Hey everyone! I'm sorry it's been so long since I last wrote a chapter but at first there was nothing really going on but now so much has happened that I need to catch you up on. I'm sure you all want to know how things went with my parents finding out that I am gay and don't worry I'll update you on that and on my love life. Ok so I think I'll start with my parents. So it's only the second week of school and everything is going perfect, I'm able to be myself at school without feeling judged because my brother is graduated by now and I'm a senior. So one day I come home and I go straight to my room as usual. My dad walks in a few minutes later and sits down on my bed. He tells me that my email was, somehow, logged in on my mom's work computer so she saw a bunch of social network messages and stuff. I have absolutely no clue how my email got on her computer because I've never used it in my life! At this point I was freaking out and thinking "OH FUCK". I was expecting him to be upset but the first thing he tells me is "no matter what gender you are into, I will always love you and be your #1 supporter." I can't even tell you how much that moment meant for me. I was always so worried about how they would react but he didn't put me down and he just showed me complete support. He just asked me a few questions about my sexuality and said that this whole thing will be awkward and new for the both of us but we will work through it. Since that day I have gained so much respect and love for my dad. My mom on the other hand was a completely different story. The second I heard the front door open, my heart dropped. I knew she wasn't going to be supportive at all because she was raised with the idea that only a man and woman should get married. She opened the door and she was already in tears. She sat next to me and said "why didn't you just tell me earlier? I can't believe this, this isn't how I raised you." And she began crying again. At that moment I was so pissed off at how ignorant she was being. We basically just sat there in complete silence for 10-15 minutes. Then she turned to me and said "I will always love and support you, but I'll never be able to see you and another man kiss in front of my eyes." At that point I lost it and basically told her to get the fuck out of my room. It felt like someone had died or something. Me and my mom always had a very close relationship and I always loved spending time with her but after that day I distanced myself from her so much that we barely even talk about my life, whether it's about my social life or school, she doesn't give me the time of day and I don't give it to her. And the worst part about it was that a week later, she tried acting like it never happened. We went to get food through the drive thru at McDonalds and this girl around my age took our order and handed us our food. The second we left my mom asked "So did you think she was cute?" I was just like wtf?! You're kidding right? So just to piss her off I responded "No but the guy behind her was." And her smile left her face so fast. I felt bad but she deserved it, I'm tired of her not accepting who I am. So ya that's basically the story of how my parents found out. Now as for my love life, a lot has happened. So the guy I was talking to, that I told you guys about, now works at Disneyland but it's really awkward because we don't talk as much anymore and I'll run into him sometimes when I go there and it's so painfully awkward because we never really ended things or tried to keep going. We kinda just stopped out of no where with no closure. But I met two amazing guys at my school! They are both Juniors, and both really, really cute! The first guy is a water polo player that loves the same music as me (rock) and he's very sexual (but knows his limits with people) and I think it's pretty cute. He has a great personality as well but I also really like this other guy that I met. The second guy I met through my club. So me and my friend decided to join PRIDE Club because it was new to our school and we thought why the hell not? And when we went to the first meeting I saw him and thought he was REALLY attractive and then I learned that he was the president of the club! Once he started talking I began falling for him even harder! He had this really cute voice that was just a little high but in a cute way and his positive energy was the cherry on top. He has great style and great music taste as well (alternative, my other favorite). And then tragedy struck... He had a boyfriend :( I was so upset when I found out! So about a week ago me and him started texting each other and he would always compliment me and say that I'm cute and he would say how much he loves talking to me and I loved it but I just kept thinking about how he had a boyfriend. So just the other day we were texting and he told me that his boyfriend told him that he wanted to take a break. I felt so bad for him because he seemed hurt but he said that the choice was mutual. We've been texting nonstop lately and I'm hoping we can take things further but it's hard because I also really like that other guy! So ya that is basically everything I needed to update you guys on. :)