Empty. (BD eating disorder request)
(i think ive seen a fic of this before but i forget-)
Blue was on her 7th day of her one week diet, meaning that tomorrow she could finally get a meal into her stomach. Everyday Blue would get up and stand on the scale, and getting angrier when the number wasn't much lower, but when Blue woke up this morning something was already off.
Her stomach felt as if there was an gaping hole in it and she could feel her body shaking. Her hands trembling rather much threw her off, and the fact that almost none of her clothes would fit her was also causing her have some sort of pleasure in a way, wasn't helping either.
"Blue! Come on out, I made breakfast."
Yellow lightly screamed from the living room, while Blue gagged at the thought of having what Yellow made.
Yellow would always make too much, WAYYY too much. Moving the thought of eating Yellows breakfast out of the way, Blue decided to just tell her that she's not hungry.
"Hey Yellow, good morning."
"Morning Blueberry!"
Blue internally cringed after hearing the nickname Blueberry, only thinking of if as her stomach being that big. Thanks for reminding her, Yellow.
"Would you like some eggs?"
"Eh- no thanks."
"A pancake?"
"No thanks, I'm running late to work, so I should probably go."
Blue walked over to the front door as fast as she could, and left without saying goodbye.
"Good-"
She slammed the door closed.
"Bye.."
Yellow continued to eat her breakfast alone at the house, as Blue walked to work slowly, rethinking why she has been doing this to herself.
(flashback)
"Happy birthday, Blue!"
A bunch of Yellow and Blue's co-workers jumped out to surprise her, as Yellow uncovered Blue eyes. Blue grinned happily and clapped her hands, while bouncing up and down.
"You guys-! Thank you!"
Blue had worn a beautiful, blue dress. Yellow slipped a birthday hat onto their heads and gave Blue a kiss. Blue's face lit up with a deep blush and giggled.
"I love you, darling~! Happy birthday!"
Blue smiled and gave her wife a kiss. She looked over at presents and cake, and almost began to cry.
"Let's start off with presents, guys!"
Yellow cheerfully grinned. They all made their way over, as Blue demolished the wrapping paper, and squealing at every one of the gifts. Soon enough, they cut the cake. Blue smiled and quickly ate hers, and decided to get another slice.
Two women laughed at her in secret.
"That dress is sure to stretch out after this."
One of them laughed.
"Well obviously! She's stuffing her face like she hasn't eaten in years."
Blue didn't turn around, but listened in.
"Her dress is sure to rip. Actually, it probably has already. She is blue. You just can't see it!"
They laughed again as Blue looked down. She set the plate down on a desk and wiped tears. She proceeded to run to the bathroom, past Yellow, and cried. And oh, how she cried. She looked to the toilet stalls and at her stomach. She came up with an idea.
Blue moved to the stall and leaned over the toilet. She stuck her fingers together, and down her throat. She gagged as her body pushed the food up, and came out of her mouth into the toilet. She did this again, and again, and again, until nothing came up.
She gripped onto her hair and sobbed again, this time, quieter. She wiped tears with her arm, flushed the toilet, and washed her hands and parts of her hair. She walked out and went back to the party. The girls watched her walk in and started to whisper again. She looked to Yellow.
"I want to go home, Yellow. Now. Please."
Yellow looked over at her, confused.
"What's wrong, honey? Are you not having fun? Did something happen?"
Yellow clenched Blue's hand into her own, as Blue held back tears.
"please."
She spoke softly. Yellow pulled her into a hug, which Blue tried to fight back against. Yellow tucked a piece of hair behind Blue's ear.
"Of course."
Yellow grabbed the keys, said a farewell to everyone, and took Blue in her arms. The ride home was quiet, till they arrived. Yellow turned off the engine, but locked the doors.
"Blue.. please tell me what's wrong. I love you so much, and it hurts to know that something happened and I can't help you."
She broke out into sobs as Yellows eyes widened.
"Blue-!"
Yellow reached over to Blue and pulled her into a hug. She unlocked the car and got out to open Blues door.
"Darling! Are you okay?!"
Yellow unbuckled her, and pulled her close. She picked up her wife and carried her inside. She laid Blue down onto her bed, and cuddled her for hours..
(flashback end)
Blue grumbled and looked over at two empty desks. She had fired those two woman, the day after. They were no help to the company, anyway.
"Blueee~!"
A lanky woman with a slim figure ran up to Blue. Blue had envied her body, and wanted it so badly. Her name was Veronica, her best friend, aside from Yellow. Yellow had quit a few weeks after the event happened, missing Blue dearly, and falling into a loop of wondering if it was her.
"It's so good to see you!"
Blue zoned out.
"Uh huh. Yeah.. How are the.. uh.. kids?"
Veronica began rambling about her little ones, showing Blue pictures. Blue felt her stomach knot as she stomached through her repetitive speech. Blue placed a hand on her head, causing Veronica to stop.
"Blue? Is something wrong?"
Blue shook her head no and stumbled. Veronica closed her eyes the think for a moment, as Blue collapsed to the floor. She hit her head on the concrete, as the skull was broken open and bleeding. Veronica screamed and picked up Blue.
"SOMEBODY CALL AN AMBULANCE!!!"
The ambulance was immediately called, and then Yellow.
"Yellow! It's Veronica! Yes, it's an emergency! It's about Blue! She's hurt! Yes, the hospital.. of course. Be safe."
(hours later)
Blue had woken up, and saw Yellow sobbing next to her. Yellow's hand were so warm, and her embrace felt like a calm fire. Blue looked over to Yellow, with tears building. Her eyes widened as she pulled Blue into a long kiss.
"Darling!"
Blue embraced Yellow close. She cried into Yellows shoulder.
"I know, honey. I'm so sorry. I wish I noticed sooner. Honestly... I wish you told me, sweetheart. Veronica told me the whole story. You were mumbling it."
She looked up to Yellow, as her tears were wiped by her.
"I love you, Blue. You are gorgeous, strong, courageous, and a go-getter. There is not an ounce of ugly on you. You are a fighter, Blue. I am so proud of you."
Blues doctor walked in.
"Ah! I see Blue has awoken. Mrs. Yellow Diamond, may I ask you to step out for a moment?"
She nodded quietly as Blue squeezed her hand.
"She can stay.."
Blue smiled at Yellow.
"Ok then.. Blue, I'm going to have you see a nutritionist and were going to get your body on a healthy track. We're going to start with lunch and a snack. When you don't eat for so long, your body starts to eat muscles and hold onto any soft of energy it can."
Yellow nodded at Blue.
"And Mrs. Yellow Diamond. How have you been doing since your visit last week?"
Yellow blushed as Blue looked over at her.
"Last week.? Yellow?"
Yellow cleared her throat.
"Uhm... well.. I'm fine, doctor."
The doctor cocked a brow.
"Have you been taking your medicine?"
She nodded as Blue looked over.
"Medicine? Did you get hurt, Yellow?"
"No, darling.."
The doctor chimed in.
"They're antidepressants."
Blue looked up at Yellow.
"I guess we've both been hiding things."
Yellow shrugged awkwardly.
"It's ok, though! We can talk later, honey. Ok?"
(2 month timeskip)
After Blue was released from the hospital, both continued to live our their life. Blue and Yellow both started visiting therapy, and Yellow was even inspired to get back to work and her job. The two promised not to keep secrets from each other ever again, and that they will trust each other fully. Blue was put on a healthy diet, and Yellow continued to take her medicine. They were both happy, in the end of everything.
cliche, but, the end :)
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