October 12,2006

Dear diary,

Two Weeks past by in a haze I hadn't' seen anyone other than the people at school.
I quickly fall into a endless routine of going to classes , home works after home work ,eating and sleep.
Some days I wonder if I had taken a shower .

Welcome to my life note the sarcasm.

The lack of outside world communication I had diagnosis myself clinically insane.

I know You're probably worried sick wondering what happened after I found out I was indeed a goddess of muse.

As twisted as it seems I bursted out laughing.

laughing was a terrible defense mechanism that i have picked up and it not only help make the situation worse .

Matt went on to telling me I could only used my powers went I was on the verge of death. I laugh even harder .

Apparently that didn't sit well with me because I could basically be singing my tonsils out.

My brain must have taken a leave of absence during that moment I told him i wouldn't be a goddess of muse neither being a goddess of muse i would have to be apart of his band as well .

So why is that so bad you might be ask ,

Its bad because it was something i had intent and had no idea of the consequences .

My dumb ass told Marcy that i was no longer a goddess of muse and it terrified me because she had faith in me. I was suppose to be the Protector defender of Art and Music.

"Nala,Lexy voice snapped me from my daze .

"Thank God You're Here " I exclaimed ,whilst ushered Lexy into my room.

The intense moment between Matt and I was still fresh in my mind and he had proably told rest of the goddess of muses.

"what was done is already done."

Sorry about short update next chapter will be lite.

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