Shh I'm totally not listening to Hamilton and writing at 1 am and I have to be up at 8 am- oh well I'm screwed anyway 😂😂

Note: This story is not the average Jdronica storyline (at least I don't think so). What I call the average story is teenage pregnancy. I have nothing against them but I want to do something different (I hope).

Usual Trigger Warning. People insult other peoples weight so if that triggers you please don't read it! Also casual Heather's things like dead people and blood/injury/fights.

Edit: It might seem like I keep uploading it but I'm just trying to sort my Grammarly out and its being a PAIN.

Veronica's p.o.v.

I wake up sweating heavily in JD's arms. I untangle myself from his arms and have a quick shower and change. I look into the mirror and my face looks paler and skinnier than usual.

I put on my usual makeup and look at the time. 4:30 am. God, I got up too early and I didn't notice. I slowly get back into bed hoping to get at least another hour of sleep. I look at JD, he is so perfect! But psychotic. I know I shouldn't be with him but hell am I in love with him, yes! Yes, I am. I think about ways I can try and cuddle into him without waking him up. Closing my eyes when I heard a familiar cackle. Great- just what I needed. "So whats fattie up to today?" She laughs while walking to my side "woke up early? Maybe you should hit the gym and lose those extra pounds you've gained!" I slowly felt a tear roll down my cheek. Am I fat? I get up, pushing past Heather and look into the full-length mirror in the bathroom. I turn to my side to see the fat on my stomach, I always thought that was normal but by the way, Heather was talking it sounds like it's not. I unbutton my blazer and saw that it was bigger than usual. Was I getting fat? I hadn't noticed before.

How do I lose weight though? I could run, go on a diet but before other options sprang into my mind a sleepy JD stumbles in and looks me up and down with one eye shut and the other eye slightly open. He wraps his arms around my and buries his head into my neck "Why'd you get out of bed so early?" I felt his eyes close and his breath on my neck. "Oh nothing," I lie "let's get back into bed." He nods and follows behind me turning the light off and climbing back into bed.

"Veronica," JD kisses me on the cheek "we have to go to school." I open my eyes to see the clock 8:00. JD pulls me up and we walk down to the car together. As soon as I sit down I close my eyes again. I heard JD chuckle and he put his hand on my thigh while he started driving.

I jump out of my skin when JD wakes me up. He opens my door and pulls me up. I yawn and snuggle into him. "We have to go to class." I groan and grab my bag.

Class was so boring these days. I meet JD in the lunch hall and look at the food. "No thanks." I sit down at a table. JD looked over at me confused "but you haven't eaten today!" I just shrugged and put my head in my hands closing my eyes. I am so tired of Heather. "Veronica!" Heather Duke strutted over. "What do you want Heather." I snapped. She glared and walked away "I won't bother then." I couldn't care less at the moment. JD observed me "Did she appear again last night?" He whispered for only me to hear. I nod and lean my head on his shoulder.

The bell soon rang and we all left to go to the next class. I trudge over to the changing rooms where I was met by a psychotic teenager in green. "VERONICA!!!" She screeches and stomps over in her high heels. "What?" I roll my eyes and open my locker. She spins me around smashes my head into the back of my locker as I quickly wince and hold the wound. "Geez, Veronica gained 70 pounds?" (5 stone for us UK readers and other people who use stone) She pokes my stomach "Oh my god are you pregnant or something? You are starting to twin with Martha Dunnstock." I take one look at her and I swing at her. "GIRLS STOP THIS RIGHT NOW!" Ms Flemming pushed past the crowd building around us and tore us apart. I get into one of the showers and turned it on to let the blood drain from my body still in all my clothes. I close my eyes and slowly let myself fall to the ground.

My vision was blurry as I open my eyes to the most humane Heather of the bunch. "Veronica? Veronica try and stay awake. The ambulance is on the way." I see a worried yellow Heather and a pathetic teacher behind her. "W-Where is JD?" I stutter and shiver violently. She sighs and wraps a towel around me "He isn't allowed in here, but I can tell him now if you want me to?" I nod and continue shivering to receive a blanket from Heather. I gradually get up and sit on a bench and not in the freezing showers anymore.

"JD you can't come in the girls changing room! JD!" Heather yells as JD busts open the door with her holding him back. "Baby-" JD rushes over to me and kneels in front of me. "JD, I'm fine." I lie and hold my head. "Veronica! You are not fine," He gets up to look at my head and he gasps "Veronica you have a huge gash in your head!" I roll my eyes "You don't remember I can feel it?!" His face went from anger to pity and wrapped another blanket around me "You're shivering Ronnie," He looks her up and down "Why are you drenched?" I just lean against him and close my eyes "Veronica!" He holds me up "Veronica stay awake." Heather helps JD lay me down. "But I'm so tired." I yawn and open my eyes to see Heather, JD and Ms Flemming peering over me.

