I MISSED MY MOM'S BIRTHDAY AND ON TOP OF THAT
I MISSED GIVING HER A PRESENT
AND SPENDING TIME WITH HER
AND MAKING SURE SHE'S HAPPY ON THE ONE DAY SHE'S SUPPOSED TO BE HAPPY

BUT FUCK ALL OF THAT NOW
THIS MIGRAINE THAT ARRIVED JUST THIS MORNING IS THE ONLY PRESENT THAT I COULD GIVE
AND BOY, IS MY MOM REALLY PISSED
SHE LEFT FOR HER BIRTHDAY DINNER WITHOUT EVEN HUGGING ME OR WORSE...SAYING GOODBYE

I COULD ONLY WATCH HER HELPLESSLY SAY THE TRUTH ABOUT WHO I AM....AND BOY DOES THE TRUTH HURT!!!!!

I HOPE SHES HAVING FUN, THO, WITHOUT ME HAVING TO RUIN HER B-DAY ANYMORE THAN I ALREADY HAD.

AND ITS ALL BECAUSE OF MY STUPID MIGRAINE! T-T

GAWD I HATE NOT GETTING WHAT I WANT

AND ALL I WANTED WAS TO MAKE MY MOTHER HAPPY ON HER B-DAY ....NOT FUCKING MISERABLE

GAAAAAAHHHHH!