My best friend is coming to sleep over,I hope it goes well. I don't like her mom,but still,its hard to be nice. I'm rude and dark. I lose friends a lot, but she never left my side. I'm thankful for everything she's done for me and always having my back. I tried suicide one time by cutting. She found me and took care of me while everyone else turned their backs. I just wanted to say That for her. If you read this Elle , I hope you smile and feel the same.