Why me

Why is this me

Why do I open scars

And just watch them all bleed

Why why why

Why am I this way

The pain won't stop

Even when I fucking pray

Shit

Where's my razor

Let me feel it's sweet kiss

Let me feel the ecstasy

As it dances across my wrist

Give me the pills

Where are those damn drugs

Killing myself slowly

But I can't get enough

A bruised heart

A tortured soul

An ever consuming darkness

That keeps me so cold

But it's my only comfort

My only companion and friend

The only thing that'll love me

Until time comes to an end

I'm sick of this struggle

I'm too tired to fight

I'm too afraid to keep going

So I'll call it a night