fizzle: make a feeble hissing or spluttering sound
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i feel a maroon envy these days
which isn't green
waiting like ticking bomb
to explode, with a dangerous silence
inherently seeding, with evil tears
and i see everyone getting all the things i want,
making me question my own
abilities, which in return led me to become anti-hero of my story
honeyed expectations crushing in a minute
am i allowed to sarcastically laugh at my own life?
because all i see the main character
of my story, fading..

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