What do you do when your crying uncontrollably and can't stop thinking about suicide? I'm clean of cuts and bruises, but that doesn't mean I don't miss it. I wrote on my wrist saying sometimes I want to end my life, just so the pain will go away. I'm always tired, I can't get enough sleep at night. I fucking starve myself to the point that I'm shaking, but say I'm not hungry. Im depressed all the time and fake a smile saying I'm fine. But I just want someone
To hold me tight and say I know your lying. I can't stop thinking negative, like does my girlfriend really love me? Is it all just a game? Do I even matter? I hate it so much. And the voices in my head,fuck! I hate living like this. Being that emo girl that doesn't have any friend other than online. I can't stand all my bullies. I just can't do this anymore...