldn't control myself and energy bursted from my body! It destroyed life!" I shouted as half of the forest was nothing but ash.

Sebastian looked around in shock.

"I don't know who I am! I keep hearing voices in my head and memories that aren't even mine!" I shouted," I destroyed this forest because I couldn't control the power that was coming from me! I'm a monster!"

"Enough!" Sebastian shouted and my eyes widened, "You are not a monster! You are a kind and caring person! You risk your life to protect others! You placed a seal on me! Me! A demon who can heal without the help of others! You helped protect the young master and everyone who lives in the manor! You help clean and cook! Even when you were sick you still wanted to help around the manor or on missions! You are no monster!"

I stared at Sebastian with wide eyes. His eyes were glowing a pink color and he had tears in his eyes.

"Yes, you are different but that doesn't make you a monster." He said as he started walking towards me," That's why you caught my interest. You are different from the other humans and your not even from this world."

Sebastian stopped a foot away from me and rested a gloved hand on my cheek and he used his thumb to wipe away the tears.

"You are not a monster." He whispered and pulled me into a hug and I cried into his chest.

We stayed like that for a good while and I was able to calm down and collect myself.

"I apologize. A phantomhive body guard shouldn't be acting like this." I said as I pulled away from Sebastian and wiped the left over tears away.

"You are going through something we don't understand. You don't need to apologize." Sebastian says with a small smirk.

I grabbed his hand and teleported us back to the manor. Sebastian then filler me in on what I missed.

"Tomorrow we are going to a curry competition. I suggest you rest well." He said and I nodded as we went separate ways.