8th February, 2021

Dear Diary,

               
                I felt so empty today. I couldn't find the energy to do the chores. I couldn't think straight. I was feeling a huge sense of loss. It has left me completely broken.

So I just spent the whole day with Zoe and Oliver. I held on tightly to both of them. I can't take it. I tried to be strong but I'm just too weak. Where did it all go wrong?

Why do I keep losing the ones I love?

Why did Sarah choose him instead of me ? Was my love not enough? He betrayed us and yet she still went with him.

Right now, zoe is sleeping on her bed while Oliver is in his cot. I suppose I'll sleep too now.

I won't lose anymore people.