I got a bad score, and said to myself " well. Its ok"

I know.

I know!

I know i am horrible

A rude person

Terrible

Horrible

And i don't deserve to live

And i know my score was bad

And i compared it to the average

But

I was just trying to be happy

Do you think i want to be sad?

Whenever i think of things could be better

it makes me feel horrible

Because of all the gaps there are

That i'm not enough

I'm not good enough

And i never will be

Because there is always someone better'

So when it all comes down to it

I'll never be good enough/