Alone alone

Yeah, I'm all alone

I live in a house

But I do not call it home

Its a place that I live

But its a place I don't belong

Yes I have friends

I even have a lot

But with them I can't share

My inner most thoughts

They wouldn't understand

The pain in my chest

They wouldn't understand

Why I'm such a goddamn mess
Fuck, Fuck, fuck ,fuck

All I really need

Is a caring and gentle touch

Someone to care

And give a little love

Someone to be there

Someone I can trust

Who can save me

From my solitude and loneliness

I've heard there's hope for the lost

Will some please show me it

I've had this pain for years

And I'm still fuckin holding it

They say life's a puzzle

Well my pieces don't fucking fit

I can't fucking take it

I hate being by myself

But its only me

I have no one else

I wear a fucking mask

A smile on my face

But they can't even tell

That that fucking smiles fake
For fucks sake

How much must I endure

Do I want to live

I'm not even sure

If I died right now

The misery would end

And I'd never have to feel the pain

Never again