Conversations, idel chit chat, small talk or whatever you want to call it

Some people don't understand when i tell them conversations are hard for me

If someone comes up to me saying we need to talk, I've already thought of a hundred and one mistake and even more consequence

Small talk bores me; it's not that i found the weather enthralling or funny when you tell me you've known me since i was young enough to still think sand was delicious

Time stands still when you get stuck in a conversation, like when you accidentally active a cut scene in a game or open a chat you were avoiding

I don't care if you find me rude or antisocial if i start to zoon out while you are telling me a story about your granddaughter's daughter's friend who ate a hairball cause the cat coughed it up

Would it be easier to have a diamond thing above my head like in the sims so that when you see it go red, i don't have to do an awkward carb walk away and you just let the conversation end