2013, april 7

dear diary,
i couldn't focus at class today,
because i'm still hurt by the fact that jeongguk left suddenly.

ahreum stopped bothering me as well,
she looked sad,
and i wanted to support her,
but i didn't say anything.
because i don't have the guts to do so.

everything felt empty,
when jeongguk was here,
he would fill up the silence.

even when he was with ahreum,
he barely talked to me since he dated her,
but i could still feel his presence.

i wish he's still here,
i wish you were here.

this could be my last entry,
but jeongguk...
you are what makes my diary complete.