(Before anyone says anything this is my own experience with paramedics in the UK so I have no clue if its accurate anywhere else) The paramedics push the doors open and appear beside them. "Hello, what's your name." A woman stood next to JD "Veronica. Veronica Sawyer." I yawn. "Hi Veronica, do you know where you are?" She sits next to my head "I'm in the changing rooms." She nods "Do you know the day." I think and think but I can't remind "I don't remember but I know its a school day." She looks at my concerned. "Can I go to sleep? I'm exhausted." I yawn again. "No, not yet, do you remember what happened?" I look at her and nod "a girl knocked me into a locker and we had a fight." She doesn't reply as she starts bandaging my head up. "You will have to come to the hospital I'm afraid." I sighed. "Do you need a wheelchair or can you walk?" She takes my temperature "I can walk." I sit up and everything spins. "I will listen to your heart first." She checks my heart and then takes one of my hands helping me up. I stood up and instantly the room started spinning worse. "Veronica!" I feel arms on me and blank.

JD's p.o.v.

I watch Veronica sway and I quickly grabbed her while she started falling. I held her tight and kissed her head. "I will go and get a wheelchair." Heather left and I was with the paramedic and Ms Flemming. Ms Flemming was no use at all, she was as pale as a ghost and she sat in the corner. "So are you two in love?" The paramedic held onto Veronica as well. "Yeah, we have been dating for a while." I look down at the beautiful girl in my arms.

Heather soon came back with a wheelchair and we slowly placed her into it.

Veronica's p.o.v

I feel bumping as I open my eyes to the boring hallways of Westerberg High. I feel JDs tight grip on my hand and I slowly lift my head to look at him. "Ronnie, how do you feel?" He squeezed my hand and I glared at him in response. He took that as a sign to ignore me and he continued walking beside me until we got into the ambulance and he helped me climb up into the bed.

Nothing happened until the doctor looks at my head. "I don't think you have anything major but you will need stitches." I look at JD and my eyes start watering. He sighed and kissed my forehead "I will hold your hand the whole time." The doctor looks at us "You might experience some memory loss but I don't think it will be bad." Tears flow down my cheeks as he stitches my head up.

I climb into JDs arms as the doctor left the room. He held me tight as I just cried and cried. The nurse knocked on the door and came in with the discharge papers. I signed them and JD and I strolled back to his house. I'm not allowed to go back to school for a few days so I'm just going to be stuck indoors all day. "Can we go to sleep now?" I say depressingly and drag my feet up the stairs and into our room. I get changed into my pyjamas and JD is in the bathroom where I silently creep downstairs and take some of JDs dads alcohol and I take a few swigs. JD is in the shower so I have some time to drink to my heart's content. I drink more and more, the bottle went from unopened to almost empty.

I clumsily make my way up the stairs to see JD in a towel. I go up to him and cuddle him from behind. "Where have you been princess?" I giggle uncontrollably and stumble against him "Are you drunk?" He sounds disappointed so I fell onto the floor and started crying. "Veronica, why?" He looks into my eyes with such a saddened face I couldn't take it. I stumble to the bathroom where he stood in the doorway making me feel more guilty by the second. I shove my fingers into the back of my throat and before JD could shout my name I threw up everything that was in my stomach. JD stood behind me with a guilty-looking face.

JD's p.o.v

How did I just let Veronica do this to herself? I know she wasn't very well so why did I take my eyes off her and now she just purged everything up and I didn't even stop her. A pathetic excuse I am for a boyfriend. "Have this," I give her some mouthwash and a glass of water. "Brush your teeth and I will be back in a minute to help you change and get into bed." I leave and get change, I get a bucket from downstairs and some crackers to settle her stomach when she wakes up. I also grab a glass of water and some hangover meds my dad takes and leave these next on the bedside table. I get back to Veronica who was still on the floor. "Did you do what I told you to?" she shakes her head so I flush the chain and close the toilet lid and get Veronica to sit on top so I can brush her teeth and my own.

Veronica's p.o.v

I stare as JD brushes his teeth and then gets my toothbrush "Open up." I do what I am told and he starts to brush my teeth. I shake my head as I don't like the toothpaste "Veronica, stop being so difficult!" I burst into tears again as I spit the toothpaste out into the sink. He then grabs me from under my arms and lifts me like a baby. He puts me on the bed and changes my puke covered pyjamas into clean ones and puts me under the duvet. I wait a while for him to get into bed with me and I steadily move over to him. "Can I have cuddles?" He didn't reply and I backed away from him and put my face down into the pillow and bawl my eyes out. I can't stop, the guilt, the regret. I cried and cried and cried until I heard her voice again and then I knew I was asleep.

Yessssssssssssss. I finished this at 4 am and I need to be up at 7 am so you're welcome. I wanted to get this out asap. I love you guys. Will upload it on fanfiction.net and AO3 under the same username (Wolfstarfan6) also the same with Tumblr and Instagram. The links to everything is in my bio. Have a good day/night/whatever time it is for you. I'm going to sleep now. Night. Less than 3 hours of sleep whooo.