Diana

It's been a few months since Akko and I left Japan to come back to England. We're in a few months into our final year and and everything is going smoothly. Akko's somewhat keeping up with decent grades, which is good. But since this is our last year we have our witch exams coming up. These exams determine whether or not we a suitable of the title of a witch. If we don't pass then we can never be called a proper witch, so these a really important. Once this year is done I'm back to take on my duties as head of the Cavendish clan. I kind of wanted to go to college or something but it's not really necessary.
I still don't know what the future is for Akko and I. Once schools finished there's really no point for her to be in England anymore. She could go back to Japan and go into further education there.
Well I we don't have to decide this for a few more months so it's all good for now.

To fill you in on everything, New Years has just passed. Akko and I stayed at the mansion for our Christmas break. It was really fun. Aunt Daryl even brought Akko Christmas presents. Akko's parents had sent presents to the school for her and I, which was really kind of them.
And I guess now we're in a new year.
I feel like this year will be really eventful and I'll enjoy it, I can't wait to see what it has in store for me.

" Hey Diana." Akko says as she hugs me from behind. "
"Hello Akko." I feel warm as she hugs me. She lets go and I turn to face her.
" It sucks we hardly have any classes together this year." Akko sulks and she takes my hand and we both walk to the canteen. " I'm actually pleased because you won't be a distraction anymore."
I can see Akko scowl at me. "Excuse me ?! You're the one who's distracting Diana , how am I suppose to concentrate when all I see is the love of my life looking so god damn gorgeous." I laugh .
"It's the same for me so I don't know why you're complaining."

Akko does make me really happy when she says stuff like that. Like she loves me and I'm the love of her life.... it really just hits my heart.

Amanda

Ugh the last year at this school and I just wanna jump off my broom into an active volcano. There's a few months until our witch exams and I am NOT ready. There's so much going through my mind right now. I know I
shouldn't let jealousy get to me but...

UGH. I kick the wall next to me. " whoa... Amanda what's pulled your strings."
I hear her voice say. I turn to see Akko and Diana hand in hand. Tsk. Akko looks at me waiting for an answer. Why do I still feel this way about her.... I promised myself I didn't love her anymore. Why why why. All my frustration is let out through my words. " fuck off Atsuko." I scowl at her and walk away.
"A-Amanda wait !" She shouts. I don't listen and continue walking off towards the schools main balcony. I need to clear my head.

Akko

"Sheesh Akko what did you do to her."
Diana asks me. I just stare dumbfounded at the walking away Amanda. "I Dunno ... I should go after her, I'll be right back." I say to Diana and rush off after Amanda. " A-Amanda wait!" I shout to her. She starts to pick up her pace. She ends up sprinting off and heads towards the schools main balcony. I start to run after her.

I arrive a few seconds after her and see her standing leaning over the balcony. It's the end of teaching hours so it's getting late. The sky is dimming and a sunset red is scattered across the horizon.
I walk up to Amanda. "Hey Amanda... did I do something wrong..?" I ask her leaning next to her.
" I told you once before Akko, fuck off."
I just role my eyes at her. " oh shut up Amanda and tell me what's up." I say smiling at her.
She turns her head and faces my smiling face. I see a sudden tear fall from her eye.

Amanda

I can't help it. I start crying. Crying my eyes out. This is so selfish , crying because I can't have the thing I want. "AMANDA ARE YOU OKAY?!" Akko shouts almost deafening me in the process. I'm so angry. " Does it look like I'm okay!" I shout back at her. She cowers away slightly. I feel like a complete jerk right now.
" Amanda.... I'm sorry for whatever may have happened even if it's not my fault." Akko tells me and attempts to walk off. I don't know why I've done this but... " No! Don't go."
I half shout, Akko turns back around to face me.

My chest is burning with fear, my heart is pounding so fast , and I can feel a little Shake coming along. " I really hate you...."
I say. Akko looks hurt. " why? what have I done." She questions me.
" You've done so much Akko... you've made me cry , you've made me feel so unhappy and I can't keep it bottled up anymore!"
I shout at her.
"You're making no sense right now Amanda !" Akko shouts back.
" I KNOW! I'm not making sense nothing makes sense! You make me feel all theses negative emotions and yet...yet .." I contemplate whether or not I should say it.
I'm saying it.
"I love you!"

Akko steps back from me.
" you are...amazing in every single way . I have loved you even before you started dating Diana."
I said it. I finally said it.
I feel a huge weight lift off of my shoulder.
Akko doesn't respond. She just looks out over the balcony.
She smiles.
Why is she smiling?! What the fuck.
"Is that all you wanted to say?" She says still grinning.
"What the fuck is this reaction Akko ! I just told you I loved you."
I shout angered at her.
"Yeah I Heard, but did you really think I had no idea until now?" She giggles a little.
She... knew...
" HOW!?" I am so confused right now"

" I always knew, it's a shame back then you didn't know that I loved you as well."
Akko confesses to me.
I cough a little... did I hear that right? Akko said she loved me?!

" yeah it's true I did but I just didn't know the feeling that well, you were adventurous and fun to be with. So I guess I developed something."

" Are you serious.... what made you forget those feelings... for me." I want to know answers now because this is making me annoyed.
" I'm serious..... it was just too slow and you weren't doing anything so I gave up ... and then Diana sudden became important in my life.
There was something so powerful about her that I just had to tell her that I loved her. I just had to."

" well why didn't you tell me you loved me when you knew I loved you!"
I huff.
"Because how long it took... I had already lost interest before I had built up the courage to confess to you Amanda."
I feel so hurt right now. I feel like my hearts been ripped out and just mutilated.
" Why Diana Akko? Why did you confess to her ! why didn't you lose interest in her because , she clearly wasn't doing anything just like I had done."
" I confessed to Diana as soon as I felt a spark with her...this was because I didn't want to lose feelings that I had already lost with you. I'm so happy I did because Diana matches my heart perfectly."

I start letting the tears flow again. This fucking hurts.
"Please don't hate me Amanda... I still care for you but I just don't feel any love towards you anymore."

" I don't hate you... I'm close to hating you but I'm thankful for your honestness, I'm happy I don't have to love you anymore because seeing you with Diana made me want to just... never mind."
" I guess I'll take me leave." Akko says.
" Before you go Akko.... kiss me.. let me touch the lips I can never have, just once."

" Amanda.... I'm in a relationship with Diana. I love her and I would never betray her. I'm sorry but I'll have to say no."
I smirk.
" You're a great girlfriend, see ya Akko."

She leaves and I'm left alone with the cool breeze on my skin. I should never wait to tell someone I love them ever again.

An: sorry for not updating in like 3 months 🤧.
I hope you enjoyed this chapter. I'll try and update once a week or once every two weeks.
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