Another day

It's all the same

I always act

Like I don't feel pain

But not tonight

Tonight I'll bleed

I'll use the drugs

Till it's hard to breath

I'll cut, and I'll cut

I'll cut up my arm

I'll let the blood drip

The blood feels warm

I'm still so alone

I'm still by myself

Just me and the voices

I have no ones help

I scream at the mirror

I claw at my throat

That guy in the mirror

I want him to choke

Choke on the words

He should have said

Now it's to late

And their trapped in his head

Now I'll watch him bleed

Now I'll watch him cry

I'll force the pills down his throat

I just want him to die

You don't know

The hate deep in my heart

You just don't know

How much I crave the dark

It's were I go

When I think of you

It's were I go

When I think of the truth

Truth be told

I fear you more than death

Your my harmful addiction

Your my crystal meth

Do you even know

How easy it is for you to break me

You don't even know

Your all it takes to save me

You can be my angel

Or like the nightmares under my bed

you can be my sweet dreams

Or you can be like the demons in my head

Now you see

Your what I fear most

Your the darkness I can't leave

Because you are also my hope