2012, september 1

dear diary,
today is jeongguk's birthday.
surprisingly, he invited me,
i think it's because he didn't want to seem rude.

there were drinks around,
and the party was packed with a bunch of people my age.

i didn't enjoy drinking alcohol,
but i drank it anyways.
there was one thing i wanted to ask jeongguk before i went home,
so i tried to find the right time to talk to him.

i asked,
"are you going to ignore me forever?"

he said,
"i'm sorry, i love ahreum."

i nodded, then i left.
because i didn't want to be friends
with him anymore.