Ok

So now, I am terribly irritated

And it goes against ALL FORMS of common logic

What a bish I am

Ha.

Because I just hate it when nobody really likes my ideas

Or when someone just

I dunno

Just teams up with someone else just to keep a secret from you

And it's not just you

I mean there's another person who didn't know either

Which makes a even worse for being mad right?

Right.

And i mean

It's not their fault my ideas are horrible

They are my ideas.

So its my fault.

And that's just,

That.

Really. That's what it is.

I mean

"The Final Challenge" Vs "The Last Wars of Our time" for a title

The Final Challenge is much better

And the other is just

I don't know

A cliche trainwreck

Or just not good enough

For others too like it

Or maybe it's not that

It's just

You never got to name one

And it's all everyone else who get a little spotlight

WHICH MAKES YOU A EVEN WORSE PERSON
right?

Because

Because its not

Not even JUST you

There's still another person

There's 4 different people

And it feels like everyone is giving a little push, a little shove

And THEY AREN'T

They aren't at all

BUT that's how it feels like

And you shouldn't feel like that

No

You really shouldn't

You shouldn't be writing this

not putting any emotion into it at all

You shouldn't be crying

You really shouldn't be real about this

This should be some OC's journal

All imagination

All fake

just something you created

thats beautiful

thats talented and smart

who doesn't need to lie 

and wear masks

Nothing there at all.

But no.

I'm crying

I'm mad

I feel horrible

And it's all so real

Its just- 

reality

Coming to say

"Hi" again

with a its little welcome to me

isn't it?