I lied...
I fucking lied about it...
They were all sharing there SA stories and it was ALL about men doing it so I felt like if I said it about my sister it wouldn't be valid because she's a fucking girl!
The entire chat was sharing there stories
I already told them I was SA'D
But I lied about the story.
I WASNT NOT SA'D!!! BUT I LIED!!
I felt it was only acceptable if it was a man.
I don't forgive myself.
I wont forgive myself.
I will NEVER forgive myself.
It took me a while to even actually REALIZE  That what my sister did was SA.
And then I felt like it was just my imagination because she's a SHE.
I'm a liar.
I lied to them about it.
I'm sorry.
I just thought that it wouldn't be acceptable if it wasn't a man.
Please don't hate me, anyone who reads this.
I promise you I didn't mean it as something... Brash, or cruel, I would never lie about something like that without reason or for fun!!
Bye.