I want to yell

I want to scream

I want to break everything

I wanna wake from this dream

I wanna watch myself bleed

I cut

I cut because of you

I hope you are happy

Look what you made me do

No no

You're not entirely to blame

I'm at fault also

I've also caused you pain

I hurt you

I know that I did

Now I have to lay

In this ditch that I dig

I'm so, so sorry

How many times have I said that

I think I've found the reason

Why you wouldn't take me back

I'm so stupid

I just kept waiting

knowing you wouldn't come

Even though I kept praying

What did I have to do

Did you wanna see my bloody wrist

Well here take a look

The pain was pure fucking bliss

Oh my darkness

It's scratching at the surface

It feels so fucking good

I think I finally found my purpose

I wanna watch it burn

Watch the world fucking bleed

Drown everything in my darkness

Bring the world to it's knees

I can't stop laughing

I can't stop crying

This darkness feels so good

Though it feels like I'm dying

I'm sorry

I promised I wouldn't cut

I know I lied

Just blame it on the drugs

Are you afraid of me

I know that you are

But yet you're still here

You're never really far

I wonder which is stronger

Your light or my darkness

I wonder would you still want me

If I turned completely heartless

I guess it's true

Nice guys finished last

I'm accepting the darkness now

So the world can kiss my ass