I sit and I cry

I cry in my bed

The voices are screaming

Where the fuck are my meds

Its dark, its dark

Its so fuckin dark

Its so damn dark

And its eat my heart
God dammit

I cannot believe

How bad this shit hurts

The need to be loved

That feels more like a thirst

I'm empty inside

Another fucking corpse

I hear the repeating insults

Of freak, loser, geek dork

So yeah I'm empty

Inside I'm so dead

From black to blacker

I live with, pain hate and the voices inside my head