numb: not able to feel anything; unfulfilled
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i've been finding a reason unknown
long before this pain sown

of how i run after things so much
which gives me failure in turn

the longing of unfulfilled dreams
nothing left to sacrifice anymore

wonder if this universe doesn't want
me to become the person i wanted myself to be

messing it up before the cover unfolds
every good things ends before it begun

i'm falling apart like never before
an endless stream behind the shores

if i sit beside the window patiently
will my anxiety go away?

from this day i swear to myself
what i want, will also want me

nothing more nor less
this spiritual connection will find me

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