❝ altruistic ❞

So, there it is again, a sudden stabbing feeling on the chest. A reminder of how even being surrounded by pleasant scenery, wildflower season or herd of people, this sinking feeling isn't wavering. Not even finding the taste of lemonade tangy enough. The once blooming sunshine leaving a scorched handprints on the way. To ruin everything, once something comes close. Such a pathetic excuse for hiding the hidden demons ranging from a decade. Or could i say coward?? You can't blame the cocooned species devoid of earthly deeds to be gathering the essence of this adulthood. However, step by step progress can be fruitful. I just want to apologise to every silhouette coming my way for the negligence or ignorance resulting from a insane day. Truthfully, at this point convincing oneself is getting out of hand. I can only give. Never take. It isn't designed in the pottery art piece called me. I can be loving but never be loved.

